Will you still love me if I'm not pretty? If all my teeth were broken and chipped If acne covered every inch of my skin And if my hair was always oily to the touch?
Will you still love me if I am no longer young? When all my teeth have been replaced When my skin is softly wrinkled like a well read book cover And when my beautiful red hair is turned white with age?
Will you still love me if I am truly me? All my insecurities and flaws I try to hide All the fears and doubts within my heart And all the dreams and ambitions I hold so dear?
What do I have to do to get you to notice me? Change my hair, the way I walk? My clothes, the way I talk? We've known each other for some time now, Yet I'm still invisible to you. My feelings run deep and how I wish you only knew. I see your face every time I close my eyes. To me, you just seem so different from the other girls To you, I'm just a friend, Nothing more, nothing less. I settle for friendship in the end Even though it hurts like hell Because I don't want to make a mess. Instead, I'll keep my secret to myself And take my pride back off the shelf. Until one day you finally see That you and I were meant to be. I'll wait for now Because sooner or later maybe I'll be gone. To let you be in your life Because it looks like that you are happy without me So when will you notice me?
Until when you won't notice me? Please at least one chance again please?
will you be my to the moon and back? will we ever be right on track? will you be my all time high? will you give me your chicken thigh? will you be my christmas morning? will I ever be your favourite being? will you fancy to sit down for a cup of tea? will we ever be a possibility?
You not only exist in my memories But in pages of my diaries In bouts of my anxieties In sleepless nights In hopeless dreams In random musings In too good to be true fantasies I am trying really hard to forget you To move on as they would like to call it out But it is not making me happy I don’t want to lose these small snippets I have of you But what should I do You won't come back And I won't let those go Maybe time will answer my question As it always does I have to just wait To let it turn magical wand. And give me peace