Life is a lesson
full of adventures to ride
it is a product of achievement and joy,
suffer and pain
but there are a lot of test
that you will take
some challenges
to test your patience
and perseverance
plus
hardwork that you should try
but after all, you’ll still
get through all of these zigzag lines
to the path that you will never know
what consesus would it bring into you.
Whether you labor it in
each continental parts
of living the success in life.
your choice is your destiny,
your will is what makes you.
& so you create what you become
and you become what you think
simple, but people always
choose the easy route
rather than the hard route
that will only makes them
overwhelmed and uncomfortable.
though uncomfortable things
will only let you G-R-O-W
once you give it a G-O-
To C-H-A-N-G-E
is a M-U-S-T
and so is to be a better self.
because to be a better person
means to suffer
to be a better person
means to change
and to be a better person
means to be kind and to be grateful for.


quotational marks that you carried in you
all along the way,
it will guide you
to reach your dreams and goals
in life.

this is the presentation
to make an impact to the world.

Guni-guning nababalot ng hiwaga
sa aking utak ito'y pumipigil, gumugulo,
di maipaliwanag ang mga
nakaukit na ala-alang
Nang minsa'y ikaw ay inibig sa tuwing natatanaw ang langit na kay
tamis pa sa mga chokolateng
paborito ****
kainin tuwing ika'y nalulungkot.
Sa mga araw na nagdaan.
Sa maghapong nakaabang pa
sa pag-iintayan sa jeep
Oo parati namang naghihintay
ang puso ko sa'yo.
Di ba?

Sa traffic na nanamanhid na ang paa sa kakaabang kung kailan o saan ito patutungo
Kung may patutunguhan
pa ba na maging tayo?
O Isa na lamang ba itong
guni-guni sa aking isip.
Alam kong paasa ako. Oo paasa ako.
Asang-asa ako sa'yo na parang tanga.
Oo inaamin ko Tanga ako!
tanga ako!
tanga na kung tanga.
Pasan ko na naman lahat.
Di ba?

Nagdurugong,
Tagos. Tagos na tagos pa sa aking pusong biniyak ng mga samu't saring bakit na lang hindi naging tayo?
O mas madali pa bang patayin na lang
ang mga pusong minsa'y nasugatan na
sa hindi makatulog na gabi.
Sa mga namamagang mata sa kaiiyak
Sa kakaisip kung mahal mo ako o
kung minahal mo ba talaga ako?
O may iba na bang
nagmamay-ari ng iyong puso?

Guni-guni, ako'y litong-lito
dahil parati ****
ginugulo ang araw-araw ko
Halos mabaliw na nga ako
sa kakaisip sa'yo eh
Hindi nga ba't heto ako,
baliw na baliw sa'yo.
Di ba?
Na baka sakaling mag milagro
ang kapalaran
Na baka balang araw
baka balang araw ay
kaya mo rin akong mahalin
gaya ng pagmamahal ko
sa'yo higit pa sa buhay ko.
Higit pa sa mga luhang ibinigay ko
Higit pa sa mga salitang binitawan ko ngayon.

Oo guni-guni
parati ka namang nandyan di ba?
bumabalik. Lahat na lang. Paulit-ulit.


Oo guni-guni ang hirap hirap **** matanggal
Sawang-sawa na ako sa'yo.
Pero ang tanong.
Hindi ka ba napapagod?
sana'y tirhan mo rin ako kahit konti.
Ayoko na,
tama na.

Cherry blossom blooms on me
Sparks from green to pink
Like a  F
               i
                 r
                   e
                     w
                        o
                           r
                             k
                                s
                             ­         in my sight.

Isang bagay,isang mithi na gusto ko
Mga bagay na ika'y magpapaligaya sa aking tuwina
Ngiti **** aking sinusulyapan
Pintig ng aking puso ikaw ang siyang hinahanap

Dalangin na kay tagal kang hinintay
Ngunit sa paglisan mo ako'y nalulumbay
Hayaan mo maiparating ang aking munting hiling
Pinapanalangin na ako'y mahalin

Kahit sa sandali'y  ikaw ay mahalin
Lubos na dinadasal sa Maykapal
Na ika'y patnubayan
Mahalin mo ang sarili mo at maging masaya

sometimes i'm overwhelmed
by everything around me
i felt i should fight back and never give up
i still have hope and courage
to do things right
but i have to be a little patient
no more crying
no more sadness
and no more emptiness.

that’s why I won’t stop believing
in my dreams and goals in life
if i can
you can
guess what, let’s be strong!
and fight till we feel the power of success
when we win this fight
let us do it again and again.

Music that helps me heal what i've been through
Your the closest nebulae that i really wanted to carry
When everytime i'm out of balance in life
You're one of the most irreplaceable skip beat to my heart
Who never fails touching me sweet serendipity

the sun that ache into my skin,
it beats the heat of the summer days
the sound of the crickets intrude,
birds are reaching up high,
clouds scatter across the blue sky
will feelings change?
will they?


i gather my attention,
to my introspective words
pulling the thread in my head,
but
as the train goes passing by
the clock move closer
to what matters
the most,
&
confiscates the time
that I stood by.

Exotic & dangerous

Life is shorter than what we know or think
so i must enjoy my life freely
do the extreme things before i die

Had to do  things that i want
and dreams that i want to fulfill
even from my last breathe

Because i want to
Because im curious of every single thing
Even from the way you breathe or ****
Then i want to spread this
and lend me a hand

Then come with me!
And make this world worth living!
then we can jump to tallest building like hell

This things that i wanted really so bad

To fly somewhere
were everyone can't recognize me

To play in the rain
and be a kid once again

To travel around the world
were i can find myself
and perhaps discover something knew
that i haven't been before

Go picnic and eat some snacks with friends
were i could laugh on top of  my lungs

Go partyin' late at night
were i can control and make some noise
like a dj bass

Go to a concert
to a great rock band

Go shopping to the mall
and be a fashion clique

Produce a music
were birds could come and go with you

Represent to your country
and be a world champion human beatbox

Write stories
and be an author
of my own journey


Cause YOLO
you only live once
in your life
and there

g

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            e
                         s*       

             
                 A        D       V           E       N        T        
                                                
                                                                   U      
                                                         R       
                                               E

Turn da bottles upside down
The bingo linggo is right up here
No need to estimate
Ain't show 'em what you got
Coz the feminine swag is right in front of you


Hit da spot,break 'em low
Erbody's on the floor,hot & cold
The center of attraction is here we go
Sweat like it's the end of the court
Make some noise,the battle is not yet done


Here is the piece of my paper
Sonnet to Haiku,get 'em yours
While i make my lyrics out of it
I bet you to sing this song
Coz It's you that I crack the most


Fly high coz im so high
This super legacy of mine
Is not yet over,bring me to the court
And I'll make you cry while you can run
Too fast to drift out of your collateral words


***** bootsy,shakin' ya *****
The tingga ling, bling bling mingle naw to da floor
Ain't gonna lose coz this **** got me pumpin'
Now I can drop ya to the floor
Coz it's fresh like a g6


Now I can flip ma hair to ya gorges face
So wassup now! And you can tumblin' down to my feet
Look what i've got, Its a brand new style
Now spin it while you can
And Open ya eyes coz dis ain't a dream



Mine is a simple yet i can make you blown out of it
From A to Z,the lines are getting ahead
Loads of fans while I can make ma audience jump to their seats
Scream to the screen,while I can star struck you to my voice
Back Off now,while It's not too late

learn from thy mistakes
shape and mold you to become
wise, humble and kind

Shine...Shine..
Oh! Mr. Bright Smile
Filled with every thoughts & happy feeling
The cupcake to my heart and the sweetest seranade
You bright up my light
the excitement and the joy I've found
And i knew it from the start that this is
between
me
&
y
o
u
u
u
u
  u
    u
        u

Kung kailan kailangan kita
sa tag-araw na kay init
pa sa nagliliyab na apoy
tsaka pa kita mahahanap
Ang munti kong paypay.

feelings don't measure,

unexpectedly happened;

your heart follows it.

A fresh new day to start.

Ukitin ang namumuong salita ng iyong pag-ibig
Wari'y ipikit ang iyong mga mata
Kung tadhana'y nakalaan,
Sa tamang oras at panahon.

Pagkat ang buwan at ang araw;
Ay namumukod tangi sa ulap
At hangga't maaaring tanaw ay abutin.

Silipin sa aking palad;
ang kapalarang mapaglaro.
Sa ihip ng hanging amihan
Ito'y dumaan man hanggang tanaw mo'y maabot sa kalagitnaan ng daigdig.
Yung tipong aanurin ka na ng karagatan.
Kahit umulan man o umaraw
Yung tipong paghihiwalayin kayo ng landas.
Pero sa kabila ng lahat,
ito'y babalik sa tamang panahon.


(English Translation)

Court The Heart

**Carve the coagulating words of your love.
As eyes closed,
Whether, destiny reserve the heart,
that fall in love at the right time.
Whereas the moon and the sun;
the only exceptional top of the skies &
As long as I could reach the scenery.

Glanced at my palm hands;
That playful act of fate.
As the breeze of the cooling air
Whisper the touching soul of yours,
Reaching as much as it could.
Between the World we knew it'll still hold you back from time to time.
&
Even if the ocean will drown us apart
Even if the sun shines nor we soak at the rain
&
Even if the path would break us apart,
Still we could turn back at the right time.

I was lost on the pavement
Along the corridors
Who left me unspoke through the scattered bloods
That left me hang on a cliff


My eyes was beneath the aftershock
But all I could do is to stare at the ceiling
No words to be found nor sounds could form
Only the laugh,scream and yells of the crowd


The thunderstorm,chill of the breezing air
Wants me to follow the serene.
My catatonic blueprinted smile was fainted
Schizophrenia that I could last at the moment


And yet an honorific began to squeeze me
There were thousands of people
But I could feel like im on the spotted arena
If I could shout out loud and escape from the reality then I'd go save by the bell.

Sa paglipas ng panahon
Habang tayo'y nakamasid sa dalampasigan
Kahit sa malayo ng kislap ng iyong mata
Mga ngiti'y hindi maipinta
Tanging ang buwan at araw
Ay siyang saksi sa tamis ng ating pagmamahalan

Kahit lumipas man ang ilang araw,buwan at taon
Dito sa puso't isip ko ang tanging ngalan mo lang
Ang siyang inaasam at sinisigaw ng damdamin ko

At habang pumuti man ang ating mga buhok
Lagi **** tatandaan
Na ako'y para sa'yo
Magpakailanman.

Words should express sincerely
It shouldn't be spoken rudely or weirdly
Or it might be misunderstood by someone else.


In the situation that merely just go
Where all the tense and massive form of air
Inhaling and exhaling deep inside
It's ironic life could feel


Looking for a word that could fit in
Bringing some thing that could break
"The awkwardness"





*Why is it so hard to start a conversation?

Sometimes i thought and want to hide 
Somewhere 
Where you can't see me
I want to fly,fly,fly, far away from you

Im just an extraordinary ink of a pen
Im only a poet that doesn't know where my feelings go
A stubborn poet

I dont have friends
And im all alone

But i don't regret any of that

Cause there's my ballpen that i can still write
I still have my paper to where i can insert and spread my wings 
I still have you
My poet
That i can share
That i can talk
That i can learn
And that i can call
My only poet,
Thanks for being there.

That Love is....





A Fairy tale...




A Fantasy...






That





Full





Of
















*Roma­nces

Sometimes its better to be alone
Cause sometimes it makes you who you are
Discover and learn something new
You can freely do anything without others

You can decide easily without dictated by others
Its a free choice 
Nostalgic and soothe

It keeps reminding you of the classic movie from the old times
A movie that captivated your soul,mind and heart
Can touch each person's personality
With different ways and different perspective
With different style and taste
Each of us has their own world thinking

Someone who thinks they could fly outer space and go out for awhile
Someone who listens music in her entire life that makes her create a beautiful story out of it

Someone who hides feeling but had a different variety colors inside and out
Someone whose noisy but deep inside it covers the emotional side

Someone who can make you smile out of the blue
Someone who is less expect than yours and its simply amazing for you
Cause no one can say its either you
Is interesting nor me.

The lesser expectations the more it surprises you
Cause its just the beginning of the story
That you can't expect for more.

Memories go bind together
But it leaves you your occupied thoughts
Once casted in magic spell
But you felt like anonymous
By everyone's gaze
And yet at the end of the promising days
You will just ignore it
Because you will leave your eyes in the man's naked eyes
The blue oceanic mestizo youth
Who once beats your heart
It's like a magic
A total spontaneous who will forever be the macho guy on earth.

We survive
In the war
Of our mind.

seek and seed your mind
probe for truth to feed your soul
help you learn and grow

Summer is here
while you are away
I was once the Island of your
corridor's eyes
But now I was the fullmoon
covered by dull, dark eyesight of you
I don't know what's on your mind
Or am i just in a gullible path?
Restricting to put on your
heart?
Or just my own trap
to put me in a close
mark?

People tend to not care about the things but deep inside they care a lot.
Maybe they are afraid of their feelings or maybe pride.
People need to experience this kind of life cause how will they grow?
How will they learn if they always keep on their shelves?
How will they live? 
To breathe in with the fresh air
How will they smile again?
Communicate and be connected to everyone
Life is happiness
Life is pain
Life is wonderful
Life is the best of Life

We all know that we have different aspects in our life
We all know that we have different perspective in life as same goes to our point of view
Stereotype that we all experience
Knowing how life is so cruel,isn't it?
If we all know how to give and share without regrets in our ego
If we all know how to respect and trust each one of us
If we all know how to be positive in every daily living despite of those negative side
If we all know how to breath without worrying anything else
And If we all know how to live life to the fullest
Creation itself is a gift,why wasted?
Look out every directions you made!
Maybe this time I can wipe your tears away.
Listen! Carefully and I'm not going to repeat this once and for all
I know you're strong! Cry out loud and it's a relief 
Speak out for your voice I know you're ahead of me or maybe i'm ahead of you
Don't be afraid!
I'm here to open those closed pages that you've been
I'm here to understand every words that you speak out
I'm here to realize to you that life is Amazing!
I'm here by your side
Whatever trials it is.


Don't be afraid!
Don't be afraid!
Don't be afraid!


God is here by our side.

A sunny Thursday morning
Like a piece of the new era
That hollows the entire hallway
To the new scheme to your direction

You're like a bubble pop
That surrounds you with your brighter smile
That surrounds you with your inner desire
That surrounds you with the perfect illuminated light

You're like a champagne to my tequila
A dazzling brilliant to my great escape
The way you jive to the beat of my heart
You are truly indeed a creation

My charona to my next in line
And the sweetest aroma to my escent
It makes you the person who you are
Cause every detailed is a Wonderful You.

Someday the dark in your eyes will be bright so shine
Someday those tears will wipe away and get the better smile in your face
Someday you will realize that you're indeed an amazing person
Someday you will fly high to the sky reaching beyond your dreams
Someday you will amaze by the beauty of our planet Earth
And someday you will recognize the people that brought you here.

So don't be afraid to follow your dreams!!!

When everything makes you fall into pieces always remember that you deserve to be a better person, deserves to love because you are beautiful in that way! and also you deserve to be loved. But before you can give out your love to someone else always put this in your mind that you shouldn't be quick for love & unexpectedly love will just come on your corner at the right time it may be sound so weird but who knows. Be patient! & remember to love yourself more, sometimes it's okay to be selfish. Meet new people, surround yourself with positive people, discover or learn new things/skills, travel to some places & embrace yourself more! It's okay to cry, to laugh or to be gone crazy. It's okay to be fool out of love. It's okay to be hurt too much. You will realize & learn eventually. Life it isn't perfect nor fair enough in the midst of the society. Yes, it is a survival of the fittest. Learn the hard way! Be competetive pssh i mean in this world you should be at least fight for your own weaknesses cause I know you are stronger than this & you can surpass this trials. Smile once in awhile. And it is okay to be alone you know!; go to a coffee shop, play in the rain & dance in the middle of the night,You can learn so much from yourself as you will get to used of it.
Being alone it doesn't mean that there's no fun. Well in fact it is the best credits that you could give out to yourself! More time to think & spend & much wiser to be serious in falling in love.

Kung ikaw ay bulalakaw sa kalagitnaan ng daigdig. Wari'y ipikit ang mga matang nagsisimbolong liwanag sa aking paningin na sana'y marinig ko rin ang mga katagang mahal kita galing sa iyong bibig. Na sana balang araw ay darating yung araw na maging tayo magpawalang hanggan walang iwanan.

A smile that captures the moment
A smile that gives a hundred words of wisdom
A smile that gives a thousand reasons to feel
A smile that hold and touches the heart
A smile that makes you happy
A smile that could wipe up the tears away
A smile that doesn't know how to fade
A smile that gives hope
A smile that gives meaning to a million people
A smile that endures the pain and exchange for the laughs you found
A smile that brings joy to happiness
A smile that could make the whole world upside down
and a smile that encourages us to live once more.

Just like learning a new language,




Thy should have a good ears to listen





*For it is the best way
To understand each other's side.

words in cursive write
draw you closer to be free
through a healing therapy

rush

in the forest
i see the light
of something true
though
beyond my circumstances
there’s a question
i can’t seem to find
doubts that hidden inside
squeezing me to tighten
my mind
but tensions are
boiling
far from what i know
and
yet the feelings
will always prevent me
to go
out of my limits

One
Two
Three

            Sundays are grey
           Mondays are blue        
           Wednesdays are green

                                                    Bright and light
                                                    Black and white
                                                    Rainbows reunite

Stars
Stones
Diamond
Gold
Shimmering
Splendid
Wave
Through

That seductive looks will just
Caught an attention to fool

Awkward.
The moment when we get into silence
There's no mouth to utter
In the situation when we feel uncomfortable
There's nothing else to say
Besides nothing

Awkward.
The moment when we feel embarass for ourselves
As if the entire world will throw us with a great despair
There's nothing else to say
Besides nothing

Awkward.
The feeling of being awkward in one situation 
Nor two situations its either the past side or the present behind
There's nothing else to say
Besides nothing

Awkward.
I have nothong else to say
Besides nothing
But a great poet is here i am
Sometimes it feels nothing but to write those empty pieces left by unspoken words
There's a siren through this bloted soul

Awkward.
I have nothing else to say
Besides nothing.