Looking at him by that door,
It hurts like your first baby tooth falling out.
A space left empty by something so familiar.
I can still feel the warmth of his pressure on my chest,
And boy, I miss it.
He looks like a kicked puppy when he has to leave,
But I feel like one.
And every night,
I turn the lock to the right then back to the left.
I can’t lock this door.
I can’t for fear that I’ll walk into my room
And he’ll run up,
Meeting a barrier which I allowed
To come between us,
And I can’t for hope that he will come back,
Arms open, jaw set crooked, biting his lip.
that's all i request
have to go
i hate being in love
with someone i
is there such a place?
is there such a feeling
is there a day, a time
when we can all be okay?
but today is a day,
and so is tomorrow.
you never know what will
maybe she will wave and smile
maybe he will hold you longer
maybe they will love you more.
maybe the not-knowing is
enough to know
that whatever happens tomorrow
i want to stick around for it.
living is worth it.
I didn't want you to stay.
But I'm glad you did.
I didn't want you to go.
But I'm glad you did.
Turn my eyes
And my hair
to the world
to my soul
I was always told
You’d never disappear
In the summer of 19’ I fell
Maybe we’re meant to be where there is no being
Under the back door sunset of your red 200
The year of checkered shoes and tequila
Screaming Frank Ocean over your engine so we could inhale our likewise tremors
Maybe, just maybe, we’ll live through our entwining melodies forever
Constellations dappled your cheekbones as such breathtaking accents to your coral reef pools
The pools I was all too familiar with
Ones I had drowned in
Maybe I’ll remember you in Savona
A straw hat complimenting your auburn hair
Your warm skin against mine as we skinny dipped into untold measures of time
Not knowing how fast I would have to let you go, and have slow it would take to recover
Tell me you’ll miss me and I’ll forget
Because time doesn’t stop
And neither does our young hearts.
Feel free to plagiarize
If you see
Something you like
If you step inside my mind
I will give you all my light
You could never break my soul
Feel free to steal and lie
I will always love you
Somewhere deep inside!!!!
Mix - Chevelle - Letter from a Thief
Who knew how much
The heart would ache
For every day
That you are away
God only knows
The mess I've become
How can I carry on
Things are harder
Without your wisdom or guidance
And I feel so blind
Lost in hateful darkness
You'll never know what I knew
Like my new found appreciation for only your tattoos
You'll never see what I've seen
like how the halo of your eyes are the same color as me
You'll never feel what I felt
How the warmth of your embarrass causes me to melt
You'll never hear what I've heard
The echoes from your laugh and the passion in your murmurs
You'll never cry the way I've cried
From the pits of my stomach, the burning inside when you said goodbye
But you must know how much I love you.
Why did you go?
More importantly where did you go?
I’ve looked everywhere for you so you can return my heart but,
Now I’m weak without it.
And I can’t look anymore.
I begged you not to leave.
Only a few more hours I pleaded.
‘No!’ You screamed.
Will I ever have my heart back?
Or has someone else already got it?
Not that good.
Feeling sad today.