It's okay to cry
It's okay to be sad
It's okay to get hurt and hide
It's okay to get mad
It's okay to runaway from problems and feel free sometimes
but also remember that,
It's okay to be happy
to enjoy life and learn from all our mistakes
It's okay to have fun and break the rules
It's okay to get crazy and try new things in life.
Life has it positive and negatives views
and it depends on you.
If you still don't know what to do,
Just remember that "It's okay!"

Witness me dance this Grim fandango
witness this because it is chaos,
A boy standing dangerously upon the tracks,
And I am afraid.
I have been dancing, like a matador on nails
Spinning like a top between wails
Flirting with death and the gale
waiting for my either my partner or my luck to fail
while the castanets play,
For a grim fandango's day

I've lost you
I'm sorry

I'm trying to find you
I'm worried

Please don't run away ever again
I'm just trying to be your friend

I hate to admit that,
Even if I hate you right now,
To the degree that spells out,
"So much,"
I can't deny that,
I am still,
Inevitably still,
In love with,
You.

I can feel the trembling in my ear, I'm afraid of myself. Worried I'll predetermine the rapture, and have you running away.

Time keeps ticking in my head
As I think of all the beasts
hidden beneath my bed

The tight space in my skull
makes me feel claustrophobic.
Out of breath,
to rethink every thought is aerobic

Wasting minutes as I reacquaint
with every regret  
Wishing I could breath and finally forget


But here I am,  listening
to that clock in my head
that keeps ticking

today,
i passed by a stranger.

she looked worried,
eyebrows bunched together forming little lines in between.

today,
i passed by the same stranger.

she look tired,
skin pale and lips peeling.

today,
i passed by the stranger once again.

she looked happy,
eyes as bright as the sun and teeth baring its refreshing white.

today,
i realized time does wonders for everyone.

the gray, dull me a few days ago was replaced by the shocking yellow i am and will forever be.