Depression, depression, depression

Depressed soul, depressed mind,
depressed caste, depressed heart,

Depression, depression,
depression deep
through head to toe,
nerve to nerve........
Throughout all body,mind ,soul...........

Now is the time to be with me
but you are with others.

How many nights passed with the moon rays ?


Feelings are coming  and coming and coming
days going ,month coming and on and on......

Now, realised that its my feeling of love, its my expectation,
its my dream.......

Why the full moon in the month of May  different on this earth ?
Its so wonderful,
Its so divine,
Its so spiritual,
Its above human feelings,
Just wondered and remain wondered.

Do you have time to watch this Buddha full moon ?


the full moon revealing life is not miserable the way evil spreading now,

The fullmoon full of love,
spreading love,smile,joy on earth,

the fullmoon so peacefull,
spreading peace and prosperity above all the odds now.

You will get life , new life to live on this beautiful world.

This time lonely,
have to go lonely,
far and far, miles after miles.

This time alone,
ups and down of life,
under the romantic  moon beam,
amidst blooming flowers,breezing scented wind,
and the birds beautiful song and dances,

This time lonely....
Hot shining eye drop under the deep blue sky..

O, beautiful songs,
please come to my mind,
through my body,through every vein  of  my part,

O, breezing with superior white flower scents,
breeze, breeze,breeze ,
whirling, buzzing at a slow speed through the  desert,

Lets help blooming the rising buds,

O, beautiful songs.....

Stream flowing to the  river,
river flowing  to the ocean,


O, the flowing river, let me also take with you
I don't wanna get with my life's misery.
O,  please,
I wanna bath with the vivid colors ,
I wanna dance , I wanna sing, I wanna smile.

O, the great ocean ,
I wanna get immerged with life's journey,
Please guide me.

Guruji ,you are mine,
You are my life.
I am alive! I am alive!

Get strength to go ahead,
You are my father,
You are my mother,
You are my life!

Guruji, You are like light
guiding me through deep down the darkness,
And I am still signing .
I am alive! I am signing!

I am get liven
learning to see life
learning to breath so that creativity can  be done,

Yeah, without you,
Without you, without you,
minutes seems to be hours,
days are like years passed through  my eyes.

Without you,
life is somewhere lost.
blue,green,pink are gone ,
just ash......

I caught it,tried to paint on it with vivid colours,
Oh, no, its just a piece of wooden floating across the sea
and now passing nearby me .

Without you,
Oh, without you.....

I am in,
when i am busy doing ;
I am in,
when i am singing;
I am in,
when i am dancing;
I am in,
when i am writing;
I am in,
when I engrossed in watching nature;
I am in,
when i look into the nourishing moon at night;
I am in,
when I see the morning red rising sun;
I am in,
when I  care to bring smile on the face of needy;
BUT
I am out,
when my mind  goes negative ;
I am out,
when terror strike  my mind ...

The one
The one  and the only one,
The one  and just the only one is mine .


Alone,lonely  
So what ?
Both are same, if not then what ?
Why  loneliness bothering me now ?

Togetherness,couple,hand in hand,
annoying me,


Why to smile,why to run,why to happy ?
Life got a purpose to live another days in hand,

Meaning of life, meaning full life
Both are same, if not then what?

The one and the only one
goal is mine .

Thinking about you,
but you are interested in others.

Waiting for you,
But u have no time ,

You are fixed,
You are interested at sometimes.

Committment, dedication are just brilliant word for you.
Terror, terror,terror
terror smelling every nook and corner

Spring lost its favor ?
But the real love  is wandering.

Rain ,rain, rain
rain, rain, rain..

Please come with crystal clear drops,
Please come with a heavy shower,
Please come with great thundering,
and lightening..

lands are lying desperately
lands are drying,

Spring are waiting,
Again the world will be green,
Heaven waiting.


Rain,rain,rain,
Rain,rain,rain

Please come
Lets pray for a heavy shower of rain.

SKY black,
Lonely star,
When will sunshine ?

What black know about sunshine.

Its winter here forever,
When will sunshine ?

Blooming red rose,
Oh, Its fantasy!
Love,compassion,care
luxury.
When will sunshine ?

Ocean of desert full of hatred ,jealousy,rivalry
When will sunshine?

Its pale moon,
and the lonely star.
sky filled with black.

But its the moon
waiting for me .

O, the moon,
You are mine
forever.
Not gonna lose you.