For a while now
it’s been clear just how you feel
I will no longer raise a brow
The way you’ve made me feel is very real.
Even after my deepest thoughts and “sorry”
you still choose to put the blame on me.
Told I’ve become too distant
although I’m always a click away
you could’ve reached me in an instant.
I do best to remind you I’m still your friend
I do my best to remind you I still exist
but I think after today
my attempts will desist.
I shouldn’t even be trying for you like so -
as you wouldn't even notice I’ve let go.
It has been painfully long now,
so long I’ve been alone.

I’m sorry friends,
but this is where our story ends.
Among you, my best friend used to be
But now it’s so easy to see
I’ve been replaced,
my dear old friends have no more need for me

Wizard, oh wizard to whom should I cry
If I cry not to thee
My friends all say, So disheartening
and certainly it is,  I so agree
Truly sad Wizard, when I should say
Our leaders should bow their head in shame
Yet, we know they aren't to blame,
knowing majority of homes,
businesses and government institutions
Have way much better security
than America's school system

You feel better cutting your woes away?
I see you hide the scars that you can’t help but give yourself.
Falling in the darkness and not having the strength to pull yourself out.
I can’t help but watch as you fall again and blame yourself for something you didn’t do.
How can you help someone up who pushes themselves down? Slowly wishing for death in the darkness of a bathroom.
Crying out for death to take the pain away you mutter I feel better