I'm so tired of this life. like a bicycle wheels, if I can just press the brake I should detour in different direction.

Then why are you keep on going?
Because someone is needs to survive and that me.

Sun is slowly rising, like a turtle walking.
The air seems fresh, like it never been before.
I was I loner, but that was before.
I'm so glad that you and I were together, because it will be my nightmare when I die alone.

Somewhere in our adventure we got lost like
a child start crying, start panicking like a first love
crush
but we still to manage to find a way-out in this miserable
forest and start to walk in the right path again.

Somewhere in front of are mind we use to walk and think
positive like they use to say. but, in the back of our mind doubt
and negative feedback start to active like a sympathetic nervous system
but we still rest and digest after a long journey.

somewhere in the line we left behind and the only
one left is you
but you convince yourself that your not alone
because you have you and yourself
and you believe in yourself not the others.

your working 7 hours until now.
you must exhausted.
just a little more.

walk firmly looking up front as if there was no problem
i walk in front of you because i want you to see how fix i am like a rubiks cube.
i want you to look at me in the eye while i walk passed you. and i want you to remember how you messed-up every color in my life.
i want to tell you a story of how much morphine i took just to numb the pain i holding, while you seem like nothing happened.

i remember the pain i'm holding, while you holding someone hands.
while you are content and i'm not
while i'm suffering in this pain like a fire, burning in my heart.

i want you to remember the memories. the memories that haunt you till the rest of you life.
i want you to look at me in the eye and look down on me and walk passed by

how can you love someone
when you can't love yourself.

how can you love him without knowing
that i'm hoping too.

good thing Rihanna found love in the
hopeless place, i hope so too.

huwag tayo malito sa araw ng iba sapagkat
balang-araw, darating din ang araw na mapupunta tayo sa araw na yon at magpapasalamat tayo sa araw na dumating tayo sa araw na yon

You hurt me
Now the table turn
is to late for apology.

decision makes action decide what fate we will belong
behavior makes people judge who we are
reason makes us decide what choice we have
and
personality is who we are

You are the white
And I am the black
You give me light from my hopeless life
I give you dark from my darkest life.

We are the black and White
The light and the Dark.

let me lead you
let me save you
let this be happen.

let go of the past
let the door open
let me in
let me love you.

open the door let me in
let me love you
i'll be your forever
forever by your side.

wake me up when it ends.

the person you expecting to love,
doesn't know you exist.

the person you love,
doesn't love you back.

when the light bright
it is your eyes
when the dark is bright
it is you.

looking at the image you can heard the feeling of deepest moment that you wanna go back in that time.
A moment of Fear, A moment of Emotional, A moment of being a Sensitive Kid.
The Period of Time, The Person You wanna be, The Person you wanna love. It's All Change.

If I have a chance
I can change it
if I have time machine
I will go back in time
And make a different
if I was a kid
I will enjoy every moment living
if I can change every action i made I would
if I have a change to open the door I would

this is the place where you touch me and say hello and smile at me
this is the place where i look straight forward at your eyes and smile back
this is the place i remember the beauty of image,
image that i never forgot
and
this is the place that live my life forever

your eyes is a seeker
your eyes is the only who knows the the key of a broken heart.
your eyes is the only hope that i need.
Save me.

i've heard your name to a people who knows you many. the place is tight the door is unavailable. where to go, where to start.
looking for a hole but your name still shout. the face, the voice, still remain.
i want you to lose. i do not want you. i wish i never meet you. from beginning to end.
I see you again. all retured. i wish i could tell you how i feel. felling happy and fear. my heart is afraid of you. you're special.
I wish i could say it all to you. fellings and suffer. that's all i have.
I saw you in the Future. successful in life. i wish i could say hello. you look great. i wish you always the best. A good dentist.

past is a memories,
memories that planted in your mind forever.
but
memories is a lesson to change what is present.