remember
how the sun barely peeked into his apartment,
the way your curious face greeted me,
the way his entire apartment was ours for a few hours.
the way you held on to me,
your hands around my waist,
your head slightly tilted, just barely resting on my shoulder,
and before we knew it, we were sprawled on his bed, basking in each other's warmth.
the way you stroked my hair,
telling me everything might not be alright,
telling me I'll find someone like you, probably better,
telling me to find someone like you,
but you're the only one like you.
telling me to move on,
telling me to be happy,
telling me to find someone to love;
i guess we both know we'll only be happy if it weren't us.
i guess we're never really meant for each other.
if i post this, chances are i got brave or something.
i don't know; i'm worn out and i suddenly think of you. i guess i could say i miss you.
correction. i missed you.
here's to me finally closing this chapter containing us. My actual closure for myself. Acceptance.
here's to moving on.
Thank you for accepting me as a person, and thank you for continuing to become my friend.