like those moments in harmony
when i say "you drive" and
you say "i drive"
and the universe
concurs that the
one of us
will tip our head back and
the other one
of us will clench the wheel--
wherein both parties reap the
spoils of our little zero-sum game
because i get to leave the ground
kicking up gravel with the heels of the rubber and
you get to feel the earth
"let me go"
leaving acrid smoke and burning metal
and then, there, that somewhere in the middle i win and you win and the windows close us back up against the cold whiplash
of sand and air
and the sums cancel out like they
always, always have.
two people in a car
I'm an equation
that no one added up to.
But you where one
that multiplied the meaning
of what it was to love.
Never taking way from life,
you where my equal.
We where a sum of parts
that made sense.
I learn, therefore I have been.
I think, therefore I am.
I believe, therefore I will be.
This is a sandwich of René Descartes' "ego cogito, ergo sum".
the first time i heard the words
"greater than the sum of its parts"
my mind drifted to you, of course
because of your shattered soul and misplaced mind
always too much or not enough
but soon the branches starting
tap tap tapping
at my window, owls waking me up
to whisper your secrets in my ears.
the first time you looked at me with your cerulean eyes
and made me a promise you soon broke,
i eagerly forgave you,
for i could not resist the sugar trickling off your words.
then it happened a second time, a third
and now, i can't remember what it's like for you to
actually make promises you'll keep.
the owls visited me last night and
with their words, it was the first time i thought that
maybe your whole is
less than the sum of your parts.
love this quote "the whole is greater than the sum of its parts"
also experimenting with different writing prompts which is why some of my titles are like this
this former guttersnipe doth harbor no ill will
while lain in the gutter of this conventional ville
where some insomniacs take nigh quill
your plea 4 money, but a confession
that my life like a bitter pill
shape n size like n opal battling uphill
monetary resources nil
yet surges of imaginative days with hew fill
me jet throw toll aqua lung gill
lug gin islands n tandem with my mind till
death dew eye part, but social security disability
just barely amp pull - this no pitiful poetic swill.
at this juncture
my self confidence fuels me with greater skill
2 take risks, such as reach out n smooth over
ruffled n ridged feathers emanating
from sputter ring unthinkingly sans my virtual quill
i.e. emails n such prods awareness
2 maximize opportunities that could fill
a void - specifically a marriage bereft of compatibility -
n figuratively i jumped in2 this drama OUT of desperation
years ago when hot n ***** pangs would not chill
plus my then living mother n now octogenarian
widower father raged against me, their sole
soul less son, who daily they did flip their grill.
Sum this all up: mind
zeroing in on that you
can't be zeroed out.
The anger within
can only begin
with the fear
of going out
One wants it all,
choose misery over
making up for,
and apologies refused
is how loved ones
Anger is like an infant
in our frontal lobe
being attended and
Anger has its way
of finding to be
stashed when we become
Fear is inside and
anger lets its way out.
Flies like the
bees stinging when
they are not what
it is all
The sun loved
the moon so much
he died every night
to let her breathe.
I did not own this, and doesn't belong to me... I posted this because i thought it was really sweet.
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