Picking up the petals
I walk around garden
Full with majestic sunflowers
Each of them have different story
Some of it are my favorite
Some of it not
I need them to grow
For me to remember
Up and down memories

I'm afraid that when i wake up, you are with somebody else, and forget all our precious moments. Look there, you move on so quickly while I'm still left behind thinkin about us.

Left alone -- not knowing what we are anymore

“Well sometimes you've got to break a few hearts. People need to know the difference between their realities and fantasies; otherwise they will be stuck in a bubble of hurt and disappointment," he said.

minus the pain that youve been giving me all these days. yes, im still doing fine.

I can delete all your picture, but it's  hard for me to forget all our memories together.

You left me with a lot of questions. Who is that girl? Why are you not replying all my messages? Why you avoiding me everytime I come closer? Why you broke your own promise that you sealed with me? You said you will never hurt me but you did. You left me heartbroken. You even said you value the word of love, but why you say I love you to other woman?

Then, suddenly you texted me say that it's all lies that you don't felt heartbroken while you looking at me. You are sorry and all. You are sad looking at me. Oh please for love's sakes, I don't need your pity. I want answers.

You are new in my life, yet I feel I knew you for a long time. You tell me all your secrets to me and that time I know you have a very dark side that I don't even want to know. You keep telling me your story what you have been through before you came in my life. You feel vulnerable. You afraid it will happen again. But I'm here. I will support you no matter what. I will never jugde you. We will face it together, my love

One bright light
shine the most of em all
Never cross in
my mind to have
the beauty
of the universe
I keep it in the deepest
part of my heart
To let no one can have it

As I wiped the tears flowing on my face, I took a deep breathe. I said to myself that I don't want to be sad. I can have a perfect life if avoid feel like this.

But it was not easy. Lastly, I ended broke down and crying myself in and out.

Anger, sadness, anxious, and more. All of that feelings I don't want to bottle it up. I wanna let my anger to everybody, crying by myself, everything that will lmake me satisfy. But then I keep bottle all my feelings cause take care of others heart.

When there no one willing to save me, You came and be my savior.
When days I broken so much
You let me your shoulder, said let me be your backbone.
Last two days ago, You asked me to marry you and I said yes. Who gonna said no when a person that will there for you ask let's get married.

Today I looking at your dead body, covered with three layers of thin fabric.
I don't understand.

Seeing you lying on hospital's bed really make me heart broken. If you really gonna go, then I'm ready.
I'm ready to let you go. At least you don't have to suffer through all the pain.
I will learn how to accept your death.
I will try.

I've been alone, waiting
for you
at home
I got no feel of the air no more
I turn off the radio
My ear sick of hearing love song all over the radio
I cannot find anymore
The zing we shared
Everything I think when wrong
Cause you are faking around me
Don't be afraid
I will superwoman
And
I'm gonna fly, fly, fly
million kilometers away from you

I am not the one who started the game.
Please for god's sake
Don't blame me when you the one fall for me. You should not mad at people when they teased you with me.
Just ******* with your attitude

I hate people who misunderstanding what I'm trying to say.
People misjudged me the way i write something between love or sadness.

Crush make us smile
Crush make us laugh about funny thing he did
Crush make us go crazy
Crush make our guts go butterflies
Crush make us thinking about our own
Crush make us loving them more
Crush make us try to catch their attention
Crush make us feel hurt
Crush make us hate them
Crush make us desperate to get them
Crush make our mind exploded

I tried to hide my weakness
so they will not judge me.

Also I fail to make you feel okay

I cried because he said I'm hiding my true self too much

Brother
If you even alive right now
I want to surprise you
With give you a garden full with  Lamprocapnos spectabilis.

It's because you're the only one who will accept anything from me.

your love seems old
but it's gold

Human screaming
Fire burning their mouths
That's what they got
When they done something
**wrong

Falling for you
You're like amazed

Can you heard me,
the stuck in your way.

Before you go
I want you to know that
I'm not, i am not for you.

You the one told people that you love me, not me.
You the one who like being teased about us, not me.

I don't love you, don't you get it?
Leave me alone.
Just let me cry by myself.
Let me let out my anger by myself.
I don't need you to help me, to comfort me.

When i was a happy little girl
I always got bad dream about
a girl locked herself in bedroom
cuts at her arms
scars all over her body.

I was curious what's wrong about it.

Then, i growing up and I finally understand. Those nightmares are about me. Myself when I'm a teenager.

What are looking at?
Oh nothing. i just looking at you
- Stop
*I can't. You're so beautiful. Too beautiful for me.

Up high in the sky
Breathe in and out like no tomorrow
Your words burning my mind

Kalau betullah dia suka akan si dia, dia tak akan sakitkan hati si dia kan?
Dia tak akan ingat perasaan si dia boleh dibuat main main.

“ My hair getting fall a lot recently.”
- **It's fine honey because i fall for you even more.