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I have longed for this year since fourth grade When I learned what a val-e-dic-tor-ian was And realized I wanted to be one. I have longed for this year since I was fifteen And wanted to leave home Go out and explore the bigger world Free of parents and noisy siblings. I have longed for this year since my first college tour And I saw the hubbub The libraries, the labs, the dorms, the giant sweatshirts And noticed how small and quiet my high school was. We picked out caps and gowns Red We lead the pep rallies now The loudest yet We're taking physics, and calculus, and the SATs Feeling scholarly We picked out how our names appear on our diplomas First M. Last We have our licenses Drive to school We fill out college applications endlessly And endlessly... We picked our prom theme Great Gatsby We're getting lazy very quickly Senioritis Graduation keeps us going Graduation is the goal Graduation is the light at the end of the tunnel Graduation in June Graduation in red polyester Graduation in the sun Graduation is the end But wait. Hold up. Stop. Stop. STOP! Seven more months with you? You, who I've stared at for four years? You, whose smiles make my day? You, whose face I look for in crowds? You, who are the most amazing person I've ever met? You, who I haven't even asked out? You, who have no idea who I feel? You, who might by some miracle possibly feel the same way? You, who I'll regret never making a move with for the rest of my life? You? Seven. Months.? HOLD UP SENIOR YEAR SLOW DOWN GRADUATION THERE'S A BOY.
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Nov 2, 2013
Nov 2, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
Senior
I have longed for this year since fourth grade When I learned what a val-e-dic-tor-ian was And realized I wanted to be one. I have longed for this year since I was fifteen And wanted to leave home Go out and explore the bigger world Free of parents and noisy siblings. I have longed for this year since my first college tour And I saw the hubbub The libraries, the labs, the dorms, the giant sweatshirts And noticed how small and quiet my high school was. We picked out caps and gowns Red We lead the pep rallies now The loudest yet We're taking physics, and calculus, and the SATs Feeling scholarly We picked out how our names appear on our diplomas First M. Last We have our licenses Drive to school We fill out college applications endlessly And endlessly... We picked our prom theme Great Gatsby We're getting lazy very quickly Senioritis Graduation keeps us going Graduation is the goal Graduation is the light at the end of the tunnel Graduation in June Graduation in red polyester Graduation in the sun Graduation is the end But wait. Hold up. Stop. Stop. STOP! Seven more months with you? You, who I've stared at for four years? You, whose smiles make my day? You, whose face I look for in crowds? You, who are the most amazing person I've ever met? You, who I haven't even asked out? You, who have no idea who I feel? You, who might by some miracle possibly feel the same way? You, who I'll regret never making a move with for the rest of my life? You? Seven. Months.? HOLD UP SENIOR YEAR SLOW DOWN GRADUATION THERE'S A BOY.
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By Janis Ian I learned the truth at seventeen That love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear skinned smiles Who married young and then retired The valentines I never knew The Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful At seventeen I learned the truth... And those of us with ravaged faces Lacking in the social graces Desperately remained at home Inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say "come dance with me" And murmured vague obscenities It isn't all it seems at seventeen... A brown eyed girl in hand me downs Whose name I never could pronounce Said: "Pity please the ones who serve They only get what they deserve" The rich relationed hometown queen Marries into what she needs With a guarantee of company And haven for the elderly... So remember those who win the game Lose the love they sought to gain In debitures of quality and dubious integrity Their small-town eyes will gape at you In dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received at seventeen... To those of us who knew the pain Of valentines that never came And those whose names were never called When choosing sides for basketball It was long ago and far away the world was younger than today when dreams were all they gave for free to ugly duckling girls like me... We all play the game, and when we dare We cheat ourselves at solitaire Inventing lovers on the phone Repenting other lives unknown That call and say: "Come on, dance with me" And murmur vague obscenities At ugly girls like me, at seventeen...
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 3:34 PM UTC
"AT SEVENTEEN"
By Janis Ian I learned the truth at seventeen That love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear skinned smiles Who married young and then retired The valentines I never knew The Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful At seventeen I learned the truth... And those of us with ravaged faces Lacking in the social graces Desperately remained at home Inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say "come dance with me" And murmured vague obscenities It isn't all it seems at seventeen... A brown eyed girl in hand me downs Whose name I never could pronounce Said: "Pity please the ones who serve They only get what they deserve" The rich relationed hometown queen Marries into what she needs With a guarantee of company And haven for the elderly... So remember those who win the game Lose the love they sought to gain In debitures of quality and dubious integrity Their small-town eyes will gape at you In dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received at seventeen... To those of us who knew the pain Of valentines that never came And those whose names were never called When choosing sides for basketball It was long ago and far away the world was younger than today when dreams were all they gave for free to ugly duckling girls like me... We all play the game, and when we dare We cheat ourselves at solitaire Inventing lovers on the phone Repenting other lives unknown That call and say: "Come on, dance with me" And murmur vague obscenities At ugly girls like me, at seventeen...
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It was just a Kiss It was a fellas hangout Why I refused? Still don't know We were all there, ballers and players Ian was always there, behind Never fails to appear a Lover Tonight she is a drunkard No hold backs; No barrier "How long Adelaide, how long?" You can't kiss me in public I am not your side-chick No more , No more, NO! I've done it all, everything Come dear can we go home We can talk about this at .... **** you Adelaide! Sit down These are your friends, aren't they? Tell them who i am to you NOW! She's now the Boss, I get Bossed For your information, giggles! I'm pregnant and I'm not terminating Oh! Baby... Don't baby me... Gabby should have kept quiet 'Hm-mm Sorry can i excused?" Shut the **** up Gabriel! Are you saying you aint in this? Giggles! NG Gabby has a child ... "What! SLAP! Jeez! *** Its enough Ian! SLAP! Silence Long silence..... Tears, agony, wailing, pleadings Guess its more than just a kiss It always is Stupid...
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Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 7:50 AM UTC
"I should have kissed her..."
An Open Letter to Really Important People                      The Old Dime Box, Texas Statement            A Manifesto Made Manifest in Manifesting Manifestingness We post this serious looking document Bloated with long vocabulary words Sodden with weak dependent clauses Marshaled in numbered ranks, down, down they go To the GossipNet all serious like And everyone has to pay attention to us Because it’s AN OPEN LETTER, y’know - You may sign it if you’ve got letters behind your name Signatories: Apostle-Disciple Magic Dawn, DD., Non-Binary, Author of Green Polar Bears I Am, Co-Equal-Director of the Anti-Oppressionist Theatre Against the Occupation, Agent of the Revolution, Auteur, Guest on The Wheel of Fortune and Parent of Two AMAZING children of indeterminate Gender with Their AWESOME and AMAZING Life-Partner Sven-Marie. Massive Ferguson, M.Ed., Poet, Rector of Admissions, The University of Where the Old Circuit City Use to Be Poncy Tworbst, M.A., PUBLISHED Author, Seeker, Inspirational Singer-Songwriter, PUBLISHED Heather-Mistee La’ Thwitte-Tworbst, Ph.D., Director of Library Resources at Saint Margaret ****** Homeschool Resource Authority Collective, Inc., Certified Ordained Consecrated Priest in The Worldwide Church of Me-ness and Pastor of the World-Famous Weddings ‘R’ Us Chapel of Rainbow Dreams in Magdalena, New Mexico Lawrence Hall, HSG, Thinker of Thinky-Ness and, Like, Stuff, Endowed Chair he found at Goodwill, His Mark: X (Sean Ian Johann Johnson, MBA, J.D., Chief Photocopier Operator at Donald Trump University and Fashion Editor at Gun, God, and Guts Magazine, was not able to sign today; he is sharing a cell with other White House staff and patiently awaiting The Day of Greatness.)
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Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
An Open Letter to Really Important People / The Old Dime Box, Texas Statement
An Open Letter to Really Important People                      The Old Dime Box, Texas Statement            A Manifesto Made Manifest in Manifesting Manifestingness We post this serious looking document Bloated with long vocabulary words Sodden with weak dependent clauses Marshaled in numbered ranks, down, down they go To the GossipNet all serious like And everyone has to pay attention to us Because it’s AN OPEN LETTER, y’know - You may sign it if you’ve got letters behind your name Signatories: Apostle-Disciple Magic Dawn, DD., Non-Binary, Author of Green Polar Bears I Am, Co-Equal-Director of the Anti-Oppressionist Theatre Against the Occupation, Agent of the Revolution, Auteur, Guest on The Wheel of Fortune and Parent of Two AMAZING children of indeterminate Gender with Their AWESOME and AMAZING Life-Partner Sven-Marie. Massive Ferguson, M.Ed., Poet, Rector of Admissions, The University of Where the Old Circuit City Use to Be Poncy Tworbst, M.A., PUBLISHED Author, Seeker, Inspirational Singer-Songwriter, PUBLISHED Heather-Mistee La’ Thwitte-Tworbst, Ph.D., Director of Library Resources at Saint Margaret ****** Homeschool Resource Authority Collective, Inc., Certified Ordained Consecrated Priest in The Worldwide Church of Me-ness and Pastor of the World-Famous Weddings ‘R’ Us Chapel of Rainbow Dreams in Magdalena, New Mexico Lawrence Hall, HSG, Thinker of Thinky-Ness and, Like, Stuff, Endowed Chair he found at Goodwill, His Mark: X (Sean Ian Johann Johnson, MBA, J.D., Chief Photocopier Operator at Donald Trump University and Fashion Editor at Gun, God, and Guts Magazine, was not able to sign today; he is sharing a cell with other White House staff and patiently awaiting The Day of Greatness.)
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It’s Christmas time, Santa Claus is here, I guess it’s just that time of year That fills everyone with glee, Everyone but me. I immediately regretted climbing out of bed When I feel the chill creeping up my neck. I just want to go back to sleep, Then some sanity I can keep. I slowly make my way toward the fireplace. But that’s when I see your face Because you always kept me warm. And sheltered from those winter storms. Everyone is asking me to make a list, If I could have anything that I wish, What would it be? I close my eyes and I see. Hawaii or Europe could be nice, At least they aren’t covered in this ice. Or maybe a new sweater, To hide myself from this weather. Avery wants a Barbie and Kayden wants it all, Ian wants legos, but I fear that they’re so small, He will probably lose them, so I guess that’s a waste, I just want to kiss away these unpleasant holidays. I could say I want a new car covered in ribbons and bows But if you want the truth, then here it goes. I want to go back this time last year where everything was right. Where I had the boy, I had the Dad, but a Mother? Well…not quite. Maybe that could be my other wish, A bonus on my gift list. I would do anything you need me to, Because Christmas isn’t the same without you. You didn’t have to be my father, Because I was another man’s daughter, But you pulled me in, and gave me your name, And when it came to your children, you treated me the same. Maybe I didn’t know my dad, But there was one special man that I had, And as I look out over this blasted snow, I realize that I can’t let you go. Mom part 2 might seem alright, But you should see how she is at night, Because the love of her life was taken away, A month ago from last Sunday. Daddy’s little girl, isn’t little anymore, And daddy isn’t here to kiss her little sores. Her heart is breaking because you’re gone. But life is supposed to go on. They asked me what I wanted And all I know is that this is true, **That Christmas time, isn’t Christmas time, If Christmas is missing you.**
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Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 5:18 PM UTC
The New Scrooge
It’s Christmas time, Santa Claus is here, I guess it’s just that time of year That fills everyone with glee, Everyone but me. I immediately regretted climbing out of bed When I feel the chill creeping up my neck. I just want to go back to sleep, Then some sanity I can keep. I slowly make my way toward the fireplace. But that’s when I see your face Because you always kept me warm. And sheltered from those winter storms. Everyone is asking me to make a list, If I could have anything that I wish, What would it be? I close my eyes and I see. Hawaii or Europe could be nice, At least they aren’t covered in this ice. Or maybe a new sweater, To hide myself from this weather. Avery wants a Barbie and Kayden wants it all, Ian wants legos, but I fear that they’re so small, He will probably lose them, so I guess that’s a waste, I just want to kiss away these unpleasant holidays. I could say I want a new car covered in ribbons and bows But if you want the truth, then here it goes. I want to go back this time last year where everything was right. Where I had the boy, I had the Dad, but a Mother? Well…not quite. Maybe that could be my other wish, A bonus on my gift list. I would do anything you need me to, Because Christmas isn’t the same without you. You didn’t have to be my father, Because I was another man’s daughter, But you pulled me in, and gave me your name, And when it came to your children, you treated me the same. Maybe I didn’t know my dad, But there was one special man that I had, And as I look out over this blasted snow, I realize that I can’t let you go. Mom part 2 might seem alright, But you should see how she is at night, Because the love of her life was taken away, A month ago from last Sunday. Daddy’s little girl, isn’t little anymore, And daddy isn’t here to kiss her little sores. Her heart is breaking because you’re gone. But life is supposed to go on. They asked me what I wanted And all I know is that this is true, **That Christmas time, isn’t Christmas time, If Christmas is missing you.**
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I sat chatting to Alison of what I can't recall. Why she was here I had no idea at all. Ian laughed and made a reference to Cruella De Ville, a pet name for my ex that makes him giggle still. Then she entered, seemingly frantic, papers dropped floating like feathers. Her hair trailed as though chasing to catch her as she raced through the world. But no man could catch her as there was no race she was not even there but visiting the same. She spoke loudly, her words echoed of Edgar Allen Poe. Deep and mysterious, soft in reference to my very thoughts. She seemed familiar, yet not, oh how could that be? Real and not there, I thought I had met her. But probably not yet? She opened a book and said listen to me she spoke so softley I just agreed. I can't remember a word that she said only Alisons laughter and Ians nodding head. They sat next to us but faded away I was losing reality but needed to stay! The librarian rebuked them and I turned away, then I realised it was Caroline who was sat at the desk. She turned and smiled and started to say Hi I'm.... Before she could speak I said "Caroline" I know She smiled and leaned towards me, then I woke The dream blown to infinity. The library gone.
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Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
Hi I'm Caroline
Bear came to do my garden today It had got into rather a mess, Sticky Jenny and dandelions, Rotten roots and garlic shoots Got poor Bear betwixed; Hot and sweating, really fretting Bear began to cry, Why was it that I thought gardening From painting let me hide. But off he went along the fence Pulling out the weeds Found some bulbs that did not smell Dug  them up, as fast, as well Now they're  back in a different spot Three short stems in an empty plot; Made me laugh just to see How silly that Woolly Bear can be. Love Mary Thank you to Ian my Gardener
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Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
Woolly Bear.
The cop asked me for my license to which I replied what the hell is that. Officer Tillman I belive i met your wife in a restroom down at the laundrymat. She didnt do ya justice. Cause you arent all that ugly but you are kinda fat. No my last name isnt Knoxville but I sure had some fun in Tennessee. Met darlin that left a burnin feelin behind just for me. My life is like a tweenty four hour cartoon. A wreckless wonder. If ya wanna ride along theres always room. Gotta babydoll I often reffer to as Tinker. She's my favorite semi insane funsize drinker. Got a amigo or two. Some fake ID's cause some people just happen to be looking for me. I thought you already knew. Some people like to hate. Clive. Forrest. Ian. Dont be jelouse your still living togather in the same basement no hope ever having none inflatable date. Iv'e taken some pretty hard licks. Put my mind in a blender . Now all im left with is becon bits. Im the Jackass of poetry alone I hold the crown. Some might call me a village idoit. But I would say im most fun fella in town. And if ya read this work and still cant see. You can go to hell. And thats one thing apon me my imaginary friends and my little badass tinker agree.
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Oct 18, 2009
Oct 18, 2009 at 11:55 AM UTC
The ******* Of Poetry
i'm not proud of nicknames... but then again, i find nicknames to be the archetypal form of endearment - a "belittling" with warm affection... i didn't have a nickname in primary school... the girls tried, rabbit... Danielle... i remember Danielle calling me rabbit, why? the way i ran... jumping in between running steps... i like Danielle,a brunette, with enough freckles to make her a ***** ginger... high school? Goldilocks named by Graham... or Chewbacca by Barry.. i was the only man attempting to grow long hair.. a mullet wast the running joke, among the Ian crowd... university? no nickname... shitty time... while industrial roofing took off, working for my father? Picasso... i was meticulous with the tar... but lately... my grandmother has a nickname for me... because of my beard... these days i'm know as Castro... i'm not proud of nicknames... but i didn't make them up! i wish i had... that being said... nicknames are quiet endearing... i'd love to see Danielle once more... see how much the freckles took over her complexion; Danielle... **** me... what an ****** name... like m first love in the English tongue... the moment i heard it... Sam-anth-a(h)... curly hair, darkened blonde, mingling an autumnal-cherry mahogany with chocolate cinnamon... **** i've been so erotically mobilized / motivated... from such an early age... Danielle & Samantha... nicknames... and the rest is, history.
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 10:04 PM UTC
i'm not proud of nicknames
Ian Garrick, he sailed the Seven Seas or Captain Redbeard, as he's known to you and me He loved riches, as well as flesh and wine But death and destruction are what filled most of his time Captain Redbeard, despised and feared Ian Garrick, he died at sea The Crimson Captain, he came to be The Dread Phantom Pirate King Without Mercy The King’s Commander, the mightiest to sail Remembered just by title in his enemy's folktale Died in battle, attacked to no avail But still saw the captain fall Beyond the Pale His eyes were gold as fire Demise, his sole desire His eyes were gold as fire Demise, his soul desired In nightmares, Ian Garrick lives Captain Blood-N-Gore The images his name still gives of Horror, Hell and War Are bound to silent darkness In the Depths of Nevermore Until a poor fool summons them In suffering, Reborn
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Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 9:29 PM UTC
The Crimson Captain
Okay his name is Ian he is 7'4 1/2 7 foot 4 1/2 inches tall so he is amout compared to me I love him even though he can be a pain in the *** some times but I still love him he is always there for me when I need him the most so yeah he is amazing.... I love him...!!!!!!!!?????
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
My Mountain
Two rivers flow from my heart: One famous to the people— Revered, acknowledged, Relied upon to renew life In those strong, able mothers, Whose water is playful and tame; The other only known to the Beasts of the forest—the exiles, The infidels, the disillusioned Sinners since birth, and the Secret prophets who understand Love and continue to preach it Across treetops, under skies, Through minds and closet doors And kitchen knives and civil[ian] wars. Bless their souls, those words of peace Shine brighter than the sun (Rumored to rise over everyone). My rivers breathe life within me until The source depletes, and my heart is still.
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
Rivers
A bright lad called Alistair Cook Did enjoy the occasional book, He went out to bat, NO - don't play at that, They did him; line, sinker and hook. On him I'd bet my whole house, More like a lion than a mouse, He bats with aplomb, Both dainty and strong, It can only be Andrew Strauss. From the pavilion did Jonathan Trott, Nervous and anxious he is not, He'll be there for a while, All England will smile, And South Africa know he is hot. Next in is the feisty KP, His batting, the top of the tree, Sixes so great, They should be worth eight, Now just stay IN for a hundred or three! A chap from ooop north who is good, Goes by the name of Paul Collingwood, Gritty and tough, We just can't get enough, Fight as hard as him, we all should. No more will the fear he smell, He's been down to the gym as well, His batting is slick, Number six does the trick, The crowd cheers for Ian Bell. Swinging his bat, it's Matt Prior, Born with iron grit, steel and fire, If he holds each catch, We'll win the match, And his ranking will go much higher. Our spinner is next, Mr Swann, His bowling is coming on strong, His batting is great, Which the opposition hate, Not to pick him much sooner was wrong. Our tall quickie is young Stuart Broad, His bat is a rapier like sword, He can oft' bowl too short, Yet the batters get caught, And Of wicket-taking we never are bored. James Anderson is our king of swing, Late movement his favourite thing, Please bowl nice and full, Offer nothing to pull, And just hear those stumps go 'ping'. Graeme Onions comes in at long last, Cannot bat but, he can bowl fast, He makes them play, While others may stray, Durham long-hops a thing of the past.
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Feb 9, 2010
Feb 9, 2010 at 10:59 PM UTC
Upbeat England XI
A bright lad called Alistair Cook Did enjoy the occasional book, He went out to bat, NO - don't play at that, They did him; line, sinker and hook. On him I'd bet my whole house, More like a lion than a mouse, He bats with aplomb, Both dainty and strong, It can only be Andrew Strauss. From the pavilion did Jonathan Trott, Nervous and anxious he is not, He'll be there for a while, All England will smile, And South Africa know he is hot. Next in is the feisty KP, His batting, the top of the tree, Sixes so great, They should be worth eight, Now just stay IN for a hundred or three! A chap from ooop north who is good, Goes by the name of Paul Collingwood, Gritty and tough, We just can't get enough, Fight as hard as him, we all should. No more will the fear he smell, He's been down to the gym as well, His batting is slick, Number six does the trick, The crowd cheers for Ian Bell. Swinging his bat, it's Matt Prior, Born with iron grit, steel and fire, If he holds each catch, We'll win the match, And his ranking will go much higher. Our spinner is next, Mr Swann, His bowling is coming on strong, His batting is great, Which the opposition hate, Not to pick him much sooner was wrong. Our tall quickie is young Stuart Broad, His bat is a rapier like sword, He can oft' bowl too short, Yet the batters get caught, And Of wicket-taking we never are bored. James Anderson is our king of swing, Late movement his favourite thing, Please bowl nice and full, Offer nothing to pull, And just hear those stumps go 'ping'. Graeme Onions comes in at long last, Cannot bat but, he can bowl fast, He makes them play, While others may stray, Durham long-hops a thing of the past.
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How to make nonsense out of bitter citrus fruits Leave them be, already a font of nonsensical egg yolks You do this for yourself, your own self, and no other self Endure another fortnight daliance, you dance forthrightly Absorb information like paranoia The facts are lying in bed with an orange banana How to make something lasting in a world cursed with impermanence It cannot be done. It simply cannot be done. The length of a breadbasket will often determine the size of the loaf The ratio of meat to potatoes makes nonsensical lemonade The worst kind...worse than the worst This document is not intended for distribution during the lifetime of the author Only with his passing disseminate expecting sympathy for the old poet's story, how rarely it truly changes The ingredients for the above mentioned nonsense have been properly proportortioned and mixed per instruction Take a wiff, you can smell the sweet aroma of their baking vapor As a child I ate spoonfuls of baking powder The aroma certainly saturates the proceedings Almost intoxicating how it smacks your heart with nostalgia The stupid cartoons, the National Lampoon stolen from the convenience store you hung out in Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in That, my friend, is the beginning from the end That, my foe, is the bleedin' end of the road I'm in Ian Curtis' voice, deadening repetion Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out Ding, Ding, the timer in the kitchen chimes it's melancholy ring The nonsense is at this present moment complete Ready to serve, ready to eat and please don't choke on my words, I'm half asleep
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC
Your Promised Serving of Nonsense
How to make nonsense out of bitter citrus fruits Leave them be, already a font of nonsensical egg yolks You do this for yourself, your own self, and no other self Endure another fortnight daliance, you dance forthrightly Absorb information like paranoia The facts are lying in bed with an orange banana How to make something lasting in a world cursed with impermanence It cannot be done. It simply cannot be done. The length of a breadbasket will often determine the size of the loaf The ratio of meat to potatoes makes nonsensical lemonade The worst kind...worse than the worst This document is not intended for distribution during the lifetime of the author Only with his passing disseminate expecting sympathy for the old poet's story, how rarely it truly changes The ingredients for the above mentioned nonsense have been properly proportortioned and mixed per instruction Take a wiff, you can smell the sweet aroma of their baking vapor As a child I ate spoonfuls of baking powder The aroma certainly saturates the proceedings Almost intoxicating how it smacks your heart with nostalgia The stupid cartoons, the National Lampoon stolen from the convenience store you hung out in Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in, Out in That, my friend, is the beginning from the end That, my foe, is the bleedin' end of the road I'm in Ian Curtis' voice, deadening repetion Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out, Day in Day out Ding, Ding, the timer in the kitchen chimes it's melancholy ring The nonsense is at this present moment complete Ready to serve, ready to eat and please don't choke on my words, I'm half asleep
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Hey mom... it's me your oldest son, first baby, first headache. I just wanted to talk to you, it's been so so long since we talked and I just wanted to check in with you, so...how you been? Things have been okay with me I guess, you should the others they're growing up so fast Neko is probably taller than you, Meena is so beautiful she acts like us, and Ian he's getting so big he looks like his dad though. But I'm still the same-old, non-athletic,tech head,weirdo son you left behind that day. Well I hope that you got wifi at your house in the clouds so you can read this but, LOVE & MISS YOU Sincerely Baby #1
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 5:01 AM UTC
Hey Mom...
Jane was given a year to live Febricity, nausea and cancer would assist her through that year Marching headfirst into this battle Apropos of nothing, she packed up and left Maybe she broke down, maybe she got up Junction of her heart and mind, she was preparing to die whilst simultaneously starting to live Julian Alps, Tianzi Mountains, Santorini, Petra, Machu Picchu, she saw them all Augmented her mind Separated her ignorance October fell and she was hospitalized, the hospital was now her personal party with constant visitors Novice to cancer no more, now she was the leader Decease couldn’t stop her, she was alive
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Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 2:37 AM UTC
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At Seventeen Janis Ian I learned the truth at seventeen That love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear skinned smiles Who married young and then retired The valentines I never knew The Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful At seventeen I learned the truth And those of us with ravaged faces Lacking in the social graces Desperately remained at home Inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say "Come dance with me" And murmured vague obscenities It isn't all it seems At seventeen A brown eyed girl in hand-me-downs Whose name I never could pronounce Said, "Pity, please, the ones who serve They only get what they deserve" And the rich relationed hometown queen Marries into what she needs With a guarantee of company And haven for the elderly Remember those who win the game Lose the love they sought to gain In debentures of quality And dubious integrity Their small-town eyes will gape at you In dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received At seventeen To those of us who knew the pain Of valentines that never came And those whose names were never called When choosing sides for basketball It was long ago and far away The world was younger than today When dreams were all they gave for free To ugly duckling girls like me We all play the game, and when we dare To cheat ourselves at solitaire Inventing lovers on the phone Repenting other lives unknown They call and say, "Come dance with me" And murmur vague obscenities At ugly girls like me At seventeen Songwriters: Janis Ian
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May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 12:09 PM UTC
At Seventeen Janis Ian
At Seventeen Janis Ian I learned the truth at seventeen That love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear skinned smiles Who married young and then retired The valentines I never knew The Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful At seventeen I learned the truth And those of us with ravaged faces Lacking in the social graces Desperately remained at home Inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say "Come dance with me" And murmured vague obscenities It isn't all it seems At seventeen A brown eyed girl in hand-me-downs Whose name I never could pronounce Said, "Pity, please, the ones who serve They only get what they deserve" And the rich relationed hometown queen Marries into what she needs With a guarantee of company And haven for the elderly Remember those who win the game Lose the love they sought to gain In debentures of quality And dubious integrity Their small-town eyes will gape at you In dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received At seventeen To those of us who knew the pain Of valentines that never came And those whose names were never called When choosing sides for basketball It was long ago and far away The world was younger than today When dreams were all they gave for free To ugly duckling girls like me We all play the game, and when we dare To cheat ourselves at solitaire Inventing lovers on the phone Repenting other lives unknown They call and say, "Come dance with me" And murmur vague obscenities At ugly girls like me At seventeen Songwriters: Janis Ian
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About three years ago I visited the Cavern pub on Matthew Street. My friend Ian Prowse runs the open Mic night. They have two rules. No cover versions and three songs maximum. I hadn't been for a while and was immediately set upon by Ian to sing a song he likes that I wrote. So when the time came. Up I got and sang. After I went to the bar, my nerves shot. I ordered a drink and a lady approached me and said how much she enjoyed it. We chatted and she asked was I there every week. I said sadly no I have other commitments. She then said she would be back next week as working in Liverpool again would I like to meet up for a drink? . I agreed to meet at 7, Matthew Street. I had just met Heidi. The next Monday I finished work. Jumped the train to James Street and there she was. I asked had she eaten yet and she hadn't. So we went to a little Thai place on South John Street. We sat down ordered a bottle of white wine and made our selections. By the time we had finished the starters there was about 1cm of wine left in the bottle and she was very chatty and loud. Much to the delight of the couple on the table next too us who seemed to hang on her every word. The main course came and went as did the second bottle. I still hadn't got halfway into my second glass. Now truly smashed she says "I suppose you will want a BJ after this?" The lady on the table next too us almost choked, her husband let out a laugh and I said, I know not why, "That sounds nice, but I was looking forward to the Apple pie with ice cream to be fair." That was it for the couple next to us. His wife almost had an embolism and he laughed his head off. Heidi got up threw her napkin on the table, downed her glass of wine in one, announced to the fellow dinners "He's not getting laid tonight" Turned, almost demolished the table leaving, and stormed out. The couple next to me now in tears, the waitress comes to the table and asks "Err is the lady coming back?" I reply No I don't think so. She then asks would I like dessert? Before I can say a word the chap on the table next to us says "I hope you have apple pie and Ice cream for the poor guy" The waitress said "No" and that finished it. Three tables of people laughing relentlessly. I sat and had melon ***** and they chatted like we had known each other for years. What of Heidi? She was never to be seen again.
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Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 9:00 PM UTC
Apple pie?
About three years ago I visited the Cavern pub on Matthew Street. My friend Ian Prowse runs the open Mic night. They have two rules. No cover versions and three songs maximum. I hadn't been for a while and was immediately set upon by Ian to sing a song he likes that I wrote. So when the time came. Up I got and sang. After I went to the bar, my nerves shot. I ordered a drink and a lady approached me and said how much she enjoyed it. We chatted and she asked was I there every week. I said sadly no I have other commitments. She then said she would be back next week as working in Liverpool again would I like to meet up for a drink? . I agreed to meet at 7, Matthew Street. I had just met Heidi. The next Monday I finished work. Jumped the train to James Street and there she was. I asked had she eaten yet and she hadn't. So we went to a little Thai place on South John Street. We sat down ordered a bottle of white wine and made our selections. By the time we had finished the starters there was about 1cm of wine left in the bottle and she was very chatty and loud. Much to the delight of the couple on the table next too us who seemed to hang on her every word. The main course came and went as did the second bottle. I still hadn't got halfway into my second glass. Now truly smashed she says "I suppose you will want a BJ after this?" The lady on the table next too us almost choked, her husband let out a laugh and I said, I know not why, "That sounds nice, but I was looking forward to the Apple pie with ice cream to be fair." That was it for the couple next to us. His wife almost had an embolism and he laughed his head off. Heidi got up threw her napkin on the table, downed her glass of wine in one, announced to the fellow dinners "He's not getting laid tonight" Turned, almost demolished the table leaving, and stormed out. The couple next to me now in tears, the waitress comes to the table and asks "Err is the lady coming back?" I reply No I don't think so. She then asks would I like dessert? Before I can say a word the chap on the table next to us says "I hope you have apple pie and Ice cream for the poor guy" The waitress said "No" and that finished it. Three tables of people laughing relentlessly. I sat and had melon ***** and they chatted like we had known each other for years. What of Heidi? She was never to be seen again.
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Ian Kevin Morgan One for strength Two for smiles Three, my heart My Holy Trinity worship, adore, flourish
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Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 8:37 PM UTC
Holy Trinity
Every song ends And some fade out too soon Is that any reason Not to sing another tune Every poem ends For better or for worse Is that any reason To not chance another verse Every book ends, When the final chapter is done Is that any reason Not to start another one Every romance ends, a hard truth to discover But no reason my friend To think there'll be no other Every heavy heart breaks, But they're not beyond repair Sometimes all it takes Is to know there's love out there
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Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC
Is That Any Reason? Remix Collaboration with Ian Woods
He broke his neck thirty years ago I break mine more with each promise of keeping you in my life but Ian Curtis is on my mind a lot, grieving for souls I will never know. Some of his songs are so sad, like hearing the premature snap of his bones Cannot help but resent how clever society is to glamorize the unglamorous, even I am aware the flowers upon graves are not just for aesthetics, but we are still always trying to cover terrible tragedies with beautiful things. Am I just as guilty? I cheat on you with him. His spirit through my headphones, hoped if I listen intently the narrative changes. purple marks on your neck just that weekend you taught me what a hickey was and how they felt good yours’ declare ownership, not declarations of love. You walk into art class, purple painted across your throat. If love could save Ian, had I lived in the mid-seventies he may very well have lived forever and his throat painted by love, rather than the bruises of a noose. The letters I wrote you were in vain, my mistake quoting those Smiths’ songs: Morrissey is an ******* and so are you. I still am too scared to wonder how far I am willing to go to reap the benefits of sorrow. "New Dawn Fades" tears into my heartstrings feeling responsible in the prevention of another suicide I grapple onto what a savior complex was, your dead father the tracks on your arms made me cry but I thought it was stupid. It made me hate myself more why could I not learn to undo my drive to save anyone, but myself The phone call where I broke up with you and you pretend to overdose on the speaker One of us had to grow up, had to make it out alive And I love you again, every time Ian's ghost sings Isolation. And I leave you there, sure, to end the album after the final song.
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Aug 9, 2021
Aug 9, 2021 at 10:31 PM UTC
Ian Curtis
He broke his neck thirty years ago I break mine more with each promise of keeping you in my life but Ian Curtis is on my mind a lot, grieving for souls I will never know. Some of his songs are so sad, like hearing the premature snap of his bones Cannot help but resent how clever society is to glamorize the unglamorous, even I am aware the flowers upon graves are not just for aesthetics, but we are still always trying to cover terrible tragedies with beautiful things. Am I just as guilty? I cheat on you with him. His spirit through my headphones, hoped if I listen intently the narrative changes. purple marks on your neck just that weekend you taught me what a hickey was and how they felt good yours’ declare ownership, not declarations of love. You walk into art class, purple painted across your throat. If love could save Ian, had I lived in the mid-seventies he may very well have lived forever and his throat painted by love, rather than the bruises of a noose. The letters I wrote you were in vain, my mistake quoting those Smiths’ songs: Morrissey is an ******* and so are you. I still am too scared to wonder how far I am willing to go to reap the benefits of sorrow. "New Dawn Fades" tears into my heartstrings feeling responsible in the prevention of another suicide I grapple onto what a savior complex was, your dead father the tracks on your arms made me cry but I thought it was stupid. It made me hate myself more why could I not learn to undo my drive to save anyone, but myself The phone call where I broke up with you and you pretend to overdose on the speaker One of us had to grow up, had to make it out alive And I love you again, every time Ian's ghost sings Isolation. And I leave you there, sure, to end the album after the final song.
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we sang along to Joy Division and listened to Ian Curtis' voice spell out the truths of love and life too afraid to listen so we smoked a bit more we got high very high we couldn't walk in straight lines you said your legs were like lava so we hid away in each others' embrace he said love will tear us apart he was right but I never expected it to be as blissful as this
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 5:00 AM UTC
we should have listened to Ian Curtis
I'll admit I miss how things used to be. Hugs after runs Holding hands following slow dances Running to meet each other when we haven't been together in more than a few days It was all my sense of security Because nothing else could touch me Because when you whispered "I'll protect you" Into my hair It was a promise A promise that everyone else broke Everyone But you. I won't lie I miss calling you Ian Laughing at lame jokes Listening to John Mayer on buses headed to paradise Chasing each other through the woods Sleeping in your sweatshirts Only worrying if my hair really looked okay Because it always did to you No matter what. I'll admit I miss how things used to be. But I only miss what happened I don't miss you. I never have I never will And I'm sorry. For that And that we couldn't be who we always believed we were.
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Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 5:48 PM UTC
A Confession To My Best Friend's Cousin
Woman at diner who knew Fugazi, I wear all these pins on my denim jacket waiting for someone like you because a t-shirt isn’t loud enough. Woman who knew Fugazi, waitress at diner, had “seen them twenty times,” without exaggeration— with cracking olive skin and graying curly black hair to her shoulders, the light refracting off my pin my friend bought at a record store in Philly reflecting her the image of a slender, voluptuous youth donned in fake leather worn Levis and beat Vans shaking her mop of jet-black curly hair in a throng of like-minded dressed individuals in a dingy club angsty Washingtonians fleeing the Reagan Youth mad at Capitalism mad at Middle Class, mad at Excess, Abuse, Malaise— driven by the furious punk rhythms of sweat-drenched Fugazi. Woman who knew Fugazi, friends with Ian MacKaye, hadn’t seen him in years— waitress at restaurant where the scrambled eggs are dry and the coffee is stale. Waitress at diner, Mother now, wife, adult,                  [[punk]] at heart.
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Apr 13, 2017
Apr 13, 2017 at 3:51 PM UTC
Woman at Diner Who Knew Fugazi
sa na a la a i could never love a sa la o a oo a boy as much as you ta ra ta la ta la the sun awakes the heavens ta na ma la a ka i find my day in your arms ta ma na a la la a and my nights sharing your breath ian ta la na na ian ian, it was always ian ta ma sa la my heart stays true ta a ma sa la sa la beneath a beautiful black sky sa ma na ma na la i am always true to my love ta na ba wa la a but my heart breaks for another ta ma na ma na it will always be ian ta la sa ma chi or we will weep in china forever.
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Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 7:54 PM UTC
love poem (a la poe)