You knew I would be yours the moment you laid eyes on me Looking at you I wanted something more but I clearly didn't see You asked me out one night in my car hoping to hear a yes my thoughts lingered far till a day or two later you got a yes we set a date to go to the mall playing mini golf and eating at Bubba Gump Shrimp I had put up a small wall dressing in jeans and a sweatshirt feeling a bit wimpy You seemed as if you wanted to hold my hand but couldn't get to it I admit I was nervous but wouldn't let you land even though I would have been lit We left and I dropped you off at home Hoping to be another day I felt a bit alone but I know I had more to say I managed to be like glue and stick you wanted to see me more but not over tea One day, for two months I got sick that wasn't my plan you see you came and stayed holding me in your arms I felt so weak all I could do was pray You had me under your spell of charms Months later here we are stuck tighter than glue and more like tar I'm glad you asked me giving you a change was the best thing I almost didn't see
Fears find its voices before the sleeping Child inside me!!!
The faint voice of hope Still breathing heavily to let me feeL its presence....
The unseen but felt hope, touches my strayed soul to get me back to right path...
Peace was my theme! Loneliness was my rule! Mystery was unknown touch!
And still looking for answers, and tired of searching for logic of each question!
Mind is screaming for a sleep! asleep that it won't think further of the unknown! still That music is haunting that spirit inside me, begging me to play that craziest Chapter in my life that still to beplayed..... That chapter that I didn't write with fear... ... with Measures...... with known Results...... And....... AM I considering my options with "Chances"!
i've always been the kind of person to give people multiple chances regardless of how badly the wound was that they previously left but after awhile when i get so broken i have to give up and let them go so please dont ever say i give up too easily because i have never done that don't wear me down and blame me for cutting those strings i have my reasons for burning bridges and if you aren't gonna let it go until i tell you then so be it
i got so emotionally drained and i felt like a walking zombie being friends with that toxicity of a human i did such terrible things and outside of that state i would've never done them but the biggest reasons i cant do it no human should get blamed for a suicide attempt especially if they are just trying to help no 13 year old should have to take away her friends scissors because she won't quite cutting in school nobody should break at the sight of a human
no human should have to go through that and then feel the need to turn around with a smile and keep helping so when i say i cant do it i cant go back to that don't torment me and make fun about it because i don't have enough of me to go through that again im done giving chances to the person that made my soul shatter through a phone call or a letter from the psychiatric unit im sorry but im out of chances
You are more than Enough Sometimes I think For Me you Are too much First you were my crush now you are my
Love
Itβs scary to love you sometimes The feeling of uncertainty, forces me to feel insecurity, but your love comforts me And you gave me pages to write in your book of love Fantasy
I took the pages and wrote us a Novel, now we read about love and what it means to be lovers
life is bittersweet you could say, you'll die one day live the rest, everyday is a chance, a miracle, things happen, troubling, loving, thick and thin, yet I'm so happy I get to spend my bittersweet life, with you and only you, m y l o v e
