You, my past and my present
You try to help with lonely lessons
You, you **** me and you bleed
Through every vein inside of me
You, my future and my end
You stitch me up with torn back mends
You, you keep my joys unfound
I gotta gut me to end you now
It never will be easy
To get tumours removed
That’s a fact especially
When that tumour is you
I need to rip off my own flesh
This cyst, this germ, this flu
It’s me, the chronic sickness
That needs to be removed
I’ll dig you up with sharpened steel
And rip this tumour out
I don’t think I can fully heal
Without killing myself
You, my love and my sorrows
You bleed me out until I’m hollow
You, I’ll never say goodbye
You’re all I have and I’m all bled dry
You, you’re something I must lose
But you are me and I am you
You, you’re something deep engraved
And I’ll live with you until my grave
It’s hard to get rid of someone toxic in your life when that toxic person is you.