If I had been born without a heart
I would have still fallen in love with you.


F.Z.**N

If I cried again tonight,
Would you even try to fight,
The pain that's grown so strong,
Over the years dragging so long,
All I wanted was love,
but I guess that was just to much for "god above",
I just wanted someone to wipe my tears,
Someone to help me fight my fears,
But I realize now,
No matter what I think or how,
If I cut my wrist tonight,
If I finally gave up the fight,
Would you be there,
Could you even care,
And I realize it is a lot to ask,
But I guess I just hope you would be up to the task,
There is just too many tears falling,
And I can no longer hear anything calling,
I wonder if you can hear my heart breaking,
I swear I'm not faking,
But when it comes to you,
I guess I just wonder what you would do,
If I tie the rope real tight,
And I even turn out the light,
Would you shed a single tear,
Could you even remember for a full year,
Yea would you could you,
Its all I need to know is,
Would you could you,
ITS ALL I NEED TO KNOW,
If I finally say goodbye,
If I let go and die,
should you even care,

Or would the world be better without me there?

I wasn't always this way,
My face used to be brighter,
Somehow somewhere along these last four years,
I've began to withdraw,
Not only from people but from myself.

To be honest my emotional ailment was improving,
And you came along on a night I will never forget,
Spontaneous beginnings that's how they always arise,
You were everything I wanted,
You appeared so genuine, so gracious and amazingly tender.

Too good it was,
I was ready I spilled my heart and soul to you,
That fateful day you deceived me,
Our story is too sad for words,

Bottom line,
I thought you cared,
and everytime your name pops up,
My heart flutters for a moment hoping,
You want me again, but then, reality settles back in.
The sad truth is my heart yearns for you.......still.

If i had the choice
I would un-know you
And get to know again
Like the last time
I would do the same
And feel the same
And get my heart broken
The same way
Just to know you
And feel that way
For a while  
For just a second
I would be heartbroken a lifetime

I don't really know
if I did I wouldn't write it down
if I knew I would... I would
know
What's the back of this mind doing?
Throwing up spaces of random places
and memories from crusty corners
crumbling as they move into sight.

eh, ferk it... I'm going to bed.

By Arcassin Burnham




did you leave him?
when he said he never wanted you again,
did you leave him?
i was the beginning when it was your end,
did you leave him?
when he only wanted the passion,
did you leave him?
couldn't even control his actions,
did you leave him?
too many question marks for ya,
did you leave him?
i just wanna be the one to love ya,
would you love me?

By Arcassin Burnham





pretty girl,
with so much regret,
it makes you feel such great pain,
cheering her up would be the best way,
when shes haunted by the upperclass,
i just want to be the one,
to make sure ,
that her life,
will be fluttered by happiness,
and joy,
to be comfortable with her body,
and her health,
we've been in the same boat,
too many times,
and i dont have a reason not to love her,
i couldnt be more sure,
in my life,
i use to be the same way,
when i thought noone loved me,
but i was strong on my own,
so i distant that memory,
and now im in love once again,
with a girl im trying to put good spirits in,
and when she goes away,
hard not to cry again,
when she tells that noone cares,
i smile and say i do,
and i do,
but not just care,
its more like love,
they wouldnt dare,
mess me up,
from what i want,
and what i want is her,
no matter how far we are,
i know shes there,
half across the earth,
if i had a wish,
it would be next to her.

Would you please
Look into my eyes
And entropy you will see
(you, distorting the spectrum of light,
Exploding all there is to me.)
Would you please
Inch your lips to mine,
And there just leave it be.
(just a stroke of lush
To sow the spring of kiss.
Ohs of delightful rush
To a cascading lovers’ bliss)
Would you please
Whisper…whisper
A word of touch.
Whisper…whisper
A love or too much
Whisper…whisper
To catch me breathless
Whisper…whisper
To keep me soulless
Would you please
Move in sync with me,
Let out a gasp of ecstasy,
And taste the thrilling mystery
Of yours and mines rhapsody.
Just a look, just a kiss
Just a touch to give me bliss.
One more stroke, one more wheeze,
One more…would you please.