In an ancient city of Europe
In a museum filled with splendid artworks

Dashing and charming whispers
Colored the entire room with liveliness

Wandering around the corner
Gazing at every glittering piece

My eyes were locked into a stranger
Who I never met before in my whole life

A stranger with a pair of dazzling eyes
Looking at me beautifully for a while

So appealing were the eyes
That I almost wished
I could even look into them forever

With long and beautiful eyelashes
A pair of eyes made of Atlantic

I couldn't resist his eyes upon me

His angelic features

Made my heart surrender
Made my heart skip a beat

Couldn't escape his stares for a while

Suddenly he was standing in front of me
He was right in front of me

And looking at me passionately
Like he knew me for a long while

Calling me softly, "Ciao Amore"
Smiling and grinning at the same time

When I asked him why ~ ~

He whispered into my ear softly saying
"I've been looking for u through my whole life"

Confusion and curiosity
Along with questions and worries
Preoccupied in my entire mind 

I looked around and around—
To ask his intentions behind his words

But he's nowhere to be found—
He disappeared slowly into thin air

Like midsummer rain ~
Like a midsummer dream ~

In the dusty haze of a late summer night

The cool breeze of air twirls and
Hums happily with a glamorous lady

As they dance around and around
An aura of shimmer blooms ~

Casting a shadow of radiance—
On the darkening eyes of the night sky

As they sing on and on
A million of sparkling stars brimming over
Creating blissful sounds all around

Filling every angle of the night ~

The dying branches of the willow tree
Become alive once again

The arid soil of the land becomes greener
With sprouting leaves and flowers

The melody of the night brings salvation
To the spirits of the night forest

Till the king of the sun rises—
They danced, sang, and chatted ~

Relishing every moment, every second,
Every minute, every hour they possess

As the prince of the dawn seeks them
They shared a devoted kiss at the last minute

Exchanging hugs for the final time ~

With smiles on their faces
They bid farewell to each other
Until the warmth embraces the world

Once more ~ ~
Once more ~ ~

She knew that it wasn’t love
Yet she flew into it like a moth
Attracting to the flames

Rather than the reality
She is obsessed with the illusion

Toxicity took control over her body
Reaching to the top of her mind

Living in her imagination
Hallucinating the existence of his
Dancing and walking with his soul

Never make her realize that
All were occupied in her illusions

Her days and nights were filled
With the thoughts of him

Talking with his spirit each day
About things they did together
Like an old broken record

Always delighted whenever she talk
Like a child dancing in the rain

Until one day she realizes that
He was gone so long ago

Sometimes she wonders
Where he might be

Wishing he’d still be lying on her bed
In this tiny little room of hers

Knowing that it is all wishful thinking
Knowing that he couldn’t come back
Knowing that she is left all alone

She still couldn’t let go everything about him

Everything is in the past—
Our relationship, our time together

Past can not be erased nor destroyed
I have to leave it where it belongs

I can either cherish it or throw it out
But I'll keep the beautiful memories

Just so I can rewind them—
Every time I feel like missing him

I hate getting hurt—
I'm afraid to love someone again

I dislike myself for being selfish
And I am now trying to be better

Everything I do these days
Seems meaningless to me

I feel indifferent toward my surroundings

I've come to love trying new things
Learning about the unknown and beyond
All because of somebody else...

They say curiosity can **** the cat
But it's worth being curious about him

I don't know how I can feel—
Alive in this heavenly hell

Guess it has to do with the gift
He gave me when we were together

Like seasons altered
So did I — changed for the better

I have to find my inner self
When reality hits me hard

I know it's playing hide and seek with me

I can feel it hiding—
Somewhere between my soul and heart

I became daunted as days went on

After I went through everything with him

The thing that I feared most becomes
Nothing other than MYSELF

To me, you're such a wonder ~ ~
A fresh winter rain in the middle of summer

You console me when my soul breaks
An antidote for the wounds of my heart

Never leave my side and never go away
Till I assure you and said that "I'm fine"

You give me hugs and kisses
Whenever I feel lonely and afraid

Like sunlight covering my whole body
Your warmth is everything I've ever craved

Your kisses never disappoint me
Like a daydream, like a famous movie

Yet a tragedy of another story ~

Time is limited whenever I'm with you
You said you can't be with me —

And I knew from the first page that
There's an invisible wall between us

A dimension that separates us apart ~

Wishing it will crack someday somehow
If happens, I will run into your world blithely

Embracing you with all my heart and
Saying, "Take me...I'm all yours"

I wonder if you will feel the same way ~ ~

Like a teenage girl, my heart bumps
I found myself blushing at the thought of it

But that's not going to happen —
All is just a wish never going to be fulfilled

Cause you never knew my existence ~
Cause you never existed in my world ~

You're just a gift I belong in a split second

From a fabricated universe ~
From a fictitious world ~

Like a solar eclipse, like a blue moon
You left me alone when the story ended

Only appeared in my sophistication
Never showed up in my world

Why is it so hard to meet you?
Is it wrong of me to yearn for your touch?

If I could ever turn back time,
I wish I had not met you at all

You filled my mind with lust and desires
My heart with passion, my soul with love

Eventually left me behind with vestiges of pain

And I despise the fact that you're
Just a character that only existed 

In a world that I'll never going to reach ~~~

Just like the raindrops
He appeared in my life out of nowhere

Befriended me with his charming voice

Calling out my name, in the pouring rain
Lending me his umbrella, not to get soaked

At that same moment,
The tips of his hands touching against mine
A pair of long and slender hands
Wet, soft, and yet beautiful

We become closer and closer as days flies
Without knowing how the story would end

His laughter is the best thing
I ever had in my whole life

Like a smile representing a full moon
Guiding me towards the light
In the alley of darkness

Enjoying the best of my life with him
I took everything for granted
His kindness, his love, and his heart

Then one day he disappeared
Without saying goodbyes
Without letting me know where

My world becomes collapsed
Broken and shattered —
Crying every night and day
Praying that he would come back

Days without him were like a living hell ~

Seasons have changed
Years have passed
Without knowing where he is about

Till one day
Learnt the truth that
He was terminally suffering from an illness

Oh he should have told me
He should have told me

That he was struggling
From the very beginning

He knew from the start
That he had to leave me one day
Whether he wants to or not

Our time together was brief
Yet Our moments together
Were precious beside the scar he gave me

Sometimes I despise him
For he is the one who approached me first
Fell for me first and left me first
With a hole in my heart

He was my first to everything ~ ~

First to befriend with me
First to teach me how to love
First to shower me with love

I've come to hate rainy days ~ ~

Every time the rain falls
Recalling our first encounter
My heart aches and my soul hurts
Teardrops fell through my eyes

Oh How would I know
How would I know

He would also leave me, left me

Like the sudden raindrops
Just like the sudden raindrops

I found her one day
Staring into the bright blue sky
With the eyes filled up
With a bottle rich in emeralds

Wondering why she’s looking at that
So beautifully and curiously today

I’ve been watching her from a balcony
For quite a long period—

I’ve noticed her for a while ~

With a notebook she carried
Every summer in her left hand
With a pencil she held  
In her right hand firmly

She was like a scholar of an academy

Never did she fail to flatter my heart
With every walk she takes

With her long golden strands spreading
Along with the warm breeze of summer

Holding her notebook in one hand—
Drawing of what her forest eyes tell

Truly the whole appearance in my eyes
Is breathtaking like viewing a night sky
With thousands of shiny sparkles

Never did I not learn about her name
Never did I not learn about her story

Such a mysterious angel
Only appeared when breezes bring warmth
To every corner of the entire world

Desires to learn more about you—
Desires to watch you nearly every second—

Grow every summer you showed up
Like a planted apple tree ~

Will you vanish this time too
—if this summer passes?

Where are you flying to
—if this summer passes through?

A glimpse of hope entered my mind
Whispering “She’ll come back in summer”

What if you won’t be coming back this time?

What if you will vanish like a summer breeze?

What if you will vanish for good this time?

Will I ever get a chance to know your name?

Will I ever have a chance to learn about you?

Will I ever make you fall in love with me?

Oh I wonder, I wonder, and I wonder

A character of desirable features
An appearance of glamour
With unrivaled reputation and prestige

Every man and woman felt hypnotized
Towards his fragrance and strong aura

Every attendance he goes ~
Every ballroom he hosts ~

Those fellow creatures follow
Like slaves serving their master
For the rest of their life ~

Couldn't help but feel attracted to —
His presence and seductive atmosphere

Showered their courtesy and admiration
In a ballroom full of lavish adornments

Hosted by the master of temptation ~

Drunken by his sweet scents, yet
Feign innocence and counterfeit looks

Never made them question his youth

A creature walking invisibly within mankind

Sometimes lurking around at midnight
With a mind filled with immorality ~

Like a perilous, wild animal
Hunting its prey when darkness comes

With a pair of sharp fangs —
Attempting to drink the blood of mankind

Presence of a great threat to the society
And yet a temptation of the humanity ~

I tripped and fell into his game of traps
A victim and the prey of his end-game

Found myself lying on —
A bed spattered with black roses —
In a room where sunlight is hard to reach

Had no idea how I ended up here ~

As I tried to think about it
My mind went blank and blurry

One evening, he came rashly into my room
While wearing a long cloak of darkness

Staring into my eyes and driving me wild
With his piercing dark red eyes

My legs felt weak as I stood in front of this man

A danger to my flesh and my heart ~

He came closer without uttering a word

Then he stroked my long hair gently —
Brushed my neck slowly with his tender hands

Suddenly gripped my hands with his left hand
And pushed me onto the bed by force

As he was about to ***** his fangs into my neck

All my energy was drained —
All my resistance had gone like wind

Between his firm grip and his sharp eyes

Like a bloodthirsty hound
Like a creature longing for warmth

He drank my blood with lust and desires
While holding my waist tightly

I was in a devilish heaven
With this alluring immortal being

******* every part of my flesh
With passion and aggression

He drank me until he was satisfied
He held me close until he got what he wanted

Knowing that my life was in danger
In the hands of this controlling devil

Knowing that he could perish me any moment

I still found myself falling deeper for him ~

As he ****** my blood until the last drop ~