I spent another evening
In one corner of
My mind...
My conscience is
Left bleeding,
And I don't know what I'll find...
My future hangs in balance,
I'm too nervous
To sleep,
But still I keep my chalice,
I fill it and
I drink...
The courthouse is
A palace,
Of justice and of
Peace,
But when I walk inside it
I shake from head
To feet...
I beg the gods I
Don't believe
To grant me just
Some peace...
Please let me enter
Into hell
And walk out
On two feet...
Oh, let me enter into hell
And walk out
On two feet...
I'm going to court tomorrow for my first felony charge (yay) let's hope my lawyer does this job and I walk out of there free. I always get the shakes when I have to go to court; thank gods Xanax exists...