Trying to forget the way you felt on my skin.
Trying to forget the way your lips touched mine.
Trying to forget how you make me feel and leave our past behind.


I keep trying to erase you from my heart and my mind.
But no matter what I do... I can't just leave our past behind.


I miss you like crazy you know.
I'm stuck in the emotional kaleidoscope that's you.
I've never felt like this before.
Never been made to feel all sorts of emotions.
But being stuck in this emotional kaleidoscope of you.
Is like being stuck with an addiction that's incurable.


I know I shouldn't lose myself just because I crave you.
But a thousand times over I'd still choose you.
Euphoria is what I feel when I'm around you.
The highs feel so good and makes me feel so alive.
But the crash and burn after leaves me no will to live.


Emotional kaleidoscope is something you don't always experience.
But one person... One soul that connects with yours in another level can change it all in the blink of an eye.

I know it wasn't what we both wanted.
But it felt like there was no other option.
I didn't want it to end us, but it felt like we were falling in slow motion.
A pit of emotions neither of us could comprehend.
Neither of us knew or could work out what we wanted.


But even if we're not as one, there's still a lot of love left.
I still see you in my mind when I close my eyes even for just a second.
It's sad that we couldn't figure out what we both kept doing wrong.
And I miss the way you looked and smiled at me, the way you touched and kissed me, when I laid next to you.


There's still a lot of love left, and I thought it'd be easy to leave it behind.
But I guess I was wrong, because I still want you til the end of time.


I wish we could make it work. The way we promised we would do.
Because there's still a lot of love left and will forever be for you.