He’s gone now
Not gone forever but gone for awhile
He’ll be busy
And won’t have the time for me
But I still
Sit by the phone and wait

Hopefully it rings...

Told me once,
told me twice.
Rolling a deice,
do I have your affection?

Busy, busy, busy,
bee.
Nothing I can't see,
Yet, I let it go.

Creeping back,
when I don't know.
Tip, tap, toe.
My mind won't let go.

Round and round and nobody stops
Just go and hope the world goes with us
Son't turn back or you're already behind
Some might say brake
Some might be wrong
The run to the end is the only true finish line

I feel like I have all the time in the world if I just stay up late at night.
Oh, but that's not sustainable.

I've got too many books that I just don't read
and too many lines which I need not speak
and so many times I still forget to breathe
So darling, you're not what I need

I've so many thoughts running through my mind
and too many lines in queue for me to write them
and so many mates who could do with good advice
So darling, I've not got the time

I've seen too many films and I've seen this bit
I've had too many drugs and I know this trip
I can't play the guitar but I've played this riff
So darling, why don't we just leave it?

Sometimes I speak slightly at an angle,
or blow money out quick like a candle.
Sometimes I'll be too heavy to handle
so don't pick me up because I could be ******* fragile.

I've been to all the shows and I know this song
and I'll still get the key, tune, note, words wrong
and I've a long list of friends where it's been way too long
I'm sorry, you're not what I want

I lied and said I was busy
I was busy;
But not in a way most people
understand.

I was busy taking deeper breaths.
I was busy silencing irrational
thoughts. I was busy calming a
racing heart. I was busy telling
myself I am okay.
Sometimes this is my busy
And I will not apologize for it.