Wishing to see you everyday,  
With every breath, with every blink,  
Sit by your side if that's okay ,
Fill your cup and we have a drink,  

To see you, to hug that's all I wish,  
You belong here in my heart,
Your picture on my brain,  
It's a masterpiece of art,  
Doubtless I am but in vain,  
Thinking you will love me back the same way again.

I sat down in the night,  
Away from light,  
Away from sight,  
My battles I'm gonna fight,  

I taught of you, of me, of us ,
The pictures we took,  
The frames and  truss ,
One by one I look,  

The things you said,  
The things I told,  
Come hug me now,
Tonight I'm cold,  

Time does not pass by,  
Me and my soul together cry,  
My hearts asks me "why"?  
You loved me no more,  
To myself I can't lie......

Goodbye goodbye.

As I sleep I dream of you,  
While I'm awake I wanna see you,  
You are my wish you are my hope,  
Our minds are connected like a rope,  

I wonder if you feel the same ,
I wonder if you want me too,
Maybe my feeling is vain,
And I don't have a clue,  

The one you love is always the best,  
Best hair, best face, best smile than the rest,  
Someone like you I can never find,  
Unsure I am as love is blind,  

I still don't know if you are right or wrong،
Me and you together we belong?

I'm messaging you again,
Though I promised I won't,  

I fought myself not to write to you again ,
But again again I lost,  

I'm writing you again after all this time,
Hoping you answer maybe this time,  

You read all my previous messages,  
Every word, every line,  

For you I have got a lot to say,  
But you got no ears to hear,  

I'm constantly trying to reconnect,  
But you care less  Everyday,  
I wrote to you things that would melt hearts,
If a stone read all that it would melt,  

At least I make a effort to reconnect someday,
Though you give no effort I'm not hopeless ,

How my words did melt a stone ,
But they didn't melt your heart yet ?  

Read them again and again,
Perhaps they melt your heart.

And you answer.....

If only you could break this silence and tell me ,
what's keeping you away from me ,

My thoughts hunt me everyday, every moment,
Every second ,

If only you could step right in front of me, and tell me what's my mistake right in my face,  

I do have enough courage to listen , tell me you hate me it's okay, tell me " I hate you for this for that "

Some say you don't speak because you don't want to hurt me, but dear I'm hurt through your silence more than any other hurtful thing that you might ever say......

I write about you, I rhyme, I think about you,
Because I love you , so much,  maybe more than I should.......

That's it, that's it ,
I'm done, I really am ,
I didn't want to quit,
The door I'm gonna slam,  

With excitement I wrote to you everyday,
You didn't reply not even one of them,  
The months went on from April to May,  
I'm left alone with memories that hem,

Having you in my life,
I was the happiest in the world,  
Your absence was as sharp as knife,  
Cutting through my body which is cold,  

But believe me  I can't do this anymore,  
For this ache of mine I've  got another cure,  
Obviously you don't want me at all,  
It's hard at first but I'll stand tall,

You read all this , now you can go ,
Don't bother talking , not even hello ,  
Keep up your pace don't be slow ,
From my eyes no tears will flow,  

Have a great life!! Best of luck!!

When I'm gone,  
When I'm finally done,
At least attend my funeral,  
Where all left from me is skull,

Maybe then you'd know I waited too long,  
All this time listened to every sad song,  
I lived all this time when I was dead inside,
While I watched you walk front with pride,

Pride that you have broken a heart,
And you are glad that we are finally apart,  

I can imagine people standing by my grave,  
Talking ear to ear saying he wasn't brave,  
They say their prayers bid farewell,  
And mark the end of this Novel,

And at last you arrive,  
But darling it's too late,  
It's nine forty - five,  
My funeral was at eight,  

Again darling again you're late!!!

I came across our pictures today,
The picture got me into tears ,
It's a shame we've got nothing to say,  
After all this time after all these years,  

I wait and wait and wait ,
I like waiting for you ,
I sit until it's late,
And go back home when I'm blue .

Finally I'm stuck here between these walls,  
With  me and my pictures and our memories,  
And I count tear as it falls,  
Will you come back to me please?  

Will you?!

Come hug me I'm cold
You're more precious than gold

You know I would give up the world
If my hands and your hands for a moment hold

All this time not a message I received
I said I love you but you never believed
Turn them down and come to me
My hands wide open come see

Just come, it's never late, I'm waiting

You love me not no more,  
Who am I waiting for?  
The scent of clothes that she wore,  
Once I see them I feel the soul soar,  

I loved you more than words could say,
When you needed space I went out of your way,
Tell me then what's bothering you,  
I still don't know I have no clue,  

Like a candle my hearts filled in hope,  
Perhaps maybe you open the envelope,  
To read my letter which I wrote,  
And send me back a beautiful note,  

Perhaps perhaps, just maybe!!

I rode through the forests of sorrow ,
Where I felt there is no tomorrow ,

The one you love has left ,
They always leave us with no clue ,
So we think that we are deft ,
But we're turning blue ,

And the friends who betrayed,  
Lied to you in your face,  
They said " we'll stay" but never stayed,  
Oh they will find someone to replace,  

But we'll forgive them all,
No one is perfect,  
If they built a wall,
We will break it,  

And at last of the forests of sorrow,  
There is the sun with its glow,  
Don't be hopeless,
Maybe you were careless,  

At the end of the forests of sorrow ,
There is always a brighter tomorrow .
You'll see :)

I walked through the garden of Rose
Where all the beautiful flower grows

I was hit by the roses' fragrance
Their smell was so gamy
I stood and smelled with penance
As I sat and looked  through the valley

The branches ,
the trees ,
the flowers,
the breeze,  

Everything reminds me of her,
I've passed through this garden for years,  
I wish she was there , I wish she was there,  
In her sorrow I watered the roses with tears .