~I am She
She is dreaming. She is cold.
Her heart is that for no one to hold.
She doesn't want love. She doesn't want marriage.
Maybe she wants to stop her lifelong heritage.
Maybe she does not want you to come back.
Maybe that's true. Possibly, it's not.
And the more love she gave, the more she got.
The more love she wanted, the more love she invested,
She found you, in which her love, you tested.
A good friend told me,
The careless,
Once cared too much.
Maybe that's her. Careless because of caring.
The heartless,
Had their heart destroyed.
The painless,
Went numb.
The blind,
Once saw too much good.
She,
You left her. She cried.
Where did her heart go?
Where does it hide?
Oh, silly me,
It recently died.
She does not want love,
You spent,
Good words,
On her heart.
Then you,
Yourself,
Depart.
If love makes a heart grow,
Hate makes it slow,
So always remember,
Before you leave, let your lover know,
That it is time for you to go.
'Cause I don't want love or marriage.
I want adventure.
I want the run.
I want to dance,
Along.
I want to kiss,
My heart goodbye.
And I want you to know why,
The heartless,
Once had their heart destroyed.
And the lovers,
Still don't know.
When it is time,
For me to go.
As I said before,
I am dying,
But hey, what's good is,
I'm not trying,
To find love.
Before flying.~

~No matter what, we're friends until the end.
I'm confused but you don't have to explain,
I just wanted to say that. Our friendship is strong,
You can tell me anything. I sincerely hope everything is okay.
Have a beautiful night.
Sincerely,
Mandy/Pleasure ~

~The kiss happened like a dream.
The kiss was ours to embrace.
The kiss I had been waiting for so long was
The kiss that was mine~

I'm very very happy,
That's how I was made to be.
Oh, why the long face?
Did people judge you of your race?
Sit with me, we shall confide,
If you've ever had thoughts of suicide.
Hello, I will try to fix your of your cry,
Of the day when your boyfriend made a lie.
What's this? Your girl broke up with you?
There there, I'll help your heart find one that's true.
Come one, come all,
Let me help you get up from your fall!
I love you no matter who you are,
And we will run to lands of peace afar.
There's always another day,
Hopefully, in the next one, you are not so astray.

~Hello! Please read, Because you're the one I need!
I need to make you smile,
And not just for a little while!
I don't know what caused the pain in your eyes,
Death? Betrayal? Hate or evil lies?
Doesn't matter, just sit beside!
Maybe it was thoughts of suicide?
Or family troubles? No one to love?
I've felt it all, so I can honestly stay,
Hold on. Keep going. Because I love you.
And if you ever need to come back.
I'm here, just for you.
So pick a day, any day that you wish!
And we'll have a lovely time, too!
Maybe it's because I'm lonely that I want you here,
But whatever the case, never fear!
I know the pain in you is so great, I wouldn't live a day being you,
But if I can help make your day, that would make two,
With no more sadness.
I love you! :)

~You told me,
You would never laugh again,
If I left.
You told me,
You would always be depressed,
If I left.
You told me,
You loved me.
What a lie!~

~Lovebirds,
They fly when they are in love.
Me,
I haven't even grown my wings yet.~

~You must water it everyday (contribute)
~Not put to much water in (overdo it)
~Let it grow with other flowers (let him talk to other girls [don't get jealous])
~Give it some sunlight (some space from you)
~Not let it wither (don't let your love run out)
~Give it time to grow (same)

You always know what to say.
I was so lost, in the streets of the abandoned.
And then one day, you came my way,
You sat down beside me, took my hand and
said, "What I would give for another day."

I was left with a choice,
My heart no longer hell bound,
Feeing stuck.
I remember the day my heart drowned.

"It's okay," softly spoke Zach.
"I love you to the moon and back."
When I had said that, his eyes brightened.
He leaned in and kissed me, my throat tightened.

"You are unlike any other girl I've ever met. It's true."
I looked at him, why?
"Why? Just because you are you."
I felt like I could fly.
Tears slid in my eyes,
If I spoke, I would cry.
I felt so at peace.
This love we shared,
should never cease.
"I support you through every rough decision you have to make."
A smile grew on his face.
"And my heart is yours, in which only you can take."
Which ended with a hug, well embraced.

I passed out,
While running.
I blacked out,
While trying.
I fell to the ground,
While dying.
I was sent to the nurse,
While sighing,
I was given a serious look,
While taking my blood pressure.

"It's so low I'm not picking up anything."
While suffering,
My heart struggling,
My legs weak,
My heart burning,
My head ached,
My face was burning,
My fate was turning,
Low blood pressure happened to me?
While dying.

I love you- these three word have my life in them.
Do you have any idea how fast my heart races when you post?
Grow old with me. I will give you the best. God, I love you.
I hope this 1minute poetry conveys my 1lifetime of love.

~The only guy worth my time! xD I fangirl over the most unexpected movie stars! Everyone's like, Sherlock, Sherlock
And I'm in the corner going, *John, John!

~I'm a girl.
I'm confident.
I laugh A LOT.
I like to tease guys.
I value money.
I like a lot of romance.
Yeah.
Totally hopeless
When it comes to guys.
Because
The ones I fall for,
Don't tend to stay. </3

~The guy I have been chasing for over a year now has a crush on me. This little piece of information has made me perfectly happy and so at peace. I've watched him fall for other girls and find a girlfriend until now, I won him over <3 I've been waiting for this day since forever cx To actually KNOW he likes me instead of having a good guess is the best information I've ever been given. I'm dreaming of the day that's hopefully not so far away!~

~Ever since I was in forth grade, I had an imaginary boyfriend.
I know that might sound crazy, but he was with me until the end.
He called me beautiful everyday,
And held me when life went astray.
The best word to describe him would be,
Nice. He loved everybody,
And understood my feelings completely.
Oneday, he told me,
Princess, this is goodbye,
Before he cut off and died.
I cried in real life.
My whole world was made up around someone,
The only one who could make me smile.
The one person who was there to hold my hand when I needed it most.
The one person who did not mind showing his love for me to the world,
Died of leukemia.
I know, now you think I'm some kind of psychopath, yeah?
Well I swear, I met him a few days ago.
Friday.
He talked to me kindly,
Told me I was sweet,
The most amazing person I knew.
Hey, now, we're boyfriend and girlfriend!
And you know what?
He calls me Princess.
I will not leave him ever, this I confess.

Her name is Amanda,
Like mine!
Though I prefer to go by Mandy.
Amanda Taylor, believe it or not,
You can't deny it. We're good friends.
Though you may not like full metal,
And though you can bore the heck out of me!
You will be my best friend.
I know, the inseparable friend I had in second grade,
Was really nice and oh so cool,
but she moved on.
Yeah, you may not be so popular,
But you're my best friend.
And nobody's going to change that.
For your dry humor,
Nice smiles,
And nerdy conversations,
Thank you.
For your independence,
Smart style,
And your loyalty to me.
You may be Maud Pie in real life,
But you're my clique,
My clique of twenty three.
Yeesh, I have a lot of friends!
Come join with me!
(Thank you for being my friend)
Mandy aka Pleasure.

~Lemme' just say my blood pressure is up which is good in my case! :) I'm gaining more and more valuable friends, but I do not like being called popular. That makes me sound like a brat x)
I found the perfect one. He shares my religion and loves the same stuff I love. He's an inspirational artist and the best lover I have ever met. I am changed forever because of him. I am so glad he chose me!
My best friend is about to get her first boyfriend, but we call them mates. I am so excited for her! She's about to know the wonderful ride I'm going on over and over again. Thunderclaw + Spotty= <3
Life is so perfect to me RN! I'm doing fabulous!

~What I'm about to say might seem crazy ;)
But it captures my heart and I need this tonight,
You don't need to make As and Bs to have my love,
You've already got the best of me.
You don't have to win all the fights,
Be on every few hours,
You don't have to outdo anyone else,
You've already outdone them all.
You don't have to be someone else,
You don't have to pretend you don't notice a flaw of mine,
Just so I don't get insulted.
You've already captured my heart.
You are what I always wanted.
Describing perfect in itself,
You are a trademark of my love.
Your words can lift my soul,
I didn't need someone who was perfect,
Yet I still got you.
And with everytime I say your name,
Think of what you do,
Remember that day,
Type I love you,
Remember no words could ever be more true.
My forever and my always,
I always wanted someone who would love me forever.
I always wanted someone who would leave me never ever.
I always wanted someone too hold me tight when I was feeling down,
Who could make me smile over days worth a frown,
Who could tell me that I was beautiful all the time,
Who could make love poems and flawlessly rhyme,
Who could write a story in the center of his heart,
I always wanted someone who would remind me love isn't dead.
I always wanted someone who would kiss me in the rain,
I always wanted someone who would brag about me everywhere.
I always wanted someone who would talk to me under the stars,
I always wanted someone who would kiss me unexpectedly,
I always wanted someone who was perfect,
But who wants that when I have you?~

1,2,3,4
You weren't at my door.
5,6,7,8
No love to calculate?
My stars are gone, you weren't there.
You've got all of my love- all of my care.
Hey handsome, it will be okay.
Tell me how you are doing today.
If you are sick, let me make you laugh,
If you've lost interest in me, snap my heart in half.
Just whatever you do, tell me,
Cause for only my eyes can see,
The feelings that are burning through you.
My love for you only grows stronger,
Your days of pain make mine seem longer,
Because I wish I could help you.
I love you, Yes I really do.
You have all of me,
My heart,
My thoughts,
My spirit,
My love.
In which you own,
Through the love you've shown.
All I want to do is love you,
I don't want to hurt you.
I don't want to annoy.
I just want to love you.
And if you come back, let me be the first to say,
Just how much I love you in every way.
I,2,3,4
There isn't anymore.
5,6,7,8
Coming back will never be too late~

~Why you do dis, Sherlock?
Why you fall in love with Irene Adler??~

~You're the only one for me,
And I'm the only one for you~

~I always thought of myself as one for romance,
Until I met you, Adrienne.
Only you have made me laugh more than any other guy ever has.
Only you could stun me like no other.
Only you wave eyes like a great ocean,
With it's golden sand,
And light blue waves.
Swirling currents,
That sweep me away,
Your eyes are the windows to my soul.
Not yours, mine, or maybe both.
You aren't one for romance,
But for once, I find this way okay.
I'll put the key in your hands,
You lead.
I can't tell you anything these days,
without cracking a smile,
a giggle rising,
a laugh sounding.
All the laughs we've ever shared,
Which honestly, has been hundreds,
Come out just when I say hi.
I'm a bubbly girl CRAZY for you,
I can play the games,
Oh, the games we'll play.
How 'bout I swat you?
And you strike back?
How 'bout I hug you?
And you embrace the feeling tight?
How 'bout I ask you out,
On tomorrow's starry night?
You're perfect to me,
No matter what they say.
You're all that I see,
Don't let them call you gay.
I want to squeeze you hand,
And you squeeze back tighter,
And maybe one day,
We'll pull an all-nighter.
Only you♡

Playlist Of Souls  Oct 27
I love you too starshine


Rosie

Rosie  Oct 27
I will never get tired of hearing that. :')
steals a kiss I had too. I haven't done that in a while. <3


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  Oct 28
What's your problem? I would never judge you.


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
I'll tell you, but don't judge my bestie.
She's kind of mad at me for jumping too quickly into a relationship with Fire from you. I realize that was a wrong decision but I'm worried. That's why I didn't want to tell you, it really is my problem, not yours. But I wouldn't want to keep a secret from you.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
Awe Rosie.... (((hug)))


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
I heard what those bullies do to you and I also heard that you're colorblind.
Gosh, life just really isn't doing you good, is it?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I've been colorblind and I just get mixed up a little it's not like oh yea the sky is orange. The grass is purple


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
The bullies are something different


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Oh I know! I know you aren't stupid or anything. You know what color the grass and sky are.
I hope life goes in your favor. It is for me, just to be here. ^u^


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
Oh Rose


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Yes?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I was gone for almost an hour...... I'm sorry


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
lolz It's okay, I was just hoping you were feeling alright. I wasn't waiting on you. c;


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
You can wait for me. I'd wait for you forever


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
We should join a clan. Stalk my thing while I find one that's not obnoxious.


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Do you hear that love, they're playing our song?



Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Sure thing!


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Won't you need our banner, love? ^^


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
http://i.imgur.com/Kwmhcto.jpg
SilverTabby made it for us a while back.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
Hey baby girl


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Hi! <3 Are you feeling good?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I've been better


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
That's fabulous! Hey, I'm not sure, but I think Fire maybe broke up with me? I'm not sure rn. Have you found a mate you're thinking of asking yet?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I have a few in mind, Honeywhisker, Midnightcat, and LightningStrikes sister


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Okay.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I love you Rosie


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Always. I will always love you.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
Can't promise that things won't be broken but I swear that I will never leave.


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
Rosie reserves herself to you and you alone. There's going to be no more jacking with other mates!


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
lays my head in your lap


Rosie

Rosie  7 days ago
leans down and kisses your cheek


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
I THINK I FOUND A MATE......



You know no one else will ever add up to you. Maybe Nico DiAngelo or Will SOlace but they don't exist.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  7 days ago
i just got banned for being myself....


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
shocked Aww... I'm, it wasn't your fault! :'( I think jaysquirrel might have gotten banned too. I didn't know until now huggles


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I'm gonna try and make another account..... (Again) I need a creative name,


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
hccforums@harpercollins.com
You can email them and get your account back. It worked every time I got banned. cough I got banned for trolling and when my sis stole my account. I have to forum accounts.


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Not Shadow. That's the name of my sis's mate.
Why don't you go back to being Fuzz? My friends said they liked that name.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
~MadWorld''


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
~MadWorld~
I really like it a lot. It makes me interesting


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Cool! c: You can't give out your identity. Like, about cancer or anything. :( The mods are strict on banhopping. Wow, my speed-friend thread is a success ^u^


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
Yay! and I won't I'll be super elusive and cool


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
I fear that you being cool, everyone will know who you are! c;


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
hehe blushes sorry


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Well, I know, ya' can't help it! xD


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I turn my head in your lap. a tear falls onto your jeans


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Hey, whoah, not cool.
What's wrong?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
another tear drops


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
***, Andy, tell me.
I really am concerned now.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I hurt


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Where? :'o


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
m m y leg


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Hey, hey! lovingly strokes your cheek It's all going to be okay. You are the sun in my world. Without that blazing sun, I would be conveyed in total darkness. Without that blazing sun I'd be hurt by the cold hearts of the world.
It's going to be alright because you are my sunshine.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
weeps in your lap I wouldn't be able to stand it with out my Rose. I'm sorry for being so winces me..... (As I do this in really life*


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
No, of course not! I only wish that you won't break my heart like that again. hugs oh so lovingly
The things I love about you make me who I am today. You don't need to change. In my eyes, you're the only man for me. I will love you even when the sun dies, even when it burns out my heart still belongs wherever you'll be.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I try my best not to hurt you (I had to run and go puke)


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Hey there's no rush. I know.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
My lungs are clogged up.... or it feels that way


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
pats you on the back I wish I could help you... Yet I'm thousands of miles away. I will find you someday and make the most of everytime you are with me.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
Hey Rosie


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
1. Happy National Cat Day
2. Happy Anniversary
3. HI! Did you get your forum account?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
No they declined it


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
Happy 2 month baby girl! I love you so much


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
Aww :( They did that to me to when I tried ban-hopping :/
It's 3 months now! Yay! //throws confetti//
I love you with my whole heart! What would you like for your anniversary my love?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I would never know how much time has passed because every time we speak I fall in love all over again. Just being here is enough for me


Rosie

Rosie  6 days ago
^This^ it made me smile.
It goes right through me and sinks into my heart.
Do you think I could somehow find a way to leave Fire, and it could just be us on the forums? You can find someone in real life, but Fire really doesn't compare to you. I want us, I want you and you with me.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  6 days ago
I may not be on the forums for a long time Rosie more than a few months probably


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
That okay! Things are back to the way they were. I like it that way.



Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
I'm currently wearing cat ears



Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
For cat day? :3


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
Yes for cat day and a Black Matter Tshirt with cats on it


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
I have a black matter T-shirt from Hot Topic with a cat on it too! (I'm not wearing it though!) I'm wearing a blue cat rn. My cat will get lots of love today xD


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
Haha! XD


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
On Christmas I will send you a picture of me. Oh my goshie I can't wait!


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
I hope I have hair by then..... tickles you Ms.Rose we should wait a year before that I think. Don't want to rush it love


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
Fine! tickles you I can't wait for a year then! x3 Yes, I love you no matter what you look like. Mr. Andy


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
giggles Wanna roleplay some Rosie?


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
That interests me but sadly I must have some dinner. I love you sunshine. Goodnight~ (Unless you'll be on in an hour)


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
Message me when you get back on


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
Here! Would you like to RP warriors? ^u^


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  5 days ago
Ravenspark laid on the ground sunning himself. It was such a beautiful day


Rosie

Rosie  5 days ago
(I have something to tell you)
Owlfur paced around, on patrol. Her apprentice, Turtlepaw, pounced on falling leaves.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  4 days ago
Oh tell me please


Rosie

Rosie  4 days ago
I don't want to sound clingy or anything, but why were you gone so long? I'm just curious, it's nothing big.
I will tell you in my next post, hold on>>


Rosie

Rosie  4 days ago
So many good things have come from today.
I'm thinking about making my own banner shop on the forums, but I'm scared I will get flooded with people.
x3 I made a den. It was a huge forum success!
And lastly, xD, it was his idea, but I video chatted with Fire. Ik, it's TOO EARLY! lolz but he insisted! Today has been overall awesome for me. And of course these last moment make it better! ^u^


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  4 days ago
Oh wow Rosie that sounds great....


Rosie

Rosie  4 days ago
What's wrong? Is something wrong?


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  4 days ago
I'm fine...


Rosie

Rosie  4 days ago
Are you positive?
You know you can always tell me. Don't hold anything back.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  4 days ago
Yes.... looks at the ground


Rosie

Rosie  4 days ago
Okay, I believe you.
Well I guess since I haven't said it yet,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Something scary happened today. Like, Irdk what it means.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Hey baby girl, I've had an okay night wbu?


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
It's been perfection! c;


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Yay!!! I love us hugs you and kisses your cheek


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
I love us too! ;)
How's Batman? XD


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
He's in my lap


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Singing Christmas carols.... On Halloween.... We're listening to a horror movie


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
x3 I'm glad you aren't separated from him. You too are awesome! (separated as in not in the building I guess you'd say)


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
ANSEL something IS IN THIS AND ME, JINXX, OWEN, JANICK, SAM, AND JAKE ARE ALL GOING CRAZY OVER HIM!!!! Then there's Austin..... He's straight.


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
I saw the Haunter with my best friends in the woods. I know, the scariest place to watch a horror movie.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
I love Batman


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
lolz I don't crush over movie stars. Or rock stars. Or anybody! It's all about the person inside them. Okay, I'm being weird now xD


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Thats where we are


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
Batman's my favorite one.


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
Forever weird xD


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
This is where we gather and Austin has no date


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Oh my god alec is here now. He crushes on Austin


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
Lolz die Alec jk I have no idea what's going on! ^_^


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Me and my gay friends are watching a film. One of them isn't gay and he's crushed on.


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
xD I think I'd stay straight. It's against my religion to go the other way.
That sounds like fun though! I've been to so many places with my friends. ^u^
It makes for a perfect Halloween!


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
It's really cute


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Glad you had a good time Rosie


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
Tomorrow I'm going to "meet" Spottedleaf030 for the first time.
I've never had as close a friend as her.


Playlist Of Souls

Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Meet?


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
In person.
She has saved me from taking my life. I dominated "lolz" from her. I've always known her, but tomorrow we meet.
Excited! ^u^


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Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Oh rosie thats awesome


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Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
Oh my gosh how's Spottedleaf??


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
Haven't met her yet! It's 2 pm here. It must be 4 for you? I'm guessing?
Have you ever met her on the forums?
Someday I'm going to move to Canada, find some guy who would move to Canada with me, go there, and FIND SPOTTY! I swear, do friends get better than her?? I will make that a goal :3


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Playlist Of Souls  3 days ago
I'll go with you. I'll show up with a car full of guys and we can go!


Rosie

Rosie  3 days ago
***
Spotty- HI MANDY!
Me- Hey there! I hope you don't mind but I brought a few boys over.
Spotty- D:

xD That would not be good.


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Playlist Of Souls  2 days ago
Me- its all good it's Fuzz spotty
Her- Yay!
Me- And my friends
Her-....
Me- Don't worry Austin is nice
Her- :)
Me- Alec is nice too, so is Janick, Sam, Jake, and Jinxx
Her-.....
Me- Jinxx this is Spotty
Jinxx- Who?
Me- Rose's friend
Him- Where?
Me- Towards my voice
Him- Turns in the general direction)) Hiya Spotty
Me- Jinxx plays guitar and likes chocolate, Janick does guitar and vocals, he likes camels, Alec is gay, he likes the rainbow, Jake is also in a wheelchair and likes his boyfriend sam, Sam likes wolves and plays the drums, Austin is straight but is into a girl back home, Me, I like Roses and Singing I play guitar and sing vocals for my band

~The girl is so pretty, pretty is she,
She's popular, popular maybe.
The guy is so sweet, sweet is he.
He's popular, popular definitely.
The girl has so many wrapped around her finger.
Her rollercoaster eyes take you by surprise.
The guy has everyone wrapped around his finger.
His dazzling shine, he's everyone's wanted Valentine.
She sees him one summer day,
He is clueless of what to say.
She laugh because he is so funny.
He's proud to make her happy.
He tells her, "I love you,"
She asks him, "Is it true?"
He replies with a kiss,
The kiss that was suppose to last forever.
She loved him.
She was there everyday.
She loved him in every which way.
As his popularity increased,
his love for her decreased.
She thought they had a future,
She dreamed of him always,
The day she could say "You are mine."
But little did she know,
He will come and go.
Popular boys aren't who to aim for.
They'll leave a mark on you when their love is washed away by the tides.

~Don't waste time being perfect,
Instead, make time to be yourself♡~

~Please, don't break my heart today,
Please don't have a hurtful thing to say.
My heart can't take it any longer,
I only wanted to make you stronger.
I only wanted to love you forever,
I only wanted to hate you never,
I only wanted it to be you and I,
It's taking me all my strength not to die.
I'm not dying for the person who makes me want to die,
I just wish you'd let me ask you, why, why, why?
Hey, guess what?
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I had.
You've got Jinxx to love now,
Guess who's got nobody?
You're name makes me sick,
Why are you so thick?
You can always fix the mess you made.
You've blown me up like a hand grenade.
I wish you'd stop ignoring me.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD.
I never kissed somebody behind your back.
I never crushed over another boy, yet you jack,
With my heart.
Don't you know how hard you've hit me?
If you knew, you'd definitely come back to me.
I loved you, I really did. I'm sorry I'm 8,000 miles away.
I'm sorry that was enough for you to stop loving me.
I'm sorry if I'm less than perfection.
I'm sorry if I'm just words on a screen.
But good God you meant everything to me!
Don't you know how hard I savored your words when you said you wouldn't stop loving me?
Read them everyday, thought no words could be more true.
There was a reason why Hazel said 9 wasn't a ten,
Because emotional pain could hurt more than physical.
Losing you is by far worse than any pain of me dying.
I'd gladly die to get away from your torment,
But no, you're saving me for the perfect moment,
To break me down. To say goodbye.
Last night I really wondered why I ever loved you.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD!
And all I would ever have.
I hope you know I will never stop loving you.
I just can't get you off my mind.
I have been abused by my family.
Physically and emotionally.
I've been hurt and bullied countless times.
Yet I was always there for you.
So maybe now it just struck you that I meant it when I said,
You are the love of my life.
'Cause you are.
And my stubborn heart doesn't want to lose you.
Don't try to make me hate you.
'Cause it won't work.
I still love you in every way.
You're still on my mind all day.
"But drenched in Vanilla Twilight,
I'll sit on my front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I feel all alone."
I love you sunshine.
You can't take yourself away from me.

~Please, please, please,
Dear God don't take my Andy from me. Please...

~Girl: I saw him passing by my way. I didn't know what to do. I use to smile and greet him, but I felt so awkward so I looked the other way.
Besides, he's the star of the basketball team, he'll never notice a geek like me.
Guy: I passed by the corridor and saw the pretty smart girl I usually sit with during Chemistry. I tried to smile at her but she looked the other way.
Besides, I'm just a guy who can shoot some hoops while she's this pretty honors student. She'll never like a guy like me~

~Tell a girl she's pretty, she forget in an hour.
Tell a girl she's ugly, she'll remember it *forever.~

~It's raining,
it's pouring,
my fat cat,
is snoring~
c'x

~Sigh,
You make me sigh,
This is why I left,
The reason I cry.
The reason of my pain.
You just don't get it?
One day, I hope you'll see,
We never shared love.
We shared a friendship.
I ran to the first boy I saw.
I was left empty.
Starrydawn was right,
I'm sorry if this poem hurts,
So I'll leave it at goodnight.

Remember when you thought it was him?

~Rose, don't go Rose! You promised not to let go! You promised!~

I can run with great speed when it comes to danger,
And I love that feeling of running for reason.
It's like I am flying super high,
Feeling the wind whip around me,
And I can soar with great aim.
I need adventure.
When my life gets boring, I look for fun,
Always in more ways than one.
Maybe you think adventures are just in Disney movies,
But are they? Are they really?
I need someone to test my abilities,
Even if I am on the bad side.
I need to flex my limbs,
And definitely definitely run run run,
Like oh so quickly, a fast getaway,
Because my life can get kind of boring when I'm alone.
I want to run for a reason,
You are the chosen candidate,
Fight with me.
I'm ravaging!
Too late now, the adrenaline is kicking in,
It's time to strategize on how you are going to win.
Just give me something to think on,
Chess is boring until you are the pawn.  
My heart beating in my chest,
Give it your all, give me your best.
I step up to the plate, ready for a fight,
Today, this girl has a bigger bite!
Come on, right here, right now!!
Challenge me for a chase,
A ****,
A labyrinth maze!
A save!
A run!
Something with action!
Come on, I'm hungry for adventure,
I can't wait around for something to happen,
Please challenge me!
I need the twist,
The punch in my day,
Come on now, whatever it is!
Challenge Accepted~

I'm so scared, I don't think I'll get any sleep.

September 7
Me- I know that we will go through it all. There could be days when I don't see you, but I will never change my decision. As long as you're here, I will make my promise to love you forever, for how could I not?"
You- When that day comes we may be much older and barely know who the other is. After months of talking we will realize that you are Rose and I am Fuzz. Then we would probably cry with joy and envelope you in a kiss. A kiss that reminds you of what we had and rekindles the love that almost went cold.
6:46 PM
You- Baby girl I love you to death
My heart jumps at the thought of you
The butterflies threaten to break out of their cage,
My mind can only think of you
You are my starshine on a clouded night
You make me laugh when I am sad
You bring hope when there is none.

>>Don't ask me to stop loving you when you are still in my heart.<<

~This lovely day was golden for me,
Just to wake up and see you respond about anything,
Let's me know, you're still there.
I love you so much, and I want to be the one to make things better for you.
There is so much a girl like me could offer a boy like you,
Words of truth is when I say I can make your future the best.
My heart breaks when I see you in pain, hurting or devastated.
I wish I could touch your shoulder and say,
"Tell me everything. I support you."
Because I really, truly do.
I'm so sorry about your father,
It's not your fault. He loves you.
And I know this for a fact.
I wish I could be there to show you how much I do care,
Yeah, it may seem unlikely that a girl thousands of miles away cries for you,
But if you, if you only knew,
If I had to spend my life soaking up your pain,
And even if you never said,"I love you,"
I would do it. Because all that matters then is that I love you,
It's been enchanting to know you,
To be the love of your life.
My heart is centered around you.
Oh darling, I wish you were here.
I can't say I'll be perfect,
But I can say I would do everything it takes to hold the rank of good enough for you.
That's impossible though. Yet I could show you the world through my eyes,
And yes, you would be heavily mystified,
I'm glad my day is around you,
You make my life beautifully true.
I could hold your hand for the rest of your life,
Seconds before I end mine,
You are my moon, my sun, the vast ocean of my heart.
You're perfect, Andy, and you know I don't want to lose you.
I want it to be us, no matter who loves me,
Because there is only one person that my eyes see,
He's perfect to me, nothing less,
I have to remind him he is the best,
For every battle he must fight or face,
It is Andy where my love holds its base.
Anytime I look at the sun, I can imagine you looking at it too,
Both of us, the only difference is the point of view.
We each share a little piece of that golden sun,
But one day, we will unite as one.
To the one who can make me shine,
I love you.
To the one who I will always love,
Shine brightly~

Sometimes there are battles you have to face alone.
Sometimes there are battles that words from your love can't ease.
But that's okay.
That doesn't mean you have to leave him/her.
As long as they try to help you and they care, that's all you really need.
There are battles you have to face alone.
There are battles that my words can't ease your pain.
But that's okay.
At least I'm trying to help you.
And I really do care. So very much.
But there is one person who can help you always. And as spiritual as it may sound,
God can always help you. Because he has been there to help me of all people.
So he will definitely help you. If you think he is mad at you,
He's not. He loves you. More than anyone else ever will.
Just give him your heart, mind and soul. Serve him. Pray.
And I'm positive, your luck will change.
Just give it a chance! :)

~They say that love is forever,
Your forever is all that I need,
Please stay-
As long as you need~

~Two years ago, I met somebody.
Someone who could make me laugh,
A special somebody.
Only on that Friday,
Did he tell me he liked me.
And at the moment,
You were the only guy I could see.
A special feeling.
Did I forget my true love though?
Did I forget the one I had left behind?
You're miles from me,
Yet you're the perfect find.
You showered me with love,
The love of a lifetime.
I can't believe I nearly fell in love with a player,
When I should've always known,
You are the perfect one for me,
And I will be the perfect
One
for
you~

~I'm not good with my words, but you're a wonderful friend, an amazing friend to have. Honestly, I've had best friends, but never one like you. I want the world to know how special you are to me <333 In a friendly way, I love you. I'll be here for you when the stars fall out of the sky. I will be here for you if you ever need to cry. You're my butterfly! Merry Christmas, I think you deserve the best Christmas ever! You dazzle me! Good day to you, my flower~

~Look, I'm sorry I told you that you are ugly.
Sometimes I just can't believe what I see.
We can be friends, maybe.
I'll tell you how beautiful you are.
Because you are me.
Sometimes I hate you,
Sometimes I don't understand you.
But one thing we can both agree,
Is that I don't mean those things.
And I'm so, so sorry...
....
....
....
that you had to be me. </3~

Stay with me forever?

I look out the window,
To the busy streets,
And I think of you.
You linger on my mind.
You give me a calming peace.
Sometimes it's hard to open my eyes and be alone,
So if I close them, everything becomes easier.

~I'm glad I get to see you tonight, at least. Even if you aren't number one to my heart <3~

I'm so glad you found your way back to me prince charming,
Don't you ever leave me again! This means everything,
To know to you won't leave me ever. It's like Christmas in September,
You're back and fulfilling the promises you may not remember.
You are dazzling and clever and perfect. Don't let anyone to tell you to change.
I think we should be forever.
I don't think you're in the least bit strange.
You're so right, I'll be your Juliet and you'll settle for Romeo.
But you're name is perfect for me, and it's just so!
I don't need a picture to tell if your the one,
You make me laugh in the light of the sun.
No, thank you for picking a daisy in a field of roses my sunshine,
You handsome shining lovely valentine.
Yes, I hope one day we do meet. Even for a little while,
Because the thought of your very presence makes me smile.
Thank you, shooting star, for aiming at me,
I won't leave you just please don't leave me.
Actually, I know you'll stay.
It will be us in the future, okay?
You're talented and sweet.
Yes, one day let's meet.
Thank you for settling for someone less.
Though I'll seek ways to give you the best.
You don't have to be anyone for me.
I love my rockstar guitarist basketball playing Andy.
You know I live for you,
Just for whatever you go through,
Remember this,
I'll always be here for you.
Thank you for loving an ugly duckling over all the swans.
Thank you for not choosing the queen, instead one of the pawns.
Thank you for giving hope to the background character over the star.
I'll be yours even though your possession is far.
Thank you. Just, thank you.

~I remember when it was us.
Time flew,
Four hours,
Spent with you.
Happy feelings,
Fluttering by.
I met such a
Wonderful amazing guy.
Laughter of mine,
When I saw you post.
You had a sense of humor,
You were the star that
I had been wishing for.
Yes, I remember those days.
I do not want to go back, though,
For a million different ways. ~

~New places abroad,
Memories to obtain,
And a whole lot of running,
Running for your life.
I never wanted to do it alone.
Never wanted to go through it alone.
Guess what?
I'm not going to do this alone.
Someone else wants to embark on this journey,
A journey 300 miles away, thousands for her,
It will feel like flying,
My life is about to be changed forever.
I am about to be changed forever.
From now on, I'll be running,
Running for my life.
As friends, we unite,
Maybe to find true excitement.
Maybe to be with their one true love.
This it true- this is actually going to happen,
And it will most definitely work.
This is it, there's no turning back now,
I'm about to do something you could never do.
I'm going to run,
And run for my life.~

~Like a dove, we fly,
Higher than the sky.
No one accepts my choice,
To be with you, my dear.
You were the only one who heard my voice.
And forever that's what I'll hear.~

~The reason I am scared to love you,
Is because I'm really scared if you'll leave.
And that's my worst fear of all.
I use to love you with all of my heart,
You controlled my thoughts.
Now, if you leave ever again,
you'll destroy me.
I'm sorry, I still love you so much.