i miss him
i miss sitting on the beach at night
you wrapped your arms around me
kissing under the stars
in the dead of winter
i felt truly alive with the warmth inside

i miss him
i miss laying in your bed
your body snuggled up to mine
those intimate moments we shared
the blankets slipped off
but our bodies have never felt so whole

i miss him
i miss riding in your car
passenger side, you were blasting my favourite song
said the lyrics were for you, my love, and your green eyes
it never finished playing
but your eyes felt like coming home

i miss him
but "him" is not a person
"him" is a feeling

the feeling of being wanted
the feeling of being hidden inside someone else's treasure chest
the feeling of coming home to your arms
where you'd kiss me and whisper
"baby, i missed you"
... where have you been all this time?

This morning
Grey thunderclouds
Fell on my morning horizon of hope
And I, half asleep still
Could hardly note anything
Less than try

So I did