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Shiny Star Apr 2017
In her early twenties,
is a young woman,
flying high, exploring the world.
She is highly successful,
and has all the things
that anybody could ever want
in the eyes of people around her.
Just like a kite,
she flies around,
exploring the boundaries,
testing the boundaries,
experiencing both flight and downfall.
Wait a sec!
Her semblance to an airplane,
is far greater than to a kite,
for she lifts people up with her,
just like the plane.
When she finds a person,
drowning in misery,
she listens patiently
to their every whim,
and gives a different view,
sharing a part of her own life story,
giving a piece of herself,
so they can change and sour high,
befriending them all.
Her circle of friends grows
bigger and bigger everyday.
Though her love for all remain unchanged,
she forgets the names of some,
after all she isn’t a memory machine.
Now when so many love her for all she is,
she is surrounded by hungry, envious foxes,
ready to claim all that is hers,
wishing to be all that she is,
trying to paint her beautiful days black.
All around her,
she can smell the aroma of
jealousy and greed of the foxes in air.
Wherever she sets a foot,
whatever dreams she has,
the foxes try to put on her shoes,
invading her private life.
They claw at her every day,
piercing her mind with mindless questions.
Every 10 steps she takes,
there is a fox waiting,
bombarding her with questions.
As wary as she is,
she still shows them the path
and answers their questions.
There are some obnoxious foxes,
who demand that she gives answers then and there.
She merely says she has already told
the story so many times that day,
some other time perhaps.
To which some obnoxious foxes keep nagging
and finally say,
“But you WILL HAVE to tell one day!”
The foxes, somehow, seem to think,
it is their birthright to know
everything that she does,
every footstep she takes,
every new art she learns.
Luckily when she was attacked everyday,
when she had forgotten the bliss of life,
when she was dying every day,
when she was on the edge of losing herself,
she by the gift of lord,
met a bunch of people, shining with brilliance,
who showed her the beauty of life.
They taught her to live and give again.
She was like a child seeing the stars for the first time.
Everything they showed her felt like a miracle.
She, for the first time, knew
what it was like to have friends,
who never let her down.
Even though,
the foxes still remain sly,
she has a way of swerving around,
not giving in to the butterfly effect.
The foxes’ attempts to color her days
black remain an unfulfilled dream.
Shiny Star May 2019
I regret not walking out on him.
Oh, how much I wish I had.
Shiny Star Nov 2020
There are only two regrets you can feel:  "Why did I?" or "Why didn't I?" Both are equally heart-breaking but I guess "Why didn't I?" hurts a tad bit more.
Shiny Star Feb 2018
If in a world narrow and shallow,
you are the depth less, wide ocean,
Be all silent, invisible and hollow
you want in your survival motion.

But forget not that you're an ocean,
Be an ocean when you meet ocean.
Open up your horizons far and wide
You no more have the need to  hide.
Sometimes, we happen to forget who we truly are, becoming silent people in the midst of people who live in a smaller world with narrow perspective. Speaking your opinions when you find the right people can be a bit difficult at times after a long epoch of silence.
Shiny Star Aug 2021
You are my brave brave woman.
Be strong, my fierce lady.
You will get through this.
This is only a blessing in disguise.
You have the will and determination
to fight anything that comes your way.
Just hold on.
You will rise like a phoenix from dusk.
This happened just to burn away the unworthy,
to help you see the plain truth,
which is beyond your blindfold of beliefs.
All the unworthy, who was with you all the time,
will run away at the first sight of a rising storm.
Recognise who they are and just move on.
Remember just one thing.
No matter what happens,
I trust you, have belief in you and will be with you till the very end.
Shiny Star Apr 2021
Sleep, dear sleep,
Why do invade me uninvited?
But why do you fail when I call you?
You've invaded my precious moments
And escaped the undeserving ones!
Why are you so partial?
Oh, I've slept myself to oblivion!
Insomnia and narcolepsy,
the duo have haunted me for years,
Now what do I do with what's left?
Shiny Star Nov 2018
Too numb to feel anything
Sorry all, who love me,
For not being there with you.
Too high and driven by dreams
That even sleep has evaded me.
Hurt too deep to stay where I am,
I want to belong at a better place.
I am not gonna stop till I get there.
And not even after.
Shiny Star Apr 2020
So what?
If you don't like me
I like myself just alright,
Just alright to go on.

So what?
If you turn me down
I will go on living,
Writing more stories.

I just wanna be more.
I wanna live a little more.
I wanna explore a bit more.
I'll love myself a little more
To make it all fine for me.
Shiny Star Sep 2018
I've got nobody to lean on.
People are on all the sides.
I am starting to feel like
I'm stranded on an island.
My world is breaking apart.
I am not in control of my ship.
I'm hauled towards icebergs.
This is not the life I'd wanted.
I've got a big smile on my face
Swallowing the raging storm in.
I hide these details of my silly life
Making it look perfect for all eyes.
I need to make a quick escape
Before I'm stranded here forever.
Shiny Star Feb 2020
I'm not born strong like people think.
I literally die before I am reborn strong
Every single time.
Shiny Star Jul 2021
I feel like darkness is descending on me,
clenching my sensitive heart in loops,
unfortunate events cascading with time.

When I feel like hitting the rock-bottom,
I am going further and further down,
When will I see the upside of things?

Or will I just lose myself trying so?
Lost in the space forever with death.
Shiny Star May 2017
The world is full of beautiful mysterious mazes,
And each breathing soul, including us, is solving it.
All of us are trying to reach our destiny,
which we are clueless about and seek.
Just when a small streak of light transpires
showing us where our passion lies,
we set forth towards it, to see for ourselves,
if it is the key to our life’s purpose,
if it is what we want to become.
Reaching there, we find all the resources
we need to build the castle of our dream.
Block by block, we build the castle of our goal.
Once done, we spend some time at the castle,
enjoying our creation, making the best out of it.
As we spend some time at the beautiful castle,
we realize we want more from the maze.
We set out on a different journey, a different field,
this time exploring the unexplored.
We, once again, dream of a big castle,
a castle filled with bigger dreams and happiness.
Block by block, we build again a beautiful castle.
After seeing many days and many nights, living in the castle,
we wish and aspire for something bigger.
We keep building huge castles,
trying with all might to figure out
what we want to be,
where we want to be,
what we want to do in our life.
Years roll by, we have built many breath-taking castles.
We have had many adventures, many failures, many successes.
At about this time, the secret of the maze becomes
visible to the human eyes,
we see the road not taken,
we dive in, building the magnificent castle,
the castle of our dream,
the castle of our destiny.
Shiny Star Jan 2020
In my life, my closest ones are
Here for a moment and gone the next,
Always meeting
for a short while after a long while.
But the tiny happiness is priceless.
Shiny Star Apr 2017
Each day was like a ride on the slowest vehicle on Earth,
Each day was filled with an emptiness,
Each day brimmed with  melodrama,
Each day started with the thought of the day end and
Each day ended just like the doodle on magic slate that got erased,
When you have so much to share, so much to give,
and when people around you just take all,
you lose the tinge of hope that there is a
possibility of indestructible love in life,
where there is no giving and taking but sharing,
But there came a day, when everything changed.
I met the people who mean the life to me,
just when the sun was setting.
Each day from then on begins with the Sun rising all so bright,
extending the radiance, so warm that the entire day gets lightened.
Each evening we meet and the long strolls we take and
Each minute we spend together leaves
an indelible imprint on my memory forever to cherish.
Each step we take is like the luminous steps of enlightened people.
With each step, there  is a new path down the earth,
where the sorrows of each get buried down deep, forgotten
and replaced with a desire to face the tribulations of life.
I still vividly remember the magical evening we all met.
For the first time,
When you are shown the beauty of the evening star,
When you are shown the change in the orientation of stars,
When you are shown the beauty of the world around you and
when you see your buddy treat a dog that passes by like a comrade,
you just cannot help falling in love with life.
When you realize that your ideas of unbreakable trust and love,
which you had started to doubt because of some misplaced trust,
could be all be true, it is a miracle.
It was a surprise to me when words that were dear to me,
words that I had not spilt before, were spilt freely.
From the beginning, it felt like we all belonged together,
sharing a bond that cannot be broken by time or any force.
When you have found friends for whom
you would not even hesitate to lay down your life,
there is a new found freedom and a gleeful feeling.
I feel like like I have sprouted wings,
perpetually free to fly because
even in our greatest despairs,
we will stand together as one family.
Shiny Star May 2017
When I was about to tell you
about how much I loved you,
about how your name had become my heartbeat,
you fell in love with someone else.
I died everyday for months before
I turned my love to that of an onion,
I removed one peel at a time, although
Peeling every peel brought blood tears to my eyes.
It killed me to **** the love I had for you.
But I have peeled all layers till
there is nothing left of your memory now.
I peeled away the last peel
when I heard your companions roar the other name.
I had buried my love in the soil long ago
so you would never find it or hear about it.
But I couldn’t stop myself from telling you
about my love for you
when I read my diary entries of you,
written long time back.
I’m glad you fell in love with someone else
‘cause I loved you crazy and I believed
nobody can love anyone as much as I did you.
I would have only lost myself in you
had you loved me back.
I’m grateful to you for both nothing and everything.
Without you, I would never have understood
the true meaning of falling in love
and the power of unrequited love.
Shiny Star Apr 2020
Will you trust fate?
or
Will you listen to the sound of the heart?
Shiny Star Dec 2018
Whenever I speak about me,
people hear half the narrative,
fullness of half a tale dangling.
I leave out the other half of it.

Whatever people understand,
it's always the partial truth.
My world is full of paradoxes
Just so long to tell in its entirety.
Shiny Star Feb 2020
Why do some people who are trustworthy at normal times run at the first sign of danger? Why do they turn into people who can't be relied upon?
Shiny Star Apr 2020
Why is it that something  
That felt so beautiful to me once
Feel so ugly and disgusting now?
Shiny Star Aug 2018
Feeling never ending cycles of
Greatness and misery
Trapped in a world of illogical ideas
Every thing seems so bothersome
Shiny Star Sep 2017
When you love someone with your heart,
It feels impossible to change direction.
You can't help rowing towards the storm,
even if it shouts out pain & misery.
But when your sails get torn,
when you have water filling in,
when the part of your boat
called "hope" goes missing,
you'll turn your back on the storm.
After your love changes direction,
it may maneuver towards the storm
Once again perhaps sometime later,
but unlike before, it is now careful.
Why
Shiny Star Feb 2019
Why
My tender heart clenches in pain.
Tears roll down on it's own accord.
Why do your simple words
Tear apart my heart so ruthlessly?
Why do you hurt me so deeply?
Shiny Star Aug 2017
Many a times, we dream of finding the ideal person
with whom we can share our life, ideas and dreams.
And we think of qualities he/she should have.
Why not have a bigger dream?
Think about this dream that I have:
Becoming the person I want the other person to be.
Why not have those qualities ourselves?
Why not become an ideal person yourself?
Shiny Star Apr 2020
Into my wild uncertain life,
Like the rays of Sun through canopy,
Dreams so wild and vast gush through,
chasing out the looming waywardness,
burning out every rejection and failure,
turning every obstacle into possibilities.
Shiny Star Apr 2019
She sits on the terrace under the curtain of the night sky with about a dozen stars gazing at her charmingly and the bright old full moon watching her with curiosity, as the gentle breeze whispers to her.  With her old worries and new wounds circling her mind, she drinks in the beauty of the night and tries to get high each night dreaming of a bright future.  Despite the days getting awfully long and out of her control, her life dwindling and swirling in uncertainty, she is her only anchor as no-one no more tells her anything she wishes to hear.  Her sleep robbed, she has become a woman of the night as exhausted and spent she is. But she still yearns and works towards the dreams she believes in and takes solace in the beauty of the night.
Shiny Star Mar 2018
At times,
Why is a bye sweeter than a hi?
Why does feeling low feel high?
Why does being alone not feel lonely?
Why does pain feel like a sweet candy?
Why does being clean feel little *****?
Why does being perfect feel a tint ******?
Why does serenity feel like a cacophony?
Why does silence feel like a symphony?
I wonder why!
Shiny Star Jul 2016
I am envisioning a world of bots,
pulling us into the black hole
of innovation and technology,
with no trees, no schools, no collages,
nothing that is bricks and mortar.
Can you envisage a life on man-made oxygen?  
Can you imagine the fantasy world
in movies becoming our real world?
I'm being ingenuously curious,
how long before
a plethora of machines and bots,
a metallic universe created by man,
replaces everything we have lived for?
A few more countable years perhaps.
Just the thought sets me off in trepidation.
I wish to somehow freeze and slowdown
the evolving era so the living flesh and blood
could be prepared for what they are about to face.
Shiny Star Apr 2018
Broken into million tiny pieces,
Scattered as a thousand shards,
Torn apart by mindless gossips,
Plunged with a dozen knives
Plated with jealousy and greed,
Got run over by fake concerns,
Bitten by some parasitic humans,
Toppled down by intolerance,
Stamped down by indifference,
Abused by few immodest ones,
Died because of immoral some,
Got choked helping a handful,
Poisoned by loneliness for long
                      Is me.
I tied the noose a million times
But could tighten it never ever
As glints of hope always remained.
My knees are almost giving away.
Yet here I stand!  I stand.  I live.
Shiny Star Mar 2018
Standing beside me was a huge tree
With branches spanning a vast space,
Tender fresh leaves in wiggling spree,
Radiating liveliness to people who gaze.

Days, months and seasons had passed,
It's last leaves were withering unwillingly.
It stood then all bare with leaves none,
A breathing epitome of ephemeral life.

A home to many creatures once,
nobody spares it a second glance.
Mercilessly, from it's lively home,
It's roots have been coldly uprooted,
Shifted to some distant old-age home.

— The End —