Her sparkling smile hides her crooked mind
Although she was mad, she was not malice
Gaslighting and wicked games were of her kind
Last supper was fun, still have the chalice
Pandora, pandora, don’t open that box
Twisted thoughts tore and fused into my skin
A nightmare reality, or just a faux?
A virus that stays with me, just like kin
Words echoes I love to k!ll, I do not stop
Remorse is not usually in my blood
This is not a tale, she needs to be locked
A body in her hands turn grey, like mud
We are all wired to get a little mad
But, she is the most crazy girl I’ve met
For my ex bestfriend who told me she likes to k!ll.
i still check in on you after months of not having talked to you.
i'm still trying to break the habit of texting you after a really hard day.
people tell me about how you posted yourself crying on your story and i have to fight the urge to ask you if you need someone to rant to.
i miss talking to you and hearing about how your day was.
i miss you.
but i'm okay for now.
this was based off of lil skies song lmaoao. but i miss her a lot :/
being alone makes me realize that i’ve never actually ‘dealt with it’
sure, i’ve had good days but when it comes down to it; i go to bed at night, and i think. i think about what we could’ve been if we never stopped. maybe i overreacted?
but then i remember, you’ve done nothing but backstab people. you’ve done nothing but hurt. i was nothing but good to you and you still repaid me with breaking my heart and my trust.
so ******* for ever making me happy and making me believe that you cared. because you never did, and that’s something i have to deal with.
i've learned that i kinda have to go with what i think is right when it comes to situations like these. am i going to regret it later? probably. but it's worth it because everything happens for a reason :,)
i hope that one day i'll be able to say that i'm finally over you and the heartache that you caused and continue to make me feel
you treated me like ****, even in my moments of weakness and the fact that it took such a toll on me that it made me want to change myself for some ******* like you makes me feel nothing but disappointment in myself
because fact of the matter is, you have never and will never deserve someone like me
and i can only hope that you get what you deserve.
i've been silently hurting for some time now and i could never really decide what to do with it. i don't think i'll recover fully from this for a while but i'm making progress.
I didn’t do right by her...
but she didn’t exactly do me right either.
Best case scenario—
we part as strangers
This is abt my ex best friend! We drifted apart because we were just too different
Though I love you,
I need to move on;
'cause you ain't here
for me, to hold on.