The bright smile,
That hides the depression inside

here's to the ones who hold on.
who look back,
who still check their phone.

who stay signed into Netflix, letting their ex still log on.

here's to the ones who continue,
the people who don't thrive.

the break in breaking up.
the die in alive.

here's to the ones who stay,
who feel better,
who taste decay.

the ones who make excuses,
who speak of love,
who tie their nooses.

whether we stay or leave we're still holding on.
the go in going never turns into gone.
yesterday's actions brought back from the grave.
forced to be the savior when you need to be saved.

sleep,
Sleep,
      Don't eat away,
  At my,
        Dreams,
   Don't let them fade away,

    By all means,

Don't forget to forget your face,
The way,
      
        HOME...

Love,
   Love don't,


    Eat away at me,

       ...please...

  Sleep,

     Keep my soul,
          My soul to keep....
Cause I can't fall asleep......

    Pain,
     Please try to refrain,
  

          From breaking,



      My bitter heart,
And time it's taking,
      
     To breathe,


Heart,


      Please don't let me,
                   Fall apart,
                                Catch me,
Before I


                  D
                     R
                        O
                             W
                                  N

Cause I might drown...

Jumping up
screaming
your fingernails tear
the wallpaper that was never there
walls
crumbling down
where are you now?
*You're pyschotic

Call me confused
I  lost all control.
Depth in my existence
Comes up short,  we all know.

Believed and befriended
The hearts without homes
Now look where I ended
Up a long way from home.

Im all on my own.

Remember me
The way I was supposed to be.

I had heart
Went through hell
Even tried to Killed myself
Just to prove I don't know...
Where to go.