I look at you
Laying in that bed And I honestly wonder What's going on in your head 24 hours ago You attempted suicide And now here I am Sitting by your side And while you seem oh so happy But look at me so still I think you've forgotten Who's going to pay this bill.
You lay in that bed
With IVs and tubes Wondering why I'm upset When your boyfriend talks about your *****. You laugh with them And seem happy But when you look at me I see only sappy You give me this look Like as if you're blue For having your ******* In the ICU next to you Stop the ******* pity I dont want any of it I'm tired of this ****** game I'm sick of this ****. You're already making plans When you leave this forsaken place But when I ask to take you out You give me a certain face You only say maybe And give me a fake smile But plans with him Doesn't seem to take a while. Lord please forgive me For the sins I will make But this whole ******* game Is starting to seem fake.
I'm so proud of you.
I love the things that you do. Keep up the good work.
I received the worst news today
I felt my life start to fade away. I rushed in an instant over there Breaking multiple laws without a care. I saw the nurses The confusion on their face As a crazed man ran through their door Everything in him beginning to race "Where's my wife" I asked in fear Scared for my life Of the news I'm about to hear. They took too long I saw her in her bed I sprinted over to her Thinking the worst in my head She saw me With a worried look in her eye I held her in my arms And began to uncontrollably cry. So much has happened The past few hours of my life But it feels like forever Since I last held my wife And here I sit Next to her bed Holding her hand. And kissing her head. I'll sit here forever If need be Next to my wife Till they let her free. Until then I'll let life unfold And I shall sit right here Putting my life On hold.
I hate hospitals. I've been around them too much in my life
My world is cold
These days are old I've aged so much From the loss of your touch. Over a hundred days past It feels forever will last I cant go on any more It's time to close the door. Seal me away from today Lay me in my coffin and pray That god will forgive me of my sins That I will be reminded of my wins. I'm cutting too deep And this blood is starting to seep Dont cry dont weep Good memories, please keep. Sad days are to come False hope resounded by some That everything's okay And I will be ok.. Please end this pain That no man can sustain These days are a stain That pours down like rain. Every second that goes by Is another tear that wont dry I'm drowning in sorrow At the thought of no tomorrow. I cant live a life Without my beautiful wife I cant enjoy the ride Without you by my side. God forgive me I pray you will see My own mind Is my greatest enemy.
Because they will always be misunderstood and misinterpreted. You'll just dig your own grave and bury yourself in your emotions.
I should've done that differently
I could've saved them if only I did this. If only i would've known this. It wouldn't have played out the way it did. **** this.