As if neither the university, nor the distrustful Present, stood for the desire for emotion, love, passions, but for the unknownly expanding XXI. century - far from here, in a system of forgotten cosmoses, star-space, on the morning of an unbearably insecure existence, and in its time of day when cheerful fairies laugh and play in the patinated corridors that cherish echoing voices.

How incompetent we thought then, at a young age, to love dedicated to eternity: As fulfilled immortality in the twilight of the gods! - It was as if a ruling Ancient Power had carved us out of flesh and blood, and he did not look where we could go, what we could do with our own decisions and will, and to defend against all fate, with tears, and not just relentless indifference. without its magic, intertwined like re-forged and indestructible handcuffs that simultaneously guard and hold the spectra of transient Time!

We felt then, as a common part of invulnerable Oneness, we added something together to the world of the unrecognizable rotation! The dense and musty air of the benches was surrounded by the abandoned atmosphere of dowry, but it didn't bother you at all; you laid the fragile bend of your tender, lily-headed head on my thick beam shoulders, and you let the hidden heartbeat message you in harmony: I learned from you that it exists, and you can still be uplifted, proud, to keep Honesty!

Now I can only vegetate as a discouraged hermit: I try to preserve the content and details of my things so that I can remember something more, something eternal and unforgettable!

My eyes were traipsing all across the room, my irked nose was lined with all its corroded details and the charred, foul smell of blood. Where my hands are firmly cradled and the sky is peeking through the cracked window. Am I hopeless?

"Just call my name on the edge of the night," My ears wobbled to the melancholy raspy voice of a man telling me before he faded away. I remember him grinning and caressing the tip of my nose, yet I couldn't open my pursed lips. "Call me and I'll run to you," His voice erupted throughout the house. It was like his plump lips were meeting my ears' tips."I really can't!" I whispered. You are too far, Sky.

I let my eyes wander through their blurry sight through the starless horizon from which the eclipse was striding into the darkness. The moon is serenading the hurricane, and the gusts of wind whistle and spin, blowing chill bumps through my bones.

Rapidly, a familiar sensation surged through my body—my eyes fixed on a spot where I was in the center of the forest, where the flowers were blooming as I sauntered by. I traced my fingertips and remembered that he pulled the flower and ended up dead on his bare fingers.

"You know that whatever you touch, it dies?" A faint chuckle I let out. He gazes his eyes into mine, penetrating through my soul, allowing me to drown in his mirror-less eyes. giving me a new illusion of myself, securing me in a sacred paradise. The thunder roared like a thirsty lion. He held my hand, and slowly, he vanished and burned into grey ashes.

Where the sky contains a fraction of truth and the heavens have got a hold of time, where the underworld brings chaos and chaos grants powers to mortals. Where he is Sky, eventually named after Death. Where he is mine and there in him lies the future. Where neither gods nor goddesses can intervene. where I could no longer call him "Sky." Only his lingering parts could I hang on to. I closed my eyes and waited for the downpours of the rain. When there is chaos, there is still time. When questions remain unanswered, there is the sky, awaiting your call. When there is existence, there's him, Death. We flew in the sky and he dropped into the lake of lies, and that's when I knew the truth: the gift of chaos is the heavenly realms. And so is the past. And then, there, I locked my eyes with him and, like a phoenix, my soul was greedy for freedom and him, the death of the mirror-less sky.

The present.

The future.

The memories.

The loss.