oni - Hello Poetry

oni Dec 2014

when it is cold
i want to freeze to death
and when it is hot
i wish to burn

so whatever the
circumstance
i always wish
to find the way
to die
most violently

#suicide #sad #depression #death #die #burn #suicidal #cold #hot #freeze

oni Dec 2014

ITS ALL A PART OF ME

i could've sworn
that the blood on my hands
was from killing my demons,
but when i woke up,
the scars were on my own throat

"I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim." - Can You Feel My Heart; Bring Me the Horizon

#sad #depression #sadness #death #demons #killing #**** #sleeping #throat #awake

oni Dec 2014

LIABILITY

what is a
name
but another
label
to be
referred to
*as

#life #relationships #society #labels #name

oni Dec 2014

BARCODE

these words
are used
to describe,

and you
pin them
to my
forehead.

these words
are used
to describe,

*but i will
not
let them
describe
me.

"You don't make me who I am." - Sometimes You're the Hammer, Sometimes You're the Nail; A Day to Remember

#self #words #depression #life #society #labels #human #personality #describe #bullying

oni Dec 2014

predator vs. prey

you say you
wish to protect me
from the wolves
circling
around me,

but your words
are the things
that bite
like a canine's teeth.

so let me lie
with the wolves,
and let their fur
protect me
from the chill
of your heart.

#sad #misunderstood #hurt #wolves #bite #teeth #judged #criticized #depressd

oni Dec 2014

let go

you always
tell me
to let go
of the past,
but what you
do not realize
is that
i already have;
i am just
waiting
for it
to let go
of me

#go #sad #depression #life #time #past #let #present #experiences

oni Dec 2014

luxury

you are a
hidden oasis
and as i
pause
to drink,
i find that
you are
only an
illusion

#love #heartbreak #relationships #heartbroken #drink #illusion #hidden #luxury #thirst #oaisis