what do you want
hold out your hands
let me see you
for what you really are
not a ghost

time is moving far too fast it leaves me breathless
I get so lost in the thought of what its like to be alive
don't know what I'm thinking
I'm lost now in the thrill of it
I'm not going anywhere
I can feel the sadness from my inside showing
when will you break this silence all i want is to be free
because that is  where i am suppose to be

i notice everything
but the lack voice
to tell you everything
and i don't want to spend another night like this
if i could i would forget everything
i want to feel like i deserve to live
i want to feel like deserve to be free
save me from myself
i just want to forget
i dont think we should see each other ever again
you make me feel low
tell me more
then just go

but, I realized I was little
and I realized my thoughts were ugly
and I don't understand your sweater

talking use to pass the time
smoking use to pass the time
but smoking became a waste of time
and talking became a waste of time
and my life, when I like to be alive.

i mean i dont need words of encouragement

just need the sweet feeling of nicotine in my lungs

“you’re stronger than this”.