In my darkest hour
when my mind played tricks on me.
when the tears soothed my skin.
I just wanted to cuddle up to you,
feel your body close to mine.
Feel your warmth.
But you weren´t there.
I wanted to wake up with you,
next to you.
I wanted to feel your kisses.
All I got was a text telling me
"I love you and last night, I wanted to be with you"
I think you wanted the same thing.
And I know it´s not the same as you in my bed,
but even that made me happier.
So thank you
*I love you
I fell asleep with tears in my eyes because I wanted him to be next to me all night. And when I woke up, this message almost made me cry again.