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Grey Dec 2019
I ordered a heart
but it came two sizes too small.
I ordered a soul
but it shrunk in the wash.
I ordered a body
but it didn't fit right.
I ordered a life
but it wasn't trendy anymore.
I ordered some love
but I guess it hasn't arrived yet.
**** me or kiss me
You can pull the trigger
You can try to be the bigger man
You won’t make me plea
No, not for death or your touch
I may be in love
But giving in to your plan
That is something I won’t do
You can shove
You can push
You can chew and choke
I don’t break easily
You thought you knew
But you have nothing on me
I’m strong
So, will you **** me
Or shall you give in and kiss me
Michaela Ferris Nov 2019
I'm too sad to cry,
can't wash the fears away.
Overwhelmed inside my head
but I just cant find a way
for all the pain to stop
so I turn to old friends,
a sharp blade along my wrist
or starve myself instead.

I'm too sad to cry,
feel like there's no one by my side
who understands the pain,
I just can't wash it all away.
I wish I could tell you
but I just don't quite understand
how one person can feel so numb
but not be able to cry.

I'm too scared to cry,
I told you a lie,
that I'm doing fine
with this pain in my heart.
I know you know that I'm lying
but you won't ask me why
you just turn around
and walk away instead.

I'm too scared to cry,
I feel like I'm dying inside,
I wish I could feel
instead of nothing at all.
There are days I wish I could drown
in all the tears held inside.
But instead, I just turn away
and wish I could escape.

You see,
I'm just too sad to cry.
Messing up scares me
so much, I’ve become paranoid
Which messes me up
Xaela San Oct 2018
Like a foggy road

I can't see what's ahead

Only a sense of dread

In this quiet madness

Still keeps me walking

Without any sense of direction

Wondering if I can escape

This chaotic mind of mine.
Thinking of You Aug 2017
You’re going to mess up a lot.
Each time you’re going to think it’s the end of the world.

It’s not.

Don’t believe everything you think & know you and your future are entirely up to you.
To My 7th Grade Self and me everyday.
Jayantee Khare Jun 2017
The life messed up such that everything turned into poetry...
Alta Justice Oct 2016
I watched a movie once,
where this girl keeps ruining her life
as she and her brother walk on a beach he asks her whats going on
and she turns to him and says "Maybe I'm the faller. The one who doesnt get the boy, the one who never gets an A. The one who trips and stumbles and pulls everybody down with her. every family has one. ours must be me."
i hear her say this, and i hear the pain in her voice as she says it,
and i realize that i am the faller.
i ***** up
i cause pain to my family
how can someone who never does anything right even come close to
standing up straight?
SøułSurvivør Feb 2015
when
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to

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up!!   !!!!!!!!!!!! !!
Does anyone else get me?
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