Sometimes I have to remind myself what a monolith is:
A slab.
A structure too heavy to argue with.
It doesn’t blink.
It doesn’t beg.
It just stands.
I am not one.
But I pretend.
I straighten my back,
Hold my breath,
And let people leave fingerprints
On something they think won’t break.
But I crack,
Only where no one sees.
Not like stone,
But like anything that remembers being softer.
Sometimes I have to remind myself what a monolith is:
Unmoving,
Unmoved,
Unreal.
As a musician, I am also a performer. Whether I am any good at it is up to debate.