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Nov 2017 · 449
My Left Hand
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2017
The non-dominant slightly less coordinated one.
The one with more knuckle scars;
the expendable one.

There is a healing pencil eraser sized scar
where the capitate bone
(the part where your thumb sprouts from your hand)
should be and is the last time I checked.

I know how I got this one,
but I'm not sure how much longer the memory of
my flesh separating from my flesh will last.
Scars fade, memories disappear and,
hands tend to stay the same.

My left hand is often ignored and will continue to be,
until at last on my death bed I'll look down,
notice the scars again
and be grateful for the dutiful service
my slightly less coordinated hand provided me.
Trying out some observational poetry.
Nov 2017 · 198
Forgiveness
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2017
In a dream the word found me.

“Absolution” took my hand and brought me to tears
in a coffee shop.

Here’s to achieving illusive (and blatantly present) forgiveness!

To start
let me make myself worthy of grace.

I’ll be a bicycle tire left alone during winter, but now needed in the spring.

Would that be ok?

Now I’ll be a bouncy castle waiting
to be purchased for the hour
eager to please
quick to quadruple in size
easy to get lost in.

Next I’ll spin my own mythology,
would you like that?

So as Strabo immortalized Orpheus
Jensen immortalizes Jensen.

“I walked to and from school uphill both ways in the rain”
but
my truth is Swiss Cheese
carried in torn pockets
completely and unflinchingly real.

Here’s to forgiveness for others,

uplifting;
something special, easy and

a hand-written letter you
clutch close to your chest
not letting go until you and only you put it in your lovers mailbox.

Here’s to forgiveness of self

(once viewed as one views making a trillion dollars,
or being able to carry [your] my house
with [you] me
wherever I would wander)

and here’s to forgiving
to reliving myself of pain,
not a pardon
not an acquittal
but an opportunity to notice I am human and understand what that means.

Now at the end of this journey the ever-dawning sun of immortal love has broken my clouds, and here I am and here you are and here’s to accepting forgiveness!

So with an opened heart and sharpened mind
I’ll find the word again or let it find me
and choose to feed myself
what I earnestly feed others.
Oct 2017 · 171
Heart Break
Erik Jon Jensen Oct 2017
I made her worst fears come true.

After
I climbed the set of seemingly endless stairs,
walked silently into her apartment,
whispered “hello”
to her roommates,
and softly closed the door to her room
behind us,
all I had to say was
“yes”

and the tears came down in sheets.
Apr 2017 · 232
Go For A Walk
Erik Jon Jensen Apr 2017
Could you walk around the world?
You would move your feet
through red sand,
and dark green kelp
amid the darker-than-black
ocean floor.
Wouldn't that make you happy?

Imagine:

the people,
the many pigments,
the smiles and weathered faces,
the feeling that there is more.

The silence,
so real you can grab it
and wrap yourself in it.

The stillness,
embrace it, fight the fact it feels wrong,
and adjust.

As you walked, would you learn
to become part of something bigger than yourself?
You could be a mountain, a tree,
a bird you've only seen in books.

You could just be.
Mar 2017 · 605
Can We Fix Us?
Erik Jon Jensen Mar 2017
With setting-sun eyes I look upon your face.

I see midnight coffee refills (no decaf), and
2 AM train rides in your day-after-rain eyes.
There are secrets in your smile.
The concrete breaking wall we used to sit on
is now on top of your brow,
and the high tide is coming in to meet us.

In my face you might see the daybreak.
My smile has honest longing,
but my eye brows are a never-ending forrest;
you will find no answers there.

Please,

sit down beside me,
and hold me in silence
until we are better.
Jan 2017 · 259
Dear Reader,
Erik Jon Jensen Jan 2017
What happens when the words run out?
Me? I'll probably kick and pout.

What will you do when I have no more?
You'll probably beg and pound on my door.

Who I am kidding, that's not true,
because the truth is I'm a slave to you.
I want to want you,
        I want to need you,
                I want you to make me want you too.

I need your attention, I need your likes,
you are the breeze to my word-kites,
Please don't leave, please sit and stay,
I promise the words won't go away.

Sincerely,
Yours
Nov 2016 · 430
Goodbye Lorraine
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2016
When I left my house, the morning wore a shroud of fog.

When I arrived at the church,
I knew there would be no weddings,
(which she loved,)
only a funeral.

When I left her grave, the church-bells cried,
so I wouldn't have to.

When I finally slept,
I heard my prayers being answered
with a "I love you too sweetie."
Rest In Peace Lorraine, ninety-nine years old, eleven days shy of her 100th birthday.
Nov 2016 · 441
Synesthesia
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2016
I can hear the tears in your eyes.
Is that right?
I can hear the tears in your eyes?

I must be mistaken.


Then you said,
"I can taste the thoughts in your head,"
and I knew we were the same.
Mar 2016 · 320
The Sound of Rain
Erik Jon Jensen Mar 2016
The rain that dripped
into my brain,
also stripped away my pain.

The light that danced
into my eyes
also sheltered me from lies.

The sound that echoed
in my ears,
also pushed away my fears.

The sound, the sound,
the lovely sound,
of vibrant life,
all around.
Mar 2016 · 453
Whose Will?
Erik Jon Jensen Mar 2016
If I but
get up
out of my chair and leave,
I will have defied
natures will:
"do nothing,
and let me cover you with moss."

So I will leave my chair, desk, and house,
defying nature.

But if I
leave everything, and go to nature
as a willing and feverishly searching servant,
have I defied it,
or obeyed it?
I wanted to use strong "T" sounds to recreate what I think sounds like rain falling from leaves of a forest.
Mar 2016 · 1.0k
Who Needs a Face?
Erik Jon Jensen Mar 2016
His face in the mirror
was not his face.
It was clean and seemed out of place
It's mouth too wide and its nose too small
It was not his, no, not at all.

But,

the more he looked, the more he stared,
he wondered why he should care;
it's just a face made out of skin,
a face does not even begin
to define a person, that much was certain,
so he left his face,
by the bathroom curtain.
Feb 2016 · 251
Need To Sleep
Erik Jon Jensen Feb 2016
His eyes are red
he should have said,
"Goodnight" an hour ago.
His hands ache
he's about to break,
from the sleep, he feels below.

He needs more time
to take what's mine,
and put it on a page.
His head falls
while the night calls,
and the room smells of sage.
Erik Jon Jensen Jan 2016
The night loves me.

Its hands are soft,
open,
               inviting.

I love the night; I might just take hold of those hands one day.

I love the feel of my heavy eyes
tempting me,
yet I remain awake: pure defiance.

The silence I keep lasts for hours, and will bring a smile to my face
when I think of it
in the morning.
A poem for those who stay up late, in order to enjoy the silence.
Jan 2016 · 318
Seeing You
Erik Jon Jensen Jan 2016
my gravel-headed daydream,
or
is your head a cloud?
Your eyes must be water droplets.
Behind tired eyes, I see you
and
the sun is breaking you open
exposing your inner fog.
Why did I think you were made of
small pebbles?
You can be nothing but
the morning clouds drawing their lines
across the sky.
Erik Jon Jensen Jan 2016
The bones of a small bird were
in the exact center of the sidewalk.

The slowly falling snow
frosted them like a cake;
I wonder what its last thoughts were?

Did it even know what was happening,
when the color of its life faded?

I imagine the birds
scarlet agony, and bruise-colored fear.
What did it feel? Perhaps

nothing.
I wish it could tell me.

So sad to be so small, so helpless,
but,
the bird could only be a bird.

All of these thoughts made me colder
than the December air.
Erik Jon Jensen Jan 2016
Say 1,000 "I love you"'s
and blow 1,000 kisses,
but my love for you my darling,
all of these, misses.

Hold my hand in the rain,
and kiss me in the sun,
walk with me through stars and space,
for us time will not run.

Give my heart some wings
or rather let me float away,
yet in your orbit I'd prefer
to stay and stay and stay.

Here I'll float quietly,
"typical" has no power here,
here silence binds us together,
in silence, "have no fear."
I really like writing about space, and love.
Dec 2015 · 323
Emotions: Sadness
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
When I'm sad
I feel crumpled.
I'll play some lonely chords
on my uke.
Next I'll get shivers
and tingle
all over.
Next I'll feel cold
especially in my arms
and in my chest.
Finally
I'll fall asleep
with a relieved heart.
Dec 2015 · 5.0k
Prepping for a Dinner Party
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
My heart
is the sound of water swishing
at the bottom of a large jar.

My emotions
are soft and quiet, making ears strain
to hear them:
they are a small sigh leaving my body.

My soul is bread
left unattended in the oven.

And my body,
is a house visited
every so often,
by dinner guests bringing
smiles and light.
Dec 2015 · 766
To define art.
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
His canvas face painted with his passions.
His color-saturated voice yearning to connect with the black and white of me.
A blissful creation reflecting the depth of his creator.
White-washed walls drawing me in
as they are filled with the meticulous strokes of
his thoughts.
A child of science enchanted by this masterpiece.

- By E. Zurales
Sharing this poem written by someone else.
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
A tide pool of a swirling heart,
A smoky room with vision lost.
The loud muses play their part,
Money bleeding, whatever the cost.

Love is not a slave that’s bought,
That age is standing silent still.
If I could command it to be caught,
I’d force it, bend him to my will.

I’d wrap my hands around his throat,
Careful not to put out love’s spark,
Threaten to throw him from my boat,
And into loveless waters dark.

“Make her love me!” is what I’d shout,
My tantrums would echo off the moon.
“End this dry and lonely drought,
Command my love, make her swoon.”

But I am not a man in power,
Nor am I one to beg to the stars.
I see the sunrise from this tower,
I see the weakening prison bars.
Dec 2015 · 464
I was told
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
to sit.
Let my thoughts be like
soft clouds passing over head.
As I sat,
as I meditated,
my mind escaped my body.
I felt nothing.
And in that nothingness,
there was peace.
Dec 2015 · 677
Excuses For A Bad Habit
Erik Jon Jensen Dec 2015
Tonight is a night for smoking.

I know it is.
The evidence is in
the music playing in my head,
the jacket of calm I'm wearing,
and the sudden slowness to my movements.

Tonight is a night for smoking,
and regret.
Influenced by listening to Catfish and the Bottlemen
Nov 2015 · 680
A Stranger Told Me
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2015
Have an eye of compassion.
Have an outstretched hand.
Have a gentle mouth with which
to carry sensitive words.
So that you might:
see the love in others,
reach those stranded in the outer orbit of life,
and speak words that carry
others to the heights of love.
Nov 2015 · 1.2k
Nighttime Routine
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2015
Shower kisses and wet hair,
It is my beloved who has the stare,
Of someone much much older than I
While she uses a towel that's not yet dry.

Silent at the kitchen sink,
Happy faces as we drink,
And dance to our favorite songs
As the universe twirls along.

I'm

Whispering on her bed
About what to do when we're dead
We pull close to the other
And fall asleep under the covers.
Nov 2015 · 793
A New Orbit
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2015
Dancing on stars, they warm my feet,

My words are lost in the laughter.

I find myself floating

And I fall into orbit again.

I found ground for my love-weakened legs,

And now an ocean of dark is no longer mine.

Palms kiss as the planets float above,

unnoticed.

I was as lonely as the moons of your eyes that glow with life.

My head is now free and your smile is the light that races outward.

Oh the vastness of this unexplored room.

Fear.

For no trees are grown here

None to replace the oxygen in my breath your beauty has taken away.
Nov 2015 · 877
At Lunch
Erik Jon Jensen Nov 2015
The light, golden, made you a portrait.
Your hair framed your eyes
and I am captive of your beauty - at
ease with itself.
Hunching over your book,
Your profile turns even more seductive.
Others obscure my sight, and I squirm
to see. To see you read with elegance;
you, who will not fade.
You're clothed in a deep
blue. Like royalty? And, as you sit
and read, I wonder: whose words do you honor?
Inviting them into your dwelling - the chamber of your soul.

Slowly, I rise and walk out - with one last look,
in solitude asking, will this be the last?

— The End —