when you start to cry
and you choke on thoughts about
past lovers
and you finally realize that you've
said too little
when it's too late

4 am
and you're face
and voice
still races
through
my mind

I never been
in love
with brown eyes
like I'm
in love
with yours

the type of sadness
where you're heart
will bleed
black and blue
onto a
blank page

dear happiness,
I think you
have long overdid
your vacation
please come back
so I can
smile again
sincerely sad

happiness
like a thief
in the night
my happiness
was stolen
and never
returned

I want to stop
loving you but
I have no choice
I am addicted to
you craving you
every day
every hour
every minute
every second

you are
what you eat
so she ate
flowers
to beautiful
for
him

I am numb
from the tiredness
surrounding me
and sleep
cannot
cure

sadness
has a tight grip
on me
choking
the very will
to live
right
out
of
me

sometimes I stare
at my palm and
imagine how good
it would feel
for you to
hold my hand

sleep
is my only
escape
because
it's like
a free trial
of
death

and a boy
met a girl
with those
mysterious eyes
and tried to
get to know her
so he could get
into her
chained heart but
little did he know
that his
same words
made her lock
her heart

and even
the tiniest parts
of my body
ache and scream
calling out
your name

I want to be buried six feet under but I also want to be buried in your arms

I am infatuated by you
addicted to you
craving your touch
every day
every hour
every minute
every second

you're voice is
like velvet in my ears
wrapped around my brain
and always replaying
in my thoughts

sometimes I feel
so stupid and
I can't gather
my thought
I can't speak
I can't think
i am useless