Last day I saw you in my dream,
Wake up and looked for you.
I've forgotten that you don't belong to me,
I am grieved and cried.
Reaching you that I wanted so much.
Everything remained hidden in my tears.

You are a dream within a dream.

I am thinking of you.
Are you thinking too?
Every night before going to sleep.
I am dreaming you all time.
I am feeling you every part of my body.
I am finding you in the crowd,
My eyes want to see you
I can not prevent to do.
You are a passion for me,
But never ends in the end.
Knowing the impossibility
I am continuing to love you.
Even if I can't get to you.
And the way I am.
My life just consisted of you.
I love you so much,
I can not resist to do it.

You are the hole of inside my hearth.

Sea blue in your eyes
I had never seen just like grace
When you smile at me sometimes
As if you present me all stars in the sky

I feel you into water
I feel you into air
In unknown a time of process
I want to be with you.

I do everything for you
Just gain your love with you
But you left your behind nothing
Because you are not worthing.

I am at the side of a cliff.
Finally lost my belief.
Life is fast I couldn't reach.
I am dying save me please.

Life is a huge prison,
My imagination endless as much as universe,
But you are unreachable still.

I saw you that day was rainy,
I wouldn't meet you after this maybe,
Please don't escape from rain, because it was me,
Dark, misty and lonely I need somebody to hold me.

I don't believe in you and your beauty,
You're a trick always behind me,
I exist, you exist in same county,
But couldn't say exist "we".

I am exhausted far away form me,
Let me die here softly and silently,
Please not afraid, I am always ready,
Take the gun and count the three.

I am not player named game "life".
It is over now, from beginning of 1995.
Have no faith, the past I don't remember.
I chose my library as a holy temple.