I felt like crying But I held it back And I didn't try Because I thought I'd regret. I want to feel good When I'm making "like" to you, I don't want to test you And I don't want you to feel blue There were some things That I did have on my mind I was distracted And could have been unkind. That does not mean I don't want to talk to you No matter the problem The answers can never be few. So please just see me We'll calm each other's minds And remove the sounds hollow Eroding the cliff behind
Lone leaf hangs onto the branch of a tree on the cliff side, Nods at the breaking waves below. The hustle of the wind, Cause the autumn leaf to fall, Twisting and turning through the rough air, Like a butterfly in flight. Down, down it flutters, Whispering, singing exhausted. The diver saw the pain and beauty in the leaf, Caught it in mid air, And both shimmered down onto the waves. Even the smallest leaf must face its destiny, Saved by the battering waves, It was buried in the diver's garden. 2/3/2020
Love has this feeling i couldn’t understand, is it the person or the feeling i like? i don’t know, love is a confusing as a math problem and i don’t know how to solve it and it hurts, so bad that love isn’t worth it anymore i’d love to give my absolute best to it but i think my pride and ego are bigger because i’ve loved the wrong person and trust really isn’t valid to your heart, i want to open my heart so badly, but how do you open a heart whose been stitched up because it’s been broken for couple of thousand times, and i wish i wouldn’t wake up someday to this pain, and all the bad dreams would go away but it doesn’t, our memories still haunt me everyday, even at night time past dawn, how i’d wish i can give a chance to someone who truly loves me and not you who threw me off a cliff after i fought a war for our love, you’re a coward for letting go a woman who could do anything for you love has taken me to dark places that i don’t know and if i can rewind time i wouldn’t fall for you because you don’t catch a damsel in distress you threw off a crown ready to love you because you were afraid that i wouldn’t be there so i was the only one who swam the seas after all.