They asked me
"what would you do if you saw him kissing someone else?"
I didn't answer
because I knew I would break down when I told them
that I remembered when you would kiss me
I remembered the softness,
the hunger of your lips
the way your hands would hold my waist
and pulled me against your body
the way your hair felt under my fingertips
the way you picked me up as if I weighed nothing
the way my legs wrapped around your waist
only when we had ran out of oxygen
our lips parted
and your lips formed the most beautiful,
the most perfect smile
My heart was racing
I was breathless
I was happy
I was in love
so
the day I see you kiss someone else
and I realize that it's not me you're kissing
I will remember exactly that,
once again
and it will break my heart
I will cry,
Silently.
if you smile at her
then I will want to die
I will want to make her bleed you out of her system
but I won't,
because I will also remember that
you are not mine anymore
Baby, I still love you
I’ll always will
but I will simply
walk away.

I wanted to give you
galaxies,
you wanted to give me
memories;
but baby, how could all this
love
just fit in this
box..?



*Sandoval

I am breaking deep down
Though I never show it
I am breaking deep down
I'm happy but slowly dying
I tried my best to move on
But the memories stayed
I tried my best to move on
But my feelings still remains
I swear I am trying
To get you out of my heart
I swear I am trying
Not to let myself fall apart

I feel as though
my life
is just
one long poem

that nobody
is reading

Perhaps I'm destined for more in my life than to simply gush and blush when a man acts sweet to me, mope and vent whilst he acts indifferent and weep and mourn as he walks over me