Her worth to you is far greater than mine
And perhaps her love for you as well
You tell me I'm yours, this is true
But these thoughts weight down on my mind
Names flash across your screen
I wonder who it could be?
Heart pounding with curiosity
Though I dare not take a peek
Blind my eyes and close my ears
Don't think too hard, it'll bring you to tears
Though I've seen those pictures still online
And I hear those whispers that are said so carefully
Almost as if they are afraid,
Of c r u s h i n g my heart
With words of comfort, he tells me silence
"You are wonderful, You are beautiful "
But the voices that scream tell me otherwise, crying out
Y O U W I L L N E V E R B E E N O U G H
Even if my heart is riddled with fear
Inferiority to the girl who once stood
I'll try my hardest to live up to her
To receive the same love and the same worth
But still.... it hurts
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It just be like that sometimes
