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Johanne Jan 2015
will you still
love me

when i choose
the comfort
of blades

instead of your arms?
Johanne Jul 2014
It's 3:23 am
and I can finally
say that I don't miss you
this *****, but who cares
Johanne Sep 2014
the clock is 2:07 pm
and my heart is bleeding
because i miss him so much
Johanne May 2016
twist the knife
pull the trigger
destroy every part of me
until there is nothing
left to destroy
Johanne Jul 2014
I want to get drunk
just so I can forget
you
idk it just came to my mind.
Johanne Apr 2014
I fell
for you

Because  of the way you looked,
and the way you talked to me

But I wish I fell for your actions,
instead of your words
Johanne May 2014
In an attempt
to fly away
my wings broke
Johanne Jul 2014
you told me that
i wasn't good enough

and in the end
i believed you
this really *****, but whatever
Johanne May 2014
I'm not supposed
to love you
but I do it anyway
and I don't know why

All i know is that
I feel guilty for
loving you
Johanne Nov 2014
It hurts to drive by his house
It hurts to see your name everywhere
idk
Johanne Nov 2014
I want him
But I'm not good enough for him
I want him
But I'm not pretty enough for him
I want him
But I'm not funny enough for him
I want him
But I'm not popular enough for him
I want him
But I'm not nice enough for him
I want him
**But he doesn't want me
Johanne Jul 2014
my body is a jail
and I'm hitting and screaming
from the inside
Johanne Jul 2014
I won't get him back
You don't deserve him
I know
He is so good and you are so bad
But I need him
He doesn't need you
I love him
He doesn't love you
I miss him
He doesn't care about you
Stop
**They are better without you
The bold one are the demons!
Johanne Sep 2014
You build me up,
just so you can
tear me down again
idk
Johanne Apr 2014
Thank you for
catching me,

Thank you for
loving me for who I am

Thank you for
helping me through everything

And last
but not least

Thank you for
being mine
Johanne Oct 2014
Worthless brat
Stop
You should go and die
Why?
Nobody likes you
I know
Everything would be so much better without you*
Okay
Johanne Oct 2014
The happiness is
really far away,

but I smile
anyway
Johanne May 2017
you left me
like i was never
a reason to stay
Johanne Dec 2015
I deleted your texts but I still remember exactly what they said
Johanne Nov 2015
***** is better than people
- drunk thoughts
Johanne Apr 2016
I gave you my heart
and you lost it on the ground
now it's broken into ten thousand pieces
and I'm left here
picking up the pieces
Johanne May 2014
Nothing hurts more
than seeing you
with her
Johanne Jul 2014
it's 1:32 am
and I'm so drunk
that i can't remember
you
Johanne Aug 2014
It's been 1 year since I last saw you,
and I have almost forgotten your voice
Johanne May 2014
it's 4 am
i'm sad
and i miss you
Johanne Jul 2015
somedays I want to live,
other days I wish I never existed
Johanne May 2014
I was thinking
about how you
used to kiss me

and it hurt
a lot
Johanne Nov 2014
He said he was
in love with me

but how can i possibly
love someone who
chooses blades
instead of help?
Johanne Sep 2014
You can't say you love me
and then never talk to me again
my heart is broken

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