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Blu3moth Jan 2018
Keep on being a ******* idiot
Lie to yourself
Tell yourself that you're beautiful
Tell yourself that you're smart
Tell yourself that you're happy
Anything that you think does not matter
It's what everyone else thinks that shapes you
If they call you stupid
You're stupid
If they say you're hideous
You're hideous
Your "positive attitude" won't get you anywhere
It's not magic
Keep on lying to yourself see where that gets you
Elise Jackson Jan 2018
sometimes i look outside from the suffocating box i sleep in
the sun is usually out and keeping a watch on everyone
i just sit there
nothing changes
i usually still feel the empty parts of my body ache

sometimes it takes awhile for things to change
or at least that's what i try to believe
lately that hasn't been the thought

but what i seem to forget is that it's okay to stop
it's okay to stop something that's affecting me negatively


im not a nobody just because i quit something

i have more power quitting it than continuing it
Blu3moth Jan 2018
There is no worse feeling
Then when you know everything is going to ****
Then someone comes along and tells you "everything's gonna be alright"
Is someone important to me dead?
No
Financial issues?
Not really
But this constant feeling of being alone
Is like a **** plague
It feeds off the rest of me trying to live
Killing me bit by bit
Taking everything I love away from me
Mentally and emotionally
Can't pick up a camera, all your pictures are ****
**** that pencil, you can't draw
***** your dreams, welcome to reality
Where everything is work work work
Until you quit quit quit
The realest thing in the world
Is you and your pathetic self
Poetic T Jan 2018
In terms misunderstood,
                we are all reflections
                           of our domineer
which is a negativity that others
                                     see before them..

Let ourselves be seen in a reflection
             that isn't condescending.
  We are the mirror of our thoughts,
         that we need to look deep into daily..
Jikai Zheng Jan 2018
I was reflected over the x-axis
And then translated into the third quadrant
All negative coordinates
On my three vertices
scorpiothought Dec 2017
quivering hands
grip this blade

invisible to all eyes
soul annihilated
ash descends
slowly

muffled abyss plunges here

apologies stifled
lick, diminish
****, collapse
swallow, ruin

quivering hands
clutch this crushed heart
i love you.
Mary Frances Dec 2017
He
He was positive.
He brought out the best in me.
He made me realize things with wisdom and clarity.
He erased all insecurities.
He made me see the other side of the world with glee.

He was negative.
He brought out the worst in me.
He made me angry and mad with so much ingenuity.
He wounded my pride and distorted my complexity.
He burnt my patience until it was gone entirely.

He was neutral.
He never put blame on anyone or anything.
He stayed silent during the times my mind was on chaos.
He never took any sides though it was obvious I was at fault.
He remained to be a listener and gave judgment by default.

But in everything he was,
in everything he is,
he would still remain to be my "once twisted dream".
Aerinlia Nov 2017
I like to write
Plans, stories, everything
I like fancy notebooks
I like blank paper

I went to a bookstore and saw a notebook
It had the word "Positive" on its cover
In which I thought I could write my sadness
Such that I could become more positive

HEY, YOU'RE WASTING MONEY AGAIN!!!
B-but it may help me!!!
ARE YOU EVEN MOVED BY THIS FAKE MOTIVATION?!
Well, I could try...

YOU WILL WRITE NONSENSE AGAIN
I'm trying not to...
JUST STOP WRITING
.........
Aerinlia Nov 2017
You started your journey
                    (You started your journey)
Towards a bright future
                (Tried to have a bright future)
As you walk forward
               (As you tried to walk forward)
You met hurdles
                     (You met hurdles)

You had a breakdown
                      (You had a breakdown)
It seems that you lost already
                      (You lost already)
You fought alone
                       (You fought alone)
Overcoming it with your own strength
                       (Nobody can help you)

Soon, you will reach halfway
               (Soon, you will reach halfway)
Toward your goal
               (Toward your goal)
You made it this far, congrats!
               (The goal is still far away)
Keep it up, you can do it!
               (Can you make it to the end?)


Believe in yourself.
                       (Question yourself.)
Natassia Serviss Nov 2017
Hour by hour the moon continues to rise.
She's way too bright and he's as dark as night.
Oh what big lies you live.
Why are you both so deceiving?
Oh look how hard it is to forgive.
Where's your excuse for leaving?
Run away, get away before he swallows your sanity.
She's built her argument on vanity.
You found love in the darkest parts,
The place where you can't have a heart.
She built it on a dream and a delusion.
He grew out of that plot and that illusion.
She loved him true, the only love she ever knew.
In her safest hour on his dimmest day, all she wanted was for him to pay.
He meant no harm and she did no wrong.
We know they hurt and they're not strong.
Little red, my friend,
there is no need to pretend that you didn't know this would eventually end.
At least in fact, you're both still intact.
You're not the victim and you're not the villain.
Both born of moon and light, they would always fight.
Now the wolf and red are in separate beds.
Their story together is a memory.
Another 2013 poem, written about a toxic relationship my friends were in.
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