As i cry and you look me in my eye just know my feelings had burst My tears are the only thing i can show you cause you wont understand my feelings as you see they are hurt I want you to hold me and say im yours baby just tell me whats wrong and ill make the pain go away But you act like thats hard to do and way to hard to say Cause im me in this deep dark hole and not you I wish you kissed my lips and held me close as my pain would go away But WAIT This is not all I want you to hold me in your arms till the sun falls I want you to tell me you love me with all your heart and tell me were never gonna be apart I want YOU and ALL of it not just all these little parts As i give you me i want you Only if you knew Knew how i felt about you Its sad to say Im in love and it wont ever go away
I remember these feelings as i had my 1st ever heart break but it showed me i can love 100 times as hard, im no longer in love with my ex but this is how i felt. As he wouldn't do these things he left me in a very dark place and im glad i gave myself time and let go of him. But i just love to write poetry, it helps me get everything out and calms me down. Im sorry if post to much poetry lol, anyway i hope you guys/gals enjoy my writing.
The day we met You implanted a seed A seed labellabeled as imperfect
The next day A tree with the sweetest offerings grew But with it came decay Abounded branches of love Bearing buds of heartbreak As the heavy branches holding fruits That remind me of you seek support From my ribs as they tear through my skin I bleeeeed I pleeeed for the need Of the expulsion of the so called seed Of trust
The next day I choked on a thorn When I saw you And when I coughed up the leaves of death I love you was my last breath....
Are you okay? No not really but I have to sound perfect around you so I guess I'm okay Why do you keep asking me if you look okay? Because I don't believe you Why do you keep fiddling with your hair? Because it looks terrible and maybe if I keep messing with it, it might look alright You're fine with us being just friends, right? No. Not at all. If I value you enough to stay friends with you it means I really want you back. Why do you keep leaving me?* Because that way you won't leave me first
I don't know if this applies to all girls but it certainly does to me...