#lovelost poems on Hello Poetry

Silent Thoughts Jul 2014

Apology

If I ****** up by trying to heal
And I hurt you with my honesty
That's something I never meant
And I owe you an apology

I didn't want to wound you
The same way you wounded me
I just wanted to escape
My world turned tragedy

I had to pull myself back up
Any way I possibly could
I was willing to take the risk
But it didn't mean I should

I loved you with my whole heart
Even how tested I was
My feelings for you didn't break
I loved you just because

So I hope you never question
Whether I cared at all
Because every memory was special
No moment too small

So please don't take me too seriously
When I don't know how to cope
And I pray you never question
The way that your love gave me hope

#worry #hurt #imsorry #lovelost #apology

Silent Thoughts Jul 2014

Gone

Do you miss the way I walk
Or the silly way I talk
Do you think twice
About how you weren't that nice
Or have you moved on
Not considering that I'm gone

You won't get a second chance
To get back that loving glance
I won't run back to your embrace
And let you kiss my face
But I don't think you care
Because real love was never there

And I still dream about you somehow
Even though I've tried to vow
That I won't think about those times
And keep validating them with rhymes
But even though I'm low
I don't want you to know

That I miss the way you walk
And the serious way you talk
That I'm willing to think twice
About how not nice would just suffice
And that I'm trying to move on
Yet still wishing you weren't gone

#love #pain #hurt #breakup #lovelost #gone

Silent Thoughts Jul 2014

Goodbye

I woke up to a dream of me kissing your chest
Teasingly nibbling at your flesh
My heart full of smiles
But your eyes shifted away
The same way they did that day
And I wouldn't get a kiss goodbye
Not even in my dreams

#love #dream #kiss #goodbye #lovelost #over

Styles Jun 2014

Broken.

Its like roll call when your tears fall I rather hurt myself; than take a chance hurting you at all. Broken hearted; cause it broke the fall. I rather have loved once; than be loved at all.

#love #heart #pain #hurt #people #lovelost #loved #lovely #insane

kathleen nicholson Jun 2014

Justine

you were just a teen

but i was less than that

i was so confused on how to act

i looked at you and your long blonde hair

and somehow found myself in there.

your confusion left me feeling sure

your hand in mine, i felt secure

and I know it must’ve hurt that
all people wanted was
more more more

and-
i know you never needed anyone

after you lost your drug

but when a relationship dies, death still can’t conquer love

and love was all around you

but you purposely sought out hate

inhaled it down, held it in,

and for once, i couldn’t relate

i watched you plan your fate

through your destruction and watched you spiral

and when i went to pull you out

you let out this sickly smile

as if begging me to let you be

convincing yourself this was your destiny

as if pain in these doses was keeping you alive

who was this person i saw inside?

and all those times you attacked me with your eyes

and all those times you had me stuck in your lines

you were just ******* with our minds

cuz you enjoyed this maniacal ride

i still
would
reach for your hand

to bring you back,
it was always my plan

but with walls so thick and made of stone

to save you, i learned, i had to leave you alone.

#love #helpless #drunk #addiction #alcohol #drugs #growingup #lovelost #sick #confusion #drinking #bestfriend #comingofage #helplessness #sickly #exbestfriend #rehab

Karl Franssen aka Bryson Flegg May 2014

Not All Grimm

No matter how much times
I wish upon that star
It won’t change the fact that you’re still his puppet
Which is unfortunate because I want to see who you really are

I’ll try to be brave
Brave like a little tailor
But no matter how much I help out
It’s because of the lies, that I’ll always fail her

I’d play you a special song, in a strange little town
And all of the townsfolk would gather round
And you’d think their joy would make me happy
But no matter how hard I look there’s just one face that can’t be found

I’d flee from that town; I can’t swim across the river
But don’t worry the fox will give me a ride
But still I’m afraid I won’t make it
Because the feelings are eating me up inside

And just like prince charming
I’ll wake you with a kiss
I just want you to be happy
Because I hate seeing you like this...

#love #reality #fairytale #lovelost #pinocchio #sleepingbeauty #thebravelittletailor #thegingerbreadman #thepiedpiperofhamelin

Karl Franssen aka Bryson Flegg May 2014

Distraction (Lyrics)

Who are you
Who am I
I’ve got something to tell you
And I don’t know why
But I’ve…
I’ve kinda fallen for you
Again

And there’s still another girl
I’ve got my eye on
And I’ve seen her looking at me
Yeah I think she’s perfect
And god knows she's worth it
Yeah I think I could make this work

[Chorus]
Because sometimes all that’s needed
Is a simple… distraction?
And yeah she looks just like you
But she loves me too
Maybe it’s just my mind
Craving something new
But when I’m with her
I can’t seem to remember you…

And I know
I don’t know how
I’m going to tell you
But I can’t keep these feelings bottled inside
Yeh I gotta let them flow
But I’m afraid you won’t feel the same
And if you don’t then you might let all your friends know

[Chorus]

But every time you look my way
Can I say it makes my day
I just can’t keep the feelings away
And I’ve just gotta tell you
Whenever I’m with you
Life just feels okay

[Chorus]

Yeah yeah
My heart no longer wants…
You…

#love #lovelost #distraction

Elgin's Daughter May 2014

7385

i followed you into the sunset
it darkened us both after burning us numb
we called it
love

#love #heartbreak #broken #lonely #lost #lovelost #lostlove

Savannah Lee May 2014

Forever RED and BLUE

I know I was taking YOUR sweet time,
To make sure you were MINE.
But I couldn't find your heart and where it lies.
And trust me I've cried,
More, oceans than the world hides...
But you don't understand, and won't be my man so you divide.
MORE than just RED and BLUE,
My heart in two, yeah it's ******* true!
I can be the fool,
But try to KEEP cool,
Just for YOU to play me like you do.
...
I'm so tired of my own tears because you ain't got no fears,
Of losing me.
Because you know I stick around no matter how many state's are surrounding us,
Or far in between.
BECAUSE all you are is ******* MEAN to me!
And I don't know how to trust.
So I turn into the rust you so easily brush,
Off those cold shoulders.
****, might as well move to Boulder!
WHERE my tears might just smolder, another crowd.
But it's too late, it's ALL over now.
I'm proud, because it got so loud.,
And I just didn't know how,
To LOVE.
So sorry my God is One Love!
SORRY I only wanted to make love,
And that being with you was My enough.
Sorry I forgot I could sing,
And didn't dare open my mouth because of the opinions you'd bring - me.
Sorry to myself and my soul.
I forgot what I was doing, cold and alone.
...
So this is what I get
For being half upset and saying **** the rest.
But forget?!
Niggardly, ya name is basically tatted under my breast.
I don't rest.
Because you're that close to my heart.
I said no to a man who wanted me from the start.
He asked me to marry him, But I wanted you.
And when I left on the plane next month I still wanted you.
And through the lies and deceit I still want you.
But I get so **** distracted I'm just a fool, for you.
You're forever RED and I'm forever BLUE.
Tell me a ******* thing...
Put you in my shoes.

#love #lust #heartbroken #lovelost #shameless #exboyfriends #dabs #emotionalmess