i seek,
this echo of resplendent joy.
You.
how weak,
am i to fall?

this sound among all,
is one i'd deck the halls with.
Yours.
perhaps this fall,
i shall embrace.

the sight,
the sound,
You.

it rings,
oh,
does it ring.

3 THINGS I REALIZED..

1. You fear of spiders but you can carry a snake?
2. You're so good in singing and dancing but I didn't know you're not good in painting abstract, tho I love your confidence. You're proud of your artwork and you said for you, it's a masterpiece.
3. You would rather buy a furniture than build one..(You know the DIY thing).
Anyway, I like you still. You're human, after all. I like you more after I realized this. You're perfectly imperfect and that's what I like most.

Life is not a movie
It is not full of tropes
Or unrealistic hopes
Just some ropes
Binding you to the choices you make
Consequences for everything you do
Some make it through life by being fake
Some by their passion

My mistakes keep me awake
I can feel myself break
What’s at stake?
If I cross that line
Can I ever be fine?
I will not whine
for more time
I now have to make a choice
And find my own voice

I just want you to know, you're one lucky person to catch my admiration for over 4 years.
I never thought I would still feel the same way about you over the course of time but wow, I'm surprised how I hold onto my feelings for you. There's never an us and will there ever be? But it's alright.  I'm letting you be with the one you're meant to be with. You're a great inspiration in my life. You inspired me to improve and grow more each day. I could not find more words to express these all but THANK YOU.

You have a special place in my heart if you only know and that I also wish to see you again.

Time is gold
Time runs endless like a river
Time can blow away my mind to different places and memories
Time can make me rush at times
But I felt like time stopped for a while

When you looked me in the eyes and smiled

The feeling of inspiration
To write for someone,

Your Someone,

Is a powerful thing.

I bought a Mercury to get to Venus .But how on Earth am I ever going to get to Mars. Uranus and Neptune will ride in Pluto's car.

Toast to the guinea pigs
for extinguishing my fear of being alone

Toast to the moon
for being the substitute of street lamps

Toast to the car parked on the driveway
for indicating the presence of my family

Toast to the guitars
for remembering the way they tune

Toast to the fridge in the kitchen
for keeping our food fresh

Toast to the walls of the house
for absorbing the noises I rather not hear

Toast to the paintings
for reminding me of what I’m artistically capable of

Toast to the bed in the room
for keeping my body comfortable at night

Toast to the lights
for providing my room personality

Toast to the tapestries hanging on the ceiling
for maintaining my privacy

Toast to the dreamcatchers
for giving me hope of a good night's dream

Toast to the pictures on the wall
for reminding me of who I am with people I love