the peace, calm and
quietness terrifies me
when my soul is used to
getting ****** into
chaos, people’s
worlds and minds..
the unfamiliar feels
uncomfortable
to not constantly
await the inevitable
ups and downs,
pulls and push
that come with
being around those
kinds of people who thrive
on creating disorder..
to unlearn everything
i’ve ever been taught
every idea and thought
i’ve built myself on
to survive..to create
a world where i run
towards peace
and not from it
is all i want.

Poor wounded Soul,
trying to survive
Life's Trauma,
from one powerful blow.
All that your soul needs,
is to feel at ease,
careless and free,
just feel the nice breeze,
sit back and relax and
Have no worries.
Let go of it All,
The Pain, suffering,
worrying, and sorrow,
Leave yesterday behind,
push forward to tomorrow.
This agony that you endure
won't Last long,
So try to be strong,
it is only a test,
REMEMBER:
WHO'S ON YOUR SIDE, and
In this JUST REST!!!!!


B.R.
Date: 11/23/2024

it's my birthday today
another year of drowning
myself in sorrow
and frowning
every morning
kinda feeling proud
that I survived another year
and still haven't landed
in the clouds
above.
<3