the act of
restraining self
from the hunger
of your sweet kisses
and the thirst
of your soothing touch

I came to look for you in the temple
I came to look for you in the mountains
I came to look for you in the dessert
I came to look for you in the rivers
I came to look for you in the oceans
My spiritual journey keeps moving on
With or without me...why have you abandoned me
God I simply want to be your servant
I miss the company of the Holy Spirit
I know I'm not perfect am a ***** rag compared to you
However, I have build my faith upon your name
Forgive me for my evil transgressions Lord
I have walked away from you once more
This is my prayer this are my lyrics
Allow me to worship... I hope you can see it
I come to you empty I need divine healing
I pray that one day I can reach many souls
To give you Lord the glory, honor and worship
You deserve it all
I looked inside me a light I could see
I'll leave you for now may my words reach thee
Master of the Universe A God among ye

There they are in all their glory!
Poems 'bout food to tell a story...

The sunny side up of a summer day
The yolk is rising to a fried egg whey!

There's plenty of grits
to fill the spoon...
With sizzling stars
and a flapjack MOON!

Pasta hills with pesto grass
Sure to give your hips some sass!

Fresh salmon salad on some greens
You're much more likely to be lean

Sensual fruits delight the eyes
And they're easier on the thighs!

Bread and muffins in a race
With cookies and cream
to stuff your face?

Cleanse the body! Cleanse the soul!
You can break the jello mold!

But I don't know if I can last...

I write about FOOD
whilst I do a FAST!


SoulSurvivor
(C) 8/4/2015

Thank God you’re back
Did you find a home there?
Was it why you went that way?
Did you adapt it to your life
Or did you reject it?

Are you euphoric?
Are you at peace?
Are you disappointed?

Because you did come back
You’re eating
You’re talking
You’re in the middle of where you lived

Did you chase fate
Or fortune?
Did destiny meet you there
Or was it just a hint?

I wonder how far it took you to come back
Did you think you’d lost your way
Or did we accidently meet again?

You changed your shoes
Are you preserving the dust
Or burying the memory?

It seems you aren’t yourself
Troubled but determined
Not wrong
But not right

I know you don’t want to be here
You expected to be there
And there was not there

Yet

It’s only your desire
But a dream is never fully formed
It’s an idea
Like a song
But the rain
The heat
The wind
The cold

These are the things that are real

And they weren’t there in the dream
But they are there in your life
So maybe you are already there
It’s just that you didn’t recognize it

You almost did
But you didn't

You just have to get used to almost
Almost as you imagined
Almost as you wanted
Almost
Not exactly

Like life

Almost
Not exactly

Dear soul,

Sorry for all the junk I have fed you with, in all these laboring years, of our pilgrimage.

I want to be a better person; living within the blueprint of my life.
More importantly, I promise to treat you right, by taking the time off, from all that distracts, to be in a sacred moment of communion;
listening tending, nurturing, and planting new seeds of consciousness.

You desire the best out of  me - leading me through the path of life and light, discovering all of me. Help me soul divine, to be align  with the vast ocean of thy wisdom, and the infinite knowledge within
thy breath.

I seek total wholeness, purpose, true satisfaction, and how to live at peace, with all that is around me. I know the journey is long and rough. With you on the wheel, everything is effortless.

Yours sincerely,  
- A. G. McDaniels

This glass surface shows myself
It shows how I look, how I twitch
It shows my kinks and flaws
I see how big I am, over run with fat
I see how I wish I looked
Eat an apple go on a run
Eat fruits and veggies
  This glass surface shows myself
It shows my face, my slight collar bone
It shows my pale skin and dull hair
I see I've gotten bigger, wider than before
I see how I wish I looked
Eat some granola maybe some water
Skip a meal maybe two
  This glass surface shows myself
It shows my ribs and my hips
It shows my sullen face and jutting bones
I see I'm still big, as fat as before
I see how I wish I looked
Fast today, Fast tomorrow
Drink some water and have a *******
  This glass surface shows myself
It shows a skeleton with skin
It shows my brown eyes, void of light
I'm bigger than I'd ever thought was possible
I no longer see how I wish I looked, just fat
Fast today, Fast tomorrow
Fast the next week and the week after
Stop consuming stop the fat
If you don't eat you can't gain

Most people don't know this but only 1 out of 5 guys will be diagnosed with anorexia and 2 out of 3 girls will be diagnosed with anorexia. People think guys can't have it. Well truth be told they can and they do diagnose or not. People really do this, they hate them selves because a piece of glass said to. Society just fuels it. I'll be honest and say that this is true for me.
                 ~<>~Jinxx~<>~

My ribs call for justice
Strumming them like
Harps
Stomach,
Roars for a revolution.
Mind enthused by the
Fleeting high of 
Hunger, and loss.
Image damaged by
Thoughts of perfection
Stranded among lost islands
Of paradise

R is for the radiance of the relaxation of  pure souls that float in the highest degrees of faith !
A is the awesome pure morals we try to keep in our minds and hearts
M is for the mercy of Allah that covers our hearts with blessings and love
D is for the duas and honest prayers we pray every night seeking Allah's super mercy
A another A for the ardent spiritual hopes of vanishing all the sins and mopes
N is for the new better version of our hearts with brand  new beats of faith, joy, love and mercy

Ramadan is our lantern of hope and blissful chance to get the blessings of Allah and spread peace and love all over our surroundings ...
Ramadan is the most fascinating chance to change towards the Best and to blossom the entire year with faithful flowers ...