Tears getting soaked in my beard,
From constant questions and fears.
Do I leave or do I stay?
No pro's and cons to outweigh,
The love I feel for her everyday.
When I try to grab the door,
I can't seem to get a handle.
My emotions run deep,
On my words I trample.
Face feels warm,
As if lit by a candle.
Falling to weak knees,
Feeling dismantled.
Feeling lost,
Feeling hopeless.
Breathing in air,
But, still choking.
On my words,
I'm sorry...
You can feel it,
In my heartbeat.
You can see it in my eyes.
The eyes that would never cry.
Are now the same eyes,
That *never dry...
I feel like I've cried more the past few months than I have my total existence.