She was in an awful state,
Her folks had hurled words of hate.
When he came for her.
And there in her hand she held,
A sharpened bit of cold blue steel,
Honed ever so sharp to the feel.
Palatable,
Twas her pain.
He felt it too,
It was that real.
At once,
He knew that this time,
She not would not cut herself,
Just to feel.
And this time there was a,
**** good chance,
That these wounds,
Might never have the chance to heal.
He peered into,
Her tear stricken eyes.
And a plan it did arise.
With a lump in his throat,
And a trembling voice.
And as the tears streamed from his eyes.
He said,
You're planning to leave me,
I'm afraid I do surmise.
I realize that I can't stop you,
If you truly wish to go.
But,
One thing my dear.
One tiny little thing
For me,
PLEASE!
Before you leave to go,
Is that too much to ask,
From someone who loves you so.
May I please,
Please,
Hold onto to your sharpened bit,
Of cold blue steel?
Before my one true love,
From me it steals?
Three minutes.
Just three minutes please.
Let me hold it.
Please.
Just three short minutes.
I am begging you.
Please!
I do implore.
Give to me,
What's in your hand.
I promise to give it back once more.
I have never lied to you.
And,
I am not about to start it now.
I will do exactly as I say I will.
But ,
Please,
Please listen to me.
And give it to me now.
Three minutes,
Three tiny little minutes,
Of just you and me,
Before you leave to go.
Three minutes,
And you are free to go.
Could you please,
Give that piece of steel to me?
She unloosened her grasp,
And,
Into his outstretched hand,
It fell.
Her tiny bit,
Of cold blue steel.
Quickly,
He closed his fingers,
And,
At last,
The steel he,
Himself, did grasp.
Flip your timer dear.
Three minutes,
Three scant minutes,
That is our deadline.
That should be all it takes.
Sweet love of mine.
Now you should know before you go.
That I do indeed love you.
Well just how much,
Well that my dear.
You may never know.
Safely in his arms,
On his chest,
Her head did rest.
You do know,
That I love you the best.
Upon her head he placed a kiss.
And gently kissed,
The teardrops from her eyes.
As their eyes locked,
He said,
To me doll,
You're quite the prize.
As he wiped,
The teardrops from his eyes.
He then cast his eyes,
Upon the dwindling sand.
In the tiny hour glass.
Time is short my dear,
We haven't long I fear.
And yes,
Eternity,
It does draw near.
NOW!
Listen to me,
Hear me well.
You won't go alone,
You'll have me near.
That's how much,
I love you dear.
We will go together dear.
I'll hold your hand,
This will be,
Our very last stand.
He redirected his eyes,
And glanced upon the clepsydra
That depleted hour glass.
The timer was empty,
The sands had all ran out.
He then looked right back at her,
And said,
It's empty.
All the sands have ran out.
And honey,
This is what I am all about.
He unloosened his fingers,
And with an upturned palm.
He revealed to her once more,
Her, cold, blue steel.
This one thing,
I pray you've learned.
And your trust I have earned.
I did not lie to you,
And I never will.
And he held to her,
Her sharpened sliver,
Of cold, blue steel.
Where we go,
From here my dear,
Well you decide.
But,
We are going together dear.
That's for ME,
To decide.
We are going together dear!
Arm in arm,
And,
Side by side.
He closed his eyes,
And they both softly wept.
He felt her fingers,
Retaking her steel.
And imagined,
Just how it might feel.
The bite of,
Her cold, blue steel.
Then,
Like the tinkling of a bell,
Came a tiny metallic sound.
That itty-bitty sound.
Twas the sound of the razor,
As it struck the ground.
by: coleman
This was written about an event in my life where a dear friend, who like I am, is a lifelong cutter, I got her to reconsider suicide that night and we are both alive and well, thankfully.
