your eyes weren't my first
captors,

but then it's the deepest
one yet.

maybe i was only destined
to marvel,

and all along destined to hurt
again.

I'm [not] yours
To purchase
On sale by fifty percent.
I'm [not] yours
To review
On the five star scale.
I'm [not] yours
To ****
Your insecurities away.
I'm [not] yours
To be
Your happiness and joy.

Believe this
Or don't
I'm [not] yours.

I've never been one for burning bridges.
Every time I've tried,
I rebuild to watch it crumple again.

The ashes aren't as strong as the cinder
used the very first time.
But, if I'm honest,

the fragility makes the spiral
much more meaningful.

the way you played my heart string
send me to the abyss
shattering my heart into pieces.

you're killing me slowly
with your beautiful deathly diseased mind
and i'm your slave.

you're making me high in ecstasy
with your red rose words
and i'm addicted to your.

You are a god
And I love you so

You're not human
We both know that
You know you're superior to everyone else
whereas i on the other hand, know that i'm inferior to all

You kick people's heads in
And choke them with the dirt they stand on; They're not worthy of the dirt you stand on

No one is worthy of anything you touch
Want
Have

except for me
You touch me
You want me, therefore you have me
You own me

So you choke me with your very own bruised hands
The deep contrast of the dark purples and the off white beautiful as they tangle my hair

my hair that never stays the same for long, changing colours constantly

Your favourite is red
It reminds you of the blood you draw from me
The blood
Which you consume

Like the way you consume my thoughts
And eat at my brain
soon it'll rot
be nothing more but maggots and fruit flies

but that's okay.
The only thing in my mind in the first place was you
Now you have my brain
and that's even better

I'll worship you
You'll be my religion
You'll be my god

Misery my muse,
Why doest thou so abuse?
Nary a bright young line to lend;
This dark and suffered view.

You are my light
As well as my darkness
For you shine bright
And I venture in total blindness

Not knowing where to go
You guide my feet with a hurtful spike
As I step, only Pain I know
And my tortured scream you so much like

In winter's cold you kept me
In a hug so tight I gasped for air
But It doesn't matter to me
As long as I have you there

You kept me warm
With your freezing touch
A stinging burn on my arm
A frozen heart I loved so much

Your harsh words
Whipping me scars of hurt
They cut deep like driven swords
In where I wake and make them worth

In every scar I receive
In every bruise to me you give
I still cherish every pain on your shiv
With you by my side I'll forever live

For we are in harmony
Like the equal yin and yang
Our hearts singing a sorrowful melody
In where our hearts in thorns are strung

I am hopeless *******
Loving the pain and torture you provide
For you are a relentless sadist
In which your punishment is deliciously divine

For what might have been my inspiration
Inside my heart's totally hollow room
You are my Salvation
You are also my Doom