The fact I can get it right away The fact I can get it right away with the new version is better The fact I can get it right away with the new version is better to be the first half of the year The fact I can get it right away with the new version is better to be the first half of the year and I don't have a great way of the year
I'm pathetic really To want to end my life When there are others around me Dealing with so much strife
I have a family that loves me There's nothing wrong in my house Other people are facing Giants I'm facing a mouse
But I'm on a chair and petrified And almost ready to give in But I refuse to end this life of mine I refuse to let satan win
I wrote this when I was really struggling with suicidal thoughts and I read this book that was full of letters from these kids to this motivational speaker talking about their bad situations. After I finished the book I was really down in myself for feeling the way I did. Now I'm better, though I have my days of feeling worthless. I just want to say that no matter what your facing, be it a mouse, a giant, or something in between, your feelings matter. And God can help you through them.
I love him I tell myself I know that We will be together forever I don’t believe that We could be separated My thoughts tell me that He’s the love of my life Sometimes my heart lies and says I could live an eternity Without him Like my friends say “We’re perfect for each other” And you can’t tell me He’s not the one.
We are such clever creatures to divide Most everything into its different sides With chaos versus order, dark and light The stark duality of wrong and right We even split the very world in two With human versus human, we and you But still no matter how much we divide Each thing has infinitely many sides