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"pamela" poems
Reading the works by Sally, Vicki, Catherine(SoulSurvivor), Ryn, Deborah, Elizabeth, and Pamela Rae, is akin to drinking champagne from a crystal flute. Me, cheap beer from a Mason Jar. copyright:(revised) June 03, 2015
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Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 7:38 AM UTC
Thought for the Day XLIII
They say to keep your eyes open, but your mind closed, leave your thoughts unspoken and your body exposed. We hold such value to anyone who holds a heart, and when all is said and done we rip ourselves apart. I've never been one to wake up in the morning, I love living my life to look at the stars. You experience complete peace without any kind of warning, and if you look hard enough you can sometimes see Mars. If you go back to the year 1944, sixteen year olds were coming back from war, and now in today in 2017, an adolescent is a child and an adult a teen. We're so far from our natural state, our entire species is cursed with cancer. When we were hunter-gatherers we were doing great, But we thought preserved food was the better answer. Most live their lives now in a camera, forever looking for one more person's approval. Trying to reach a standard of Marilyn or Pamela, but a step forward would be technological removal. Let's look back to around 1970, when people were still struggling with equality, And most likely by the year 2020, we'll be oppressed and depressed by the plenty.
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 4:05 AM UTC
Dystopian Utopia
I am Who , I am Suppose Too Be I am Not the Person , That some Think I should Be I Lived a very long part of my Life , Not being Me I tried too Be the Person , That Some thought I should Be I now know , That All That did , Was Make Me Very Miserable I shared my Secret with Pamela Jean only , and She Loved Me I and Pamela Jean , Spent the better part of our Married Life - Protecting My Secret Life , And Our Happily Married Life Together I hurt so Much , Now that Pamela Jean , Has Gone Too Heaven I Still have Reagan Jean & Shelby'Anne Kelcee & They are my Life I have some Family , Pamela's Family , Who Accept Me as Me I have Zero Member's of My Family , That Accept anything about Me I have my strong Faith in My GOD & My Lord & Savior JESUS CHRIST & The Holy Spirit I know that GOD , Loves Me , For Me & That He alone will Judge Me I will Ultimately Stand before GOD & Confess My Sin's as Me I will live the rest of My Life , As much as Possible as Me the Real Me I am Always worried what Other's think , As I want too Be Accepted I want too Be Loved & I want too show Others , The Real Me I am a Beautiful Female / Transgender Woman , I am Me I was Always Me & I will Always Be Me , I Love Me Thank You GOD & ALL of YOU , Who Accept Me as Me I am Stacie Leelah Cheyenne & I Love Being Me
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC
Stacie Leelah is Transgender ( MTF ) - More Importantly I am Me / A Beautiful Female :
My sister is a beauty, A photographer, an artist And the best subject imaginable. She is the main attraction of my coffee shop, She’s the mainstay of Main Street. Unlike every other woman I know, She only carries her camera and her dignity. And the gaze of a mirror; Her plaid shirt, oversized even when it was mine. A pair of tights earning their title And sky-high leather boots, a rocker’s staple. A cheesy beret, our mother’s bracelet. Blonde locks like there are teardrops on her guitar. And to complete the classic ensemble, Satan’s prized pearls: The Cheshire Cat smile. All tucked behind her expensive-as-hell camera. And her phone, case with white box and black bow. Just like my baby sister, A photograph with a black bow.
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Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 9:09 AM UTC
Pamela the Polaroid
I'm so sorry guys, it seems this is never ending. Here is where I've found new stolen poems http://www.experienceproject.com/ The user is http://www.experienceproject.com/about/marklovescoffe (you may need to create a free account to check his posts) and he's posted Flying Fingers ~ Pamela Rae under I Wonder Who Reads My Stories with no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Wonder-Who-Reads-My-Stories/4785328 Know the Beauty of a Woman ~ Cataleya with no link and not only that, in the comments when he was congratulated for a great write he said 'Thanks mate' http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Know-The-Beauty-Of-A-Woman/4693147 new link 1 Release ~ POETIC T with no link and his comment was it was from his soul http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Love-To-Write/4781292 new link 2 I Am A Writer ~ Madalyn Beck no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-A-Writer/4631574 new link 3 A Kiss Upon a Blank Page ~ Kalypso no link, comments claim it as his own http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Kiss-Upon-This-Blank-Page/4577880 new link 4 A Thousand Colours ~ Amrutha no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/F-I-Could/4534117 As you can see, I could sit here all night and point out the stolen poems however, I will now just encourage everyone to visit this link http://www.experienceproject.com/about/marklovescoffe join the site (it's free) go to the left hand side menu and click on Stories and see if you recognize your work (you will know the instant you start reading the post!) Then give it to him with both barrels! Like I said in my notes, I'm almost certain they are a member here! Please share! i have edited the links in here because he has changed his user name if you are looking for it, he dropped an e off the end... because we are sooo stupid....
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 3:12 AM UTC
MORE POETRY STOLEN FROM HP (updated ~ a new person stealing our poetry)
I'm so sorry guys, it seems this is never ending. Here is where I've found new stolen poems http://www.experienceproject.com/ The user is http://www.experienceproject.com/about/marklovescoffe (you may need to create a free account to check his posts) and he's posted Flying Fingers ~ Pamela Rae under I Wonder Who Reads My Stories with no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Wonder-Who-Reads-My-Stories/4785328 Know the Beauty of a Woman ~ Cataleya with no link and not only that, in the comments when he was congratulated for a great write he said 'Thanks mate' http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Know-The-Beauty-Of-A-Woman/4693147 new link 1 Release ~ POETIC T with no link and his comment was it was from his soul http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Love-To-Write/4781292 new link 2 I Am A Writer ~ Madalyn Beck no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-A-Writer/4631574 new link 3 A Kiss Upon a Blank Page ~ Kalypso no link, comments claim it as his own http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Kiss-Upon-This-Blank-Page/4577880 new link 4 A Thousand Colours ~ Amrutha no link http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/F-I-Could/4534117 As you can see, I could sit here all night and point out the stolen poems however, I will now just encourage everyone to visit this link http://www.experienceproject.com/about/marklovescoffe join the site (it's free) go to the left hand side menu and click on Stories and see if you recognize your work (you will know the instant you start reading the post!) Then give it to him with both barrels! Like I said in my notes, I'm almost certain they are a member here! Please share! i have edited the links in here because he has changed his user name if you are looking for it, he dropped an e off the end... because we are sooo stupid....
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*"Once upon a time there was" "no"       "No"             "NO" "Many moons ago" "There was a dreamer" Who wished with all her heart, To find the gold at the rainbows end, She would look for clouds Bursting Up High, Her mother smiled. "Are you still searching for that rainbows end" "Pamela  your dreams are the clouds" *"Mummy a *** of gold I will find"* "For if you latch on to one" "You will find yourself upon the other side"" Then one morning awoke to find a rainbow Moving over her lawn, Blouse, Trousers, Shoes On too, she had packed a case Encase this time did come true, She slid down the banister "Whoooooosh" Through the front door, Just as it was fading Hands did grab hold, She was surrounded by colours Red,                 Orange Yellow                  Green Blue                Indigo Violet All were pure and bright, then with a "Thump" On her bottom she did land, surrounded By beauty, plants the colours of the rainbow "Blue leaves" "Grass was orange" Sky was all shades of the rainbow too, A *** seen, gold did gleam, Mouth wide open, A violent fly flew in then out, "Gross" And she then quickly shut her mouth, She was over the moon, the rainbow too, She picked it up, Lighter than she thought?? She picked one up Put it too her mouth, And bit, It was squiggly in her mouth "Gross" Twice in two minutes, She was Sullen, Grumpy, Tears Did cascade from little eyes, They came out Colours of the rainbow Which lightened her mood, She wiped her tears looked once, twice Then hands upon the rainbow, And whoosh, she landed with a "Thump" On next doors cow, "MMmmmoooooo" Went the cow, "AAaahhhhhhh" Went Pamela, She ran with  a Scare And Fright, As in the distance still hearing the angry "MMMmmoooooooooooo" She ran to her house, opened the door, "MUM" "MUM" "MUM" With a fright her mum ran out, "Pamela" "My baby are you all right" "I found the rainbow" **"I found the *** "I found a land of colour," "But the treasure wasn't right" All said with in one breathe, Now breath my angel, As mother did take a coin Opened it carefully and with the tip Of here finger tasted it, "MMmmmm" So creamy, so light, As she took her in the kitchen, And the toaster minutes later POPPED out, Spreading it evenly, and eaten was The toast crust and all, "Mummy may I try one" Pamela said "Magic words my honey bear" "Please may I try one" And with that the toast again POPPED out, "MMmmmmmmm" "My gosh mummy this tastes divine" "You found a golden treasure that's for sure" As they had toast each morning, Opening a coin spreading it evenly, "It was a taste to behold" The treasure at the end of the rainbow, Wasn't money, but I was something better A taste that put a smile on faces Every morning at breakfast time.
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
Dreams Upon A Raindow
*"Once upon a time there was" "no"       "No"             "NO" "Many moons ago" "There was a dreamer" Who wished with all her heart, To find the gold at the rainbows end, She would look for clouds Bursting Up High, Her mother smiled. "Are you still searching for that rainbows end" "Pamela  your dreams are the clouds" *"Mummy a *** of gold I will find"* "For if you latch on to one" "You will find yourself upon the other side"" Then one morning awoke to find a rainbow Moving over her lawn, Blouse, Trousers, Shoes On too, she had packed a case Encase this time did come true, She slid down the banister "Whoooooosh" Through the front door, Just as it was fading Hands did grab hold, She was surrounded by colours Red,                 Orange Yellow                  Green Blue                Indigo Violet All were pure and bright, then with a "Thump" On her bottom she did land, surrounded By beauty, plants the colours of the rainbow "Blue leaves" "Grass was orange" Sky was all shades of the rainbow too, A *** seen, gold did gleam, Mouth wide open, A violent fly flew in then out, "Gross" And she then quickly shut her mouth, She was over the moon, the rainbow too, She picked it up, Lighter than she thought?? She picked one up Put it too her mouth, And bit, It was squiggly in her mouth "Gross" Twice in two minutes, She was Sullen, Grumpy, Tears Did cascade from little eyes, They came out Colours of the rainbow Which lightened her mood, She wiped her tears looked once, twice Then hands upon the rainbow, And whoosh, she landed with a "Thump" On next doors cow, "MMmmmoooooo" Went the cow, "AAaahhhhhhh" Went Pamela, She ran with  a Scare And Fright, As in the distance still hearing the angry "MMMmmoooooooooooo" She ran to her house, opened the door, "MUM" "MUM" "MUM" With a fright her mum ran out, "Pamela" "My baby are you all right" "I found the rainbow" **"I found the *** "I found a land of colour," "But the treasure wasn't right" All said with in one breathe, Now breath my angel, As mother did take a coin Opened it carefully and with the tip Of here finger tasted it, "MMmmmm" So creamy, so light, As she took her in the kitchen, And the toaster minutes later POPPED out, Spreading it evenly, and eaten was The toast crust and all, "Mummy may I try one" Pamela said "Magic words my honey bear" "Please may I try one" And with that the toast again POPPED out, "MMmmmmmmm" "My gosh mummy this tastes divine" "You found a golden treasure that's for sure" As they had toast each morning, Opening a coin spreading it evenly, "It was a taste to behold" The treasure at the end of the rainbow, Wasn't money, but I was something better A taste that put a smile on faces Every morning at breakfast time.
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Pamela , O' loving Pamela , My beautiful & loving Pamela We started our beautiful life together , We shared so very much The mid too late '80s , Were beautiful & so full of the future That no one knew , Except for GOD , How much time we really had And so we both enjoyed each other , We both shared so very much From all of our 9 beautiful & loving Labrador Retrievers , ( Our Kids ) Too our Homes , Hobbies & our many Vacations in numerous states The one thing , That never changed in all of our entire married life Was that she Loved Me & I Loved Pamela , My sweet Pamela Jean We both worked very hard , We even worked side by side for S & P S & P ??? . Wasn't just a business or even just a job , It was Our's Sometimes it seemed as though the business actually owned Us But looking back , There was a lot of times when Pamela & Me Laughed & cried & Shared beautiful times & bad times together From our 1st Labrador "" Callie "" , Too our current 2 Labradors Reagan Jean & Shelby'Anne Kelcee , And the other 6 Labradors Jack'ie , CJ ( Callie Jean of Callie's Acre's ) , Sammy , Daisey L.A.B. ( Ellabee ) & Kelcee Jean , Seven are now in Heaven with Pam As I like too say , Pamela Jean has 7 Labradors , With her in Heaven I have 2 Labradors with Me down here on Earth , I Love You Pam I will always Love You Pamela Jean , I will never stop Loving You You were always the Love of My life , And You always will be As GOD is My witness , I promise You Pamela , Love is Forever As You and I took our wedding vows serious on that day in July 1989 For better or worse , In Sickness and in health , Till death do us part We'll Pamela You're in Heaven now & I still Love You so very much My Love for You is still On going , And our Love will never End I will Love You for Eternity , As You & I , Will always be One The time & the dreams , That We both shared Together as Us I will never forget , My daily life without You , Is so very lonely You're Family & Our Friends & GOD , And our 2 beautiful Girls Are what is absolutely now keeping me going , Day in & day out Until the day , That We both can & will be Together Again for all ETERNITY - Just You & Me , Pamela & Me , Me & Pamela : GOD BLESS ALL , Who read This - Amen :
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Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC
Pamela & Me , Me & Pamela - Our Love For Each Other :
Pamela , O' loving Pamela , My beautiful & loving Pamela We started our beautiful life together , We shared so very much The mid too late '80s , Were beautiful & so full of the future That no one knew , Except for GOD , How much time we really had And so we both enjoyed each other , We both shared so very much From all of our 9 beautiful & loving Labrador Retrievers , ( Our Kids ) Too our Homes , Hobbies & our many Vacations in numerous states The one thing , That never changed in all of our entire married life Was that she Loved Me & I Loved Pamela , My sweet Pamela Jean We both worked very hard , We even worked side by side for S & P S & P ??? . Wasn't just a business or even just a job , It was Our's Sometimes it seemed as though the business actually owned Us But looking back , There was a lot of times when Pamela & Me Laughed & cried & Shared beautiful times & bad times together From our 1st Labrador "" Callie "" , Too our current 2 Labradors Reagan Jean & Shelby'Anne Kelcee , And the other 6 Labradors Jack'ie , CJ ( Callie Jean of Callie's Acre's ) , Sammy , Daisey L.A.B. ( Ellabee ) & Kelcee Jean , Seven are now in Heaven with Pam As I like too say , Pamela Jean has 7 Labradors , With her in Heaven I have 2 Labradors with Me down here on Earth , I Love You Pam I will always Love You Pamela Jean , I will never stop Loving You You were always the Love of My life , And You always will be As GOD is My witness , I promise You Pamela , Love is Forever As You and I took our wedding vows serious on that day in July 1989 For better or worse , In Sickness and in health , Till death do us part We'll Pamela You're in Heaven now & I still Love You so very much My Love for You is still On going , And our Love will never End I will Love You for Eternity , As You & I , Will always be One The time & the dreams , That We both shared Together as Us I will never forget , My daily life without You , Is so very lonely You're Family & Our Friends & GOD , And our 2 beautiful Girls Are what is absolutely now keeping me going , Day in & day out Until the day , That We both can & will be Together Again for all ETERNITY - Just You & Me , Pamela & Me , Me & Pamela : GOD BLESS ALL , Who read This - Amen :
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In my "Thought for the Day XLIII" (43), I spoke of poets that have been with me, and supported me for quite some time. Sally and Pradip have been with me since my first posting, "1894", nearly two years ago, and I have  "adopted"  Vicki, Catherine, Ryn, Deborah, Pamela Rae,and others along the way. There is Quinn, Phil, Pradip, Francie, Frankie J, Mike, John, Nat, SE Reimer, Sverre, "The 'Ole Storyteller!" and,"Larry, Moe, and Curly Joe!"   Unfortunately, I cannot list everyone, in fear of overlooking writers who, collectively, mean so much to me. Please forgive me for that. I will continue to "do my best" for all of the poets/writers/contributors to the HP site. I do not write for monetary remuneration, but for relaxation and recreation, with the end result, hopefully, bringing a smile to my peers. I thank all of you for allowing me to attempt, and occasionally, reach that goal. Sincerely Richard Riddle- June 03, 2015
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 9:35 AM UTC
A Bit of Gratitude
I feel you constantly each second You are the one thing I breathe, the one thing I cling onto for my dear life What did I ever do to you? I am in debt to you? I work hard, pay my dues and respect the world What did I do to deserve such persecution? Dear pain I think our contract has to be terminated But then again if you leave me who is left with my dark soul Who is left to keep me company at my lonely dark grave? I am tired of being used, dumped and stepped on Haven’t you had your fun yet? I think I have reached my dying limits I give up! Then pain, please I beg! Lend me a dying wish! I think in this game of cat and mouse you have won I think I am now brave enough to accept defeat I am strong enough to handle the fact that I am nothing! Dear pain, I have nothing but tears to shed Dear pain, lend me a dying wish! If you do come to my funeral, don’t be sad We were good friends, the best of the best I would have not wronged the world if I say I enjoyed having you Dear pain, please keep away from the ones I LOVE Lend them the opposite of my imperfections Dear pain my partner in this emotionless crime PLEASE! DO LEND ME A DYING WISH…. By: One Pamela Pusumane. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED BY THE COPYRIGHT HOLDER AND AUTHOR.
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 3:02 PM UTC
DEAR "PAIN"
three years, three years gone. i'm zoned, way out, of this galaxy. i'm not here, i'm far away. so don't come, knocking on my door. hey, happiness! where are you? sadness and death have already come, knocking on my door. i only let ****** come in, and take control, but it's you i need. because you see, for three years, i haven't had you near me. you died. hey, happiness! listen to me. i need you, come on over. you left me, with 'precious' money. but for all the money, all the estates, you left me with, it still hasn't, brought you back to me. if you aren't going to come, i'm going to meet you. hi.
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Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 12:18 PM UTC
pamela courson
ARISTOCRATIC CHRISTMAS The goose was plucked for Christmas Not a feather was in sight The butler cleaned the silver Cook baked with all of her might The aristocrats in the morning room Sipped a sherry or two Whilst waiting for their dinner It was the thing to do All dressed in their finery The children there as well All except for Grandpa (The stories he could tell!) No one alas was listening And no one noticed there He’d on one foot a slipper And the other was quite bare. Below stairs was quite hectic Upstairs all serene And all along the passageways And sometimes in between Servants rushed as servants do To make things run with ease Tending fires fetching things Aiming just to please And Grandpa sat and nodded His head sank on his chest He remembered long ago The Christmas he’d thought best With one foot in a slipper The other one quite bare He waited for his dinner Sat there in his chair And soon the gong it sounded Its boom rang loud and clear They all trooped in the dining room With those they held so dear The table was resplendent The glasses gleamed and shone The cutlery was sparkling The goose it weighed a ton The master carved the mistress smiled The children looked in awe The butler served the vegetables (Cos that’s what they are for) The pudding was amazing The brandy sauce was ace They ate and ate until alas No more could they face All except for Grandpa He was sat quite still And no one noticed him not there As they all ate their fill With one foot in his slipper The other one quite bare. On Christmas day he died alone Sat there in his chair. © Pamela Brooke 2009
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Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 9:32 AM UTC
ARISTOCRATIC CHRISTMAS
ARISTOCRATIC CHRISTMAS The goose was plucked for Christmas Not a feather was in sight The butler cleaned the silver Cook baked with all of her might The aristocrats in the morning room Sipped a sherry or two Whilst waiting for their dinner It was the thing to do All dressed in their finery The children there as well All except for Grandpa (The stories he could tell!) No one alas was listening And no one noticed there He’d on one foot a slipper And the other was quite bare. Below stairs was quite hectic Upstairs all serene And all along the passageways And sometimes in between Servants rushed as servants do To make things run with ease Tending fires fetching things Aiming just to please And Grandpa sat and nodded His head sank on his chest He remembered long ago The Christmas he’d thought best With one foot in a slipper The other one quite bare He waited for his dinner Sat there in his chair And soon the gong it sounded Its boom rang loud and clear They all trooped in the dining room With those they held so dear The table was resplendent The glasses gleamed and shone The cutlery was sparkling The goose it weighed a ton The master carved the mistress smiled The children looked in awe The butler served the vegetables (Cos that’s what they are for) The pudding was amazing The brandy sauce was ace They ate and ate until alas No more could they face All except for Grandpa He was sat quite still And no one noticed him not there As they all ate their fill With one foot in his slipper The other one quite bare. On Christmas day he died alone Sat there in his chair. © Pamela Brooke 2009
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swimming in currents, water dark as our Shadows, there’s a war going on outside, and inside we all have our own battles, don’t know who to trust, just need someone I can trust, lost at sea it seems life’s but a dream, and I’m sailing through on my lifeboat, I hope, this lifeboat can find a lifeguard, because I feel like a criminal that’s escaped prison, and now I’m living larger than life at large, like I’m not hiding, but people don’t see me, even when I’m out here shining, or occasionally when I’m on the TV, see she, is my Lifeguard, guarding me to her life, she protects me from my Darkness, with the Love of her Light, swimming fearlessly through the Seven Seas, by my side she rides relentlessly, she’s my Lifeguard she’s my Lighthouse, upon my rock she shines luminescently, she shows trust in our Divine Nature, she is what’s better when we’re together, she is the grass that’s greener the weather that’s clearer, and every moment together with her feels like forever, even though we both know nothing lasts forever, everyone goes eventually, evidentially, she is certainly a site to behold, how could someone be so modest, and at the same time so bold, to hold, and to have, to love, and to laugh, she loves me unconditionally, never mad, always happy, forever sad, rays of sunlight shine in like insight, on me from her whenever I’m feeling down, she shows up just in time to save my life, grabbing my hand just as I’m about to drown, more stamina than Pamela she’s an Angel a Savior, she’s my own personal hero, she is my Lifeguard, always watching facing fear without fear so, I offer her my everything, indebted gratitude to her like a Samurai, and yeah even though we’re both socialites, we prefer when it’s just us as in her and I, and I know this world is a dangerous place, but as long as we have each other we will survive, because she is my lifeguard my lifeboat my lightforce, she is my lighthouse guiding me home with her loving light… ∆ Aaron La Lux ∆
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Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 2:19 AM UTC
+ Lifeguard +
swimming in currents, water dark as our Shadows, there’s a war going on outside, and inside we all have our own battles, don’t know who to trust, just need someone I can trust, lost at sea it seems life’s but a dream, and I’m sailing through on my lifeboat, I hope, this lifeboat can find a lifeguard, because I feel like a criminal that’s escaped prison, and now I’m living larger than life at large, like I’m not hiding, but people don’t see me, even when I’m out here shining, or occasionally when I’m on the TV, see she, is my Lifeguard, guarding me to her life, she protects me from my Darkness, with the Love of her Light, swimming fearlessly through the Seven Seas, by my side she rides relentlessly, she’s my Lifeguard she’s my Lighthouse, upon my rock she shines luminescently, she shows trust in our Divine Nature, she is what’s better when we’re together, she is the grass that’s greener the weather that’s clearer, and every moment together with her feels like forever, even though we both know nothing lasts forever, everyone goes eventually, evidentially, she is certainly a site to behold, how could someone be so modest, and at the same time so bold, to hold, and to have, to love, and to laugh, she loves me unconditionally, never mad, always happy, forever sad, rays of sunlight shine in like insight, on me from her whenever I’m feeling down, she shows up just in time to save my life, grabbing my hand just as I’m about to drown, more stamina than Pamela she’s an Angel a Savior, she’s my own personal hero, she is my Lifeguard, always watching facing fear without fear so, I offer her my everything, indebted gratitude to her like a Samurai, and yeah even though we’re both socialites, we prefer when it’s just us as in her and I, and I know this world is a dangerous place, but as long as we have each other we will survive, because she is my lifeguard my lifeboat my lightforce, she is my lighthouse guiding me home with her loving light… ∆ Aaron La Lux ∆
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After Pamela Sutton’s “Forty” Since when are words lost, numbers dominating? Until today, it was vernacular, not mathematics. All changed at 18 when numbers engulfed my life like a tsunami. 1 life. 1 drive to school, traffic on the 405, 25 minutes; 10-minute parking; first class at 8. 8 dollars per hour x 3 day work week = no shopping. Under my parents’ life insurance, for now. One life. One dream of commencement, a sea of black and gold; students as adults, graduating, growing up, careers: the only things that matter now. One dream of wheeling a patient into the OR and he grasps my hand. One saved life. 66 specialties for a nurse. 8 stories in CHOC Hospital; 279 beds. One goal for everyone; nurses, patients, families— disease-free, healthy. One hospital specializing in children; one in Orange, thousands of facilities. One late night in Riverside the kitchen fluorescents slowly brings the eyes of two, one father, one daughter, to a close. 58 notecards, handwriting messy and smudged. 12 prefixes, 37 roots, 9 suffixes. 44 years: 1 student: Dad. The point where my future was clear. One goal, one career, one life. The subtle hum of the white lights lulls us to sleep as the room slowly darkens. September 2013
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 1:33 AM UTC
Eighteen
~for Pamela Rae~ you cannot amend reality by passing a law. if we could, then we should have one requiring society to guarantee a happy childhood. every **** time I propose to myself a resolution that I am an ok poet, I stumble on to a poet here of whom I was unaware, and you were, correctly aware, that brings a good light into the world, vowing to throw in the towel, the I'm ok resolution never passes, voted down 2 - 1; Against:  Myself, I In Favor: Me which necessitates try try again Einstein's Insanity Theorem fool proofed. Exclaim! what a goodly word.   If we ex'd our claims (need, due, want) more, walking in quiet contemplation, we could climb on our roof (I can) and proclaim (silently) glory glory hallelujah and it would not matter to whom  (which diety) we are addressing.   Outstanding! what a goodly word. If I could satisfy the claims against me outstanding, still unsatisfied, while I am yet among the living, especially the one that are self-propelled, that would be outstanding. I would rather the simple monetary motived corruption of a dishonest businessman, than the cowardly silence of the fools we elect to govern us, and gravely pretend to know what is good for us. I call this, My Theory of the Greater Corruption. Word Salad: making crazy combinations of words, i.e. eggplant smile, vegetable sunrise etc. hell, I just can't make any up, it is cheap and lazy crafty no craftsmanship, craftwomanship but very self/satisfying and tasty too,  I'm sure, and authentic 100%  b.s. The apocalypse is always nigh. Ironically, very true. Let's keep it that way. neigh neigh neigh. I write many more words than I speak;   by a very wide margin; this pleases me, by a very wide margin. complexification (yes, it is a real word) and glorification rhyme because they both end in shunned. In heaven, the following are outlawed: yoga, exercise, dieting, crying; denying and lying.   the latter obviate the former. glory glory hallelujah and hot **** >•> 4/18/17 2:43am
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Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 3:21 AM UTC
musings miscellanea (amending reality)
~for Pamela Rae~ you cannot amend reality by passing a law. if we could, then we should have one requiring society to guarantee a happy childhood. every **** time I propose to myself a resolution that I am an ok poet, I stumble on to a poet here of whom I was unaware, and you were, correctly aware, that brings a good light into the world, vowing to throw in the towel, the I'm ok resolution never passes, voted down 2 - 1; Against:  Myself, I In Favor: Me which necessitates try try again Einstein's Insanity Theorem fool proofed. Exclaim! what a goodly word.   If we ex'd our claims (need, due, want) more, walking in quiet contemplation, we could climb on our roof (I can) and proclaim (silently) glory glory hallelujah and it would not matter to whom  (which diety) we are addressing.   Outstanding! what a goodly word. If I could satisfy the claims against me outstanding, still unsatisfied, while I am yet among the living, especially the one that are self-propelled, that would be outstanding. I would rather the simple monetary motived corruption of a dishonest businessman, than the cowardly silence of the fools we elect to govern us, and gravely pretend to know what is good for us. I call this, My Theory of the Greater Corruption. Word Salad: making crazy combinations of words, i.e. eggplant smile, vegetable sunrise etc. hell, I just can't make any up, it is cheap and lazy crafty no craftsmanship, craftwomanship but very self/satisfying and tasty too,  I'm sure, and authentic 100%  b.s. The apocalypse is always nigh. Ironically, very true. Let's keep it that way. neigh neigh neigh. I write many more words than I speak;   by a very wide margin; this pleases me, by a very wide margin. complexification (yes, it is a real word) and glorification rhyme because they both end in shunned. In heaven, the following are outlawed: yoga, exercise, dieting, crying; denying and lying.   the latter obviate the former. glory glory hallelujah and hot **** >•> 4/18/17 2:43am
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Estoy en esa etapa de la vida donde no sé para que rumbo voy, ni siquiera se en que rumbo estoy. Me siento perdida en el mundo, en mi mente. Es una nube que ha aparecido estos últimos meses, cegando por completo mis sueños y mis metas. Me siento vacía. Nada me hace feliz y nada me hace triste. Siento que me encuentro en un desierto tratando de buscar la salida, pero no veo nada. No veo esperanza. Me gustaría ver a alguien con sus brazos abiertos y con una sonrisa diciendome "Todo va estar bien Pamela". Me gustaría creerle. Siempre he dicho que no le tengo miedo a nada. La realidad es que me estoy muriendo de terror. El amor, el futuro, la vida, son cosas que temo. Encuentro tan interesante el amor y esos sentimientos que aparecen por una persona, pero tan dañino. Entregarle tu corazon a alguien y no ser correspondido me mata de miedo. Es por eso que me alejo. Siempre me alejo. Me alejo cuando tengo miedo. Me alejo cuando me acerco a alguien. Me alejo al futuro y a mis sueños. No puedo ni llorar. Tal vez mis lagrimas temen salir y dejar ver que soy humano, tal vez ya no tengo lagrimas, tal vez mis sentimientos se han ido con mi mente.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
Mi mente haciendo maleta