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Nay Jan 2016
You left me
I had to pinch myself to believe it
I don't know if I'm crying because it hurts or because I miss you
It was so hard holding back my tears

I never imagined myself without you
My everyday life became a challenge
I wasn't prepared at all
It took everything in me to not give up
Even if I'm with somebody
Even if I smile from time to time
I keep thinking of you

I can't hold back
Every night, I can't close my eyes not being able to see you
I'm going to just die
I'm going to die without you
I put these words in my lips

After a few days go by
I'm more scared that time will make me forget
It would be better for time to stop, and for me to be in pain forever

And I keep remaining in that spot
I call out knowing you can't come back

I'm staying here with our memories now
A sad memory of you and me
I'm sorry, I didn't love you more

If I can turn back the time
If I can go back to the time when you and I were one
I just want to go back then

Tears falling when I'm smiling
I'm really okay but I keep getting sad
You stir up my emotion again
My memories with you keep coming back
I promised myself I wouldn't cry
If I thought I had gotten over you
I guess I was wrong
I guess it's gotta be you
Please come back, I'll be here
Please

Stay with me
Nay Jan 2016
Nomatterhowbeautifultheletteris — you'll never be able to read or find the meaning of it without a space

You can move while there's a space
You can love each other if there's a space — love can fill in the blank space between two person and bring them closer, but it doesn't want to strangle them

So why wouldn't we take a break?
Nay Jan 2016
Love is Square
it is equal in each corner

Jealously is Triangle
sharp in every edge

Longing is Round
endless
the correlation is real tho
Nay Dec 2015
you came to me at 9 pm
with a heartbreak that driving you numb
turn a elegant independent woman that I know
into a classy ***** that drunk by her love for him

I left a bruise on your cheek
to bring you back to the reality

remember how did he dump you
he doesn't deserve your tears


held your head high Princess, it's almost New Year
don't let your sadness slip down your crown
have a break, take your time
let's have our afternoon tea and have some chit chat
think about how to make you worth to keep

don't look for love
love will find you eventually


and when the right person came, you both deserve for the best
dedicated to Dee M and everyone who had a heartbreak, you still have a long long journey to go, enjoy your youth
Nay Dec 2015
You said that I'm a loser
Who talks a lot about loving you without even try to approach you
Who keep silent when your past still haunting you
Who could not make you to be focused to look at me

Well, how should I put it?
It's no use to examine a specimen
When the coarse and fine focus were not rotated exactly the way it should be to look at the object

You will never see the object – nor  my venture
you and I are in the reverse position, it just happen that now I realize what you feel before
Nay Dec 2015
The Earth does not rotate on it's straight axis, it has an angle where there will be areas that experience the dark and light, warm and cold, much longer than other areas

My life is the earth rotating on it's straight axis, and it's started to have an angle when I met you
There will be a part where I will try to follow the flow as it should be, a normal daily routine where the day and night are equal, but on another side of me, there will be unbalanced dark and light, mixed emotion, in a certain area

And it's all because of an angle
Nay Dec 2015
When you built a house, the most important place that you built first was the living room, which symbolize your mental, you can face new people around or doing anything with a good mental, then you could add more rooms from the second important to the less important one like side terrace after that.

Then you would really need some light bulb that can light up those rooms inside your house. These light bulb are those important people in your life, and yes.. There will be a selected light bulb that can light up your living room, which also strengthen your mental.

And as a time goes by, technology and your social surrounding has changed, bringing you something new, some can stay, but some should be changed too.

But it looks like you've move a light bulb that once you used to light up your living room to light up your side terrace eh?

Yes, it was build there to complete the house but never really needed, and maybe you didnt even realize that the light began to dim

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