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 May 2015
Monika
It´s not only ***
when you want to touch them
even after the act.

It´s not just ***
when you kiss them
and hold them
anywhere
(and everywhere)

It´s not only ***
when you want to wake up
next to them.

You don´t even realize it
but deep down you know
*it´s making love.
 May 2015
Monika
When a thunder
makes noise behind the window
And I wake up
from my deep sleep
You are the only thing I want
need
crave
It´s like a desire
but more.
It´s like longing
but more.

So much more ...

(It´s love)
When I need to feel you,
touch you
and even kiss you in the middle of the night.

I just want you to be here
with me
I want to feel your arms
around me.

So please!
(Just touch me.)
Why aren´t you here?
 May 2015
Monika
When my kisses touch you
in a softer, tender way
When we close our eyes
exactly at the same

time

is passing by...

All I want is a taste
of your lips
on mine

When our bodies collide
and we are no longer denied.

So baby
Give me something I need
And be mine!
 Apr 2015
Monika
When I first saw you*
On that stairs
when I didn´t know a thing ´bout you.
I was afraid to meet you.

When I first met you
You touched my hand, kissed my cheek
and introduced yourself.
I was afraid to trust you.

When I first trusted you
I told you something
I was too afraid to tell anyone else.
I was afraid to kiss you.

When I first kissed you
you were holding me in your arms,
I put my head on your shoulder.
I was afraid to love you.

But now that I love you
*I´m afraid to lose you...
 Apr 2015
Monika
When I first laid my eyes on you,
our eyes didn´t even meet
I felt yours on me the whole time.

The girl you belong to,
she didn´t know a thing.
So reckless...

If I were her I´d have protected you
from other girls
like me

I´m not here to judge or so
but she didn´t deserve you...

You mean a lot,
probably too much to me.
I have you. You´re mine
and mine only...

It´s a good thing I took you from her.

I´m glad I saved you
and kinda freed you...

**Because I love you more
than she ever could...
 Apr 2015
Monika
It started with a fear.
then came peace.

I felt happy
and loved.

You told me you trusted me,
that you missed me like crazy when we were not together.
You told me you loved me

And I believed you.

Now I know the truth...

I still love you, miss you, want you
But I can´t have you.
Because I wasn´t enough for you.

And that´s what hurts the most...
I will always remember you and the way I loved you...  You will stay in my heart forever ...
 Apr 2015
Monika
For your kiss,*
For your love,
And for that night.

I´d like to meet you
again
in the other life.
 Apr 2015
Monika
In my darkest hour
when my mind played tricks on me.
when the tears soothed my skin.
I just wanted to cuddle up to you,
feel your body close to mine.
Feel your warmth.
But you weren´t there.

I wanted to wake up with you,
next to you.
I wanted to feel your kisses.

All I got was a text telling me
"I love you and last night, I wanted to be with you"

I think you wanted the same thing.

And I know it´s not the same as you in my bed,
but even that made me happier.
So thank you

*I love you
I fell asleep with tears in my eyes because I wanted him to be next to me all night. And when I woke up, this message almost made me cry again.
 Apr 2015
Monika
I love the way
you lean closer to me
and whisper



I love you

To my ear.
 Apr 2015
Monika
People say it´s disgusting

People say it´s gross

They say it´s strange
and not normal.

They look at us in different ways.

But I think it´s okay
to fall in love
with a man that´s much older
when he loves me too.

They don´t know how I feel
when I´m with him.

And they don´t know how I feel
when I´m not.

You don´t know anything
so stop judging me!!
It was not my choice to fall in love with this man. But I still love him. I don´t care what other people think when I´m happy.
 Apr 2015
Monika
Just a kiss
on your lips
is enough to drive me crazy.

I put my fingers
in your hair.

while

Turned around,
my back to your chest,
I feel your lips on my neck.

Oh, baby, I´m so wet

Is it suppose to worry me?

I feel your pride against my ****.

That´s an answer enough.

Well, after all
You´re same as me.
 Apr 2015
Monika
Your reflection in a mirror.

Standing close to me,
your fingers carefully touching my naked shoulder.
I feel you behind me.
And I smile.

Your name flashing on my screen.

When you write me a simple note.
It´s starts with HI, but ends with darling.
I feel your love.
And I smile.

Your face in a picture frame.*

Image of those happy moments
when you were watching me with that expression.
I felt your eyes bore into my soul
And I couldn´t help but smile.  

When you are close to me
I smile everytime.
Do you know why I call you
my SUNSHINE?
 Apr 2015
Monika
I remember how your head rested on that cushion.

I remember how your breath tickled my ear,
when you kept me near.

I remember how your eyes remained closed
while I was looking at you.

I remember how your arm rested on my stomach
to keep me warm.

I remember how it felt to hold you tight.
To have your arms around my fragile body.

And I remember the way you fit into my bed,
into my life
and very soul.

The moment, when the last bit of your smell
is removed from the pillow you slept on,
is the moment when I feel alone.



And now
that I miss you the most,
you seem to be gone.
It´s really addictive to have the man you love sleeping with you in the same bed.
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